back from the mainland china.
that unhappy trip.
i don't kn wt to say.
found that there are many ppl don't understand me.
everyday thinking 0f many thing,, nearly to be crazy.
everyday seen that bb play with the otherz girlz,, wt cani d0?
g0t argue with many 0ne.
alwayz can heard that bb sleep with the girl,, i mean teresa.
hate that! i don't want to hv this fd. STUPID!
feel tired to be with bb.
he can scold me at using many bad word.
he said he don't kn wt happen between teresa and i.
s0,, he nd to treat me as a bad girl to hurt tersa?
the first time to talk with bb like that serious in the rm that 0nly us.
the first time i don't want he to kiss me.
i want to break up with him.
the thingz all the did make me angry and sad.
really feel tired.
luckly i still can talk with ellie when i live without crystal.
anyway,, crystal will kn everything when i back to hk,, dom't worry.
starting to feel that i loved bb s0 much.
however he makes my heat s0 pain.
cried in the mainland china airport when we are leaving there.
many teacher ask wt happened to me,, thz!<3
i cry not because i want someone to care me!
i just want to let my heat not s0 pain,, s0 i did wear a cap.
i kn that someone think that i alwayz make trouble.
sorry! i hate trouble t00!
hey! i really getting carzy c0z of these stupid thingz.
wanna leave hk,, wanna leave this world.
i hv a bit hate myself.
alwayz don't want to look at bb face.
seemz that i had make he feel sad.
i nd someone to protect me.
but maybe bb is not the one who wish to protect me.
fine! bb can just go away with other one.
i don't care,, maybe.
wanna leave all the trip.
just want to go back home and cry alone.
can't imagine that wt will happen when bb in canada.
i don't hv any idea to make that bb and i can like b4.
anyway,, i am now in singapore.
my heart even my whole body feel tired.
arrive singapore by me own.
when i arrive hk from mainland china.
i went to the other plane to singapore.
seen that bb's face is deeply sad,, don't kn y.
finally sure that bb and i are still together.
the feel are not the same as b4 already.
still mizing bb and all my fd,, without the one who are stupid.
s0rry that i can't online yet.
see all 0f u when i am back to hk>333333< | 
