ok when most of my fds are going to school..
i am staying at hm for my long summer holiday!
i think some of ppl the kn i don't hv to go to school yet..
and i didn't get a job yet.. still-,-
so in this situation.. i can just stay at my hm..
then starting to watch the new show "KATE PLUS 8"
haha i miss them alot..
they are still really cute..
but too bad don't hv much ppl upload it on youtube..
and i can just rewatch the old ep><
can someone plz upload it? plz
after i watched the uploaded ep...
my comment is that the kids are being more mature
and some of them are being mean too...
that's not a gd thing..
i hv also notice one thing that leah look just like mady now..
its quite funny..
now i just wish someone can upload the video..
and i can energy to go out and find a job..
coz i am really really boring now!!!!!

i hvn't update postes for such a long time..
although there might hv no ppl watching this..
i still wanna type this to let the readers kn.. if there are any
i hv been watching a show called 'jon and kate plus 8'
which is filming a family with two sets of multiples..
a pair of twins and sextuplets..
i am hving ce but still in love with that so much..
ppl who kn me will understand that..
m... this show is about the family life of them..
and it ended for a year i guess..
but i didn't kn about this b4..
so when i youtube-ing this.. i found out so much of them
the parents, jon and kate get divorce for some reason that i don't kn
its so sad>< i was crying when i watch that final ep..
especially when jon didn't let mady and cara help him coz they talked about kate
i cried so hard for that..
that is so bad to do stuff like this.. as a parent
i saw many ppl said that kate was pretending..
i thought she really was//
but when i watch that.. i can really felt how much she love the kids
although she hitted her kids.. doesn't mean that she don't love them
everyone must hv hitted by our parents i guess..
maybe they were just trying to make us to be gd..
someone said that they always said god this god that..
but they are not christian....
i don't kn the true but i still hope god to bless them..
to bless all of those lovely kids and their parents too..
and to be with all of them, the Gosselin's family><
 

finally, the only visitor is gone

and won't come back, ever!!!!!!!!!!!!

see wt i did. i distroyed the most important fdship in my life.

bec0z the mood problem,

i can type all my feel in here, no one carez no one gonna read this

this is the only thing i regret.

but the ending is fixed, everyone love it.

i am the only extra one in the class, even worse than joyce

nice, i learnt how to SHUT UP-

the first place had GONE, no more number 1 in my life start from this thing happened

all my dearest fds, are whom i don't wanna lose

charmie, i kn u are alwayz here for me

no matter we don't hv enough time to chat and to shopping

i kn it, and i am so sure we can be fd forever after receiving ur letter

i kn wt fd is, bec0z of u!

A BOOK FOR MY EX- BEST FD, is the last one

no one worth it anymore

not just the time i spent, but the love i sent

honestly, sadness is gone

but the sarf won't leave my heart

end.

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g0sh!

i really didn't type anything in this blog f0r a long time

hey. i am thinking 0f..

i l0ve bb s0 much. 0r i never l0ve him?

this really make me confuse..

sometimez i really want bb stay beside me

but sometimez.. >< i don't kn

maybe i just nd a human that can always chat with me.

and promise me that he/ she won't leave me alone.

my fd should kn that.. i am n0t the one who nd f0rever.

but at least, i want to hv a hug when i nd it..

say thousand "miss you" is n0t equal as a hug

l0ve the one who in oversea is excited,

but n0t feel safe>< especially i am a girl

don't really like to wait.

i kn.. bb is mine*v*

and i should l0ve him and wait f0r him.. i really did

haha still remember that jes said i am the one like to live together but n0t marry

i don't kn the answer..

i just kn that i really want to go on a trip with bb,

maybe i just want to give him a chance to make up the naning thingz

0r maybe i really want to depend on him, sth like that

i want a time that we really stick together.. i mean stay together

even 2 dayz 0r 2 monthz. i don't really care

but really want to share some moment with him

bb is going to TOR n0w.

i came home at 1830 and want to chat with him.

but just chat f0r 5 minz then he said he hv to go wth-0-

y i hv to wait f0r him? suck.

hate to wait, tired with it!.V.

i really want i am the one who leave hk and go somewhere to study.

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h0ld.

w0w one year already..

actually i want to say i hvn't image that we can last one year

everytime when we pass one month i will say this><

anywayz.. is really happy

but bb went to hospital in 23/02/2009

and we just chat f0r a whlie...

then argument again!!!! wt the hell-_-

sigh.. bb seemz scolding me at that time

although he said he just want to let me kn...><

my cell phone had just brough to repair..

and i hv to use the old phone.. the nokia

read many old msg and many old memory appear

bb said he won't let me feel sad again but finally..

naning's happened.. is he really care 0f my feeling?

sometimez i really woder 0f this..

last night chat with bb on skype*v*

i said that i don't want to live with my family...

then bb said he will live with me,, honestly i had feel happy of that

but i kn that won't happen.. even we can't go on a trip together

especially we are n0t at the same school n0w..

bb always say our future n0w.. although i don't really think that will happen..

listen to it still make me feel happy

at least i can feel that he carez me.. m0re than b4

sometimez i really want bb's mum and dad kn our relationship

then we no nd to afriad to meet his relative while we are dating..

but i kn he won't tell them.. suck!!

becoming crazy 0f the work.. and i am s0 lazy

the workz just let me want to run away from them.V. gosh

n0w everything just seemz perfect to me.. beside the school stuff><

if i can control my life just like "click".. wt will happen next?

going to read my old memoriess

back here soom

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just nd someday to fly my way