我好矛盾..依篇野我好想你睇到;)..又唔想俾你睇到;)
很可惜,,你唔會睇到..
我想你知我喊緊,,因為我想你安慰我..
我唔想俾你知我喊緊..因為你唔想我喊..
最後我簡左後者.

依2個月黎,同你玩好開心.
多謝你日日陪我.
但幾時開始會攪成咁..
2個月之內..變化咁大...
你話你無事...鬼信你...但係..你講得岩...
就算我唔信你..我知你有事..知你唔開心,,我又做到d咩?咁我唯有同你講..我信你;)

今蕉睇到琴日個sms...我即刻down左...
結果成蕉成個腦都係個sms.
等左你成蕉既sms..你回我「我...」又無左下文;(
到下就..我知你想避我;)..我好傻仔咁同自己講..可能我諗多左lol
我影響無咁大影響力既?lol......
夜晚...你一add我..問我做咩事 我成日忍忍埋埋既眼淚..不自覺咁流哂出黎..
我呃你話無事.....
呀媽坐正隔離...我只好去沖涼..洗走d淚痕..
番黎見到你話 你而家想瞞我? 我眼淚不爭氣地..又流了
我堅係唔知做咩事..你一add我會喊..
你哄番我...我咪無事..
點知講講下又番去依個問題;(...
不爭氣地...i did it again...the difference is..i didn't tell you ;)

其實我有諗過約你出黎lol.可能見完面你唔會咁lol
可能嚴我樣衰避我了到時.ha
sorry that i 淆..唔敢見你;p
sorry that i can't make a decision between you and he, i am afraid to have any change.
就算我簡左你...果頭同佢break 果頭同你一齊?... 好似...未免...umm...

點解我成日為依d事而煩而喊;)? 我幾時先學識控制自己既感情...唔好再放係d無結果既上面..
有左網絡之後..我會同網上d人傾現實既煩惱...係好事..
但係同時...我都會同現實既人傾網上既煩惱...
到頭來...我發現我煩惱仲多左.... 網上仲多過現實:O 點算.
好事定壞事:O?
係虛構既世界入面....所擁有既感情都係虛假的?.......

我結果完全做唔到功課!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
 

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