今日CA堂好悶呀~又係介紹d讀書樂~=.=~岩岩開始都有聽少少既~~跟住愈來愈悶~聽聽下~就訓著左喇~~~到就完喇~我先醒~以為有得走喇~好開心~~點知....唉~粱慧冰叫f4留低~其他走得~~之後又係度訓話~=.=''~講左成半個鍾~~討厭~成日都係咁~當我地3歲細佬仔咩....又要實施呢樣~又要實施個樣~好似得閒無事做咁~成日都搞咁多野~~~放左學~聽到d同學係度講~~佢地話如果比梁慧冰再咁搞落去~遲早個個都會比佢搞到痴晒線~個個都好想粱sir做返我地級訓導~~唉...估唔到咁多人對ms leung...........費事講啦~跟住suko同susan去tw睇下有咩書買~~我拎住好多書~鬼死咁重~費是去啦~!之後就同杜杜返屋企喇~~

        唉....今日唔記得左帶paper1~lunch之後~就去左4e同廖曉玲借~點知一出課室門口~就比粱慧冰叫住左~~問我做咩入人地課室~手度仲拎住本eng書~跟住叫我打開本書比佢睇下個名~~唉......比佢知道我借書tim~~跟住就叫埋廖曉玲出黎~問佢做咩借書比我~~=.=''~叫我地兩個放左學去教員室搵佢~~果陣時唔知點解~~d眼淚突然控制唔住~行返課室個陣時~雙眼已經蒙晒~一伏落張枱~d眼淚就留左出黎喇~~~仲比susan見到tim~~真係失敗~今日miss kowk奇怪~好似轉左性咁~~佢上上下堂~竟然比我地休息一陣~真係有d意想不到~~~我唔記得左bring paper1~佢淨係叫我聽日帶返比佢檢查~冇記名wor~~我都有d驚訝~~早知佢今日唔記名就唔同廖曉玲借書啦~~搞到佢都比粱慧冰罰~嗚嗚.....~好彩粱慧冰話:「我知你係乖女黎既~今次就信你~唔記你野」~罰我地背句子就算喇~~ 聽日話我地知背d咩~=.=''~sorry呀~廖曉玲~累到你都比佢罰 ~~之後就返課室補課~miss wong打緊電話比miss leung~問我係咪真係去左搵佢~洗唔洗咁~><~跟住補到4點半就放學~好開心呀~~補左9個字就走得~跟住就返屋企喇~~~                   

      一直以來我都唔知自己做錯左咁多野~~原來自己係一個咁自私~咁冇用既人~~這是晚上跟妹妹談話中而得出的結論~~聽完佢講既野~我靜左好耐~好耐.......我真係一個咁既人嗎~?我到底是一個怎樣的人~~個腦有好多好多既問號~我都唔知~~~我係咪真的做錯了~是我太多事嗎~?還是.............也許我真的應該靜一點兒~不要再說太多的話~保持沉默會否更好呢~?開始有點不太想跟別人溝通了~~免得講多錯多~~這樣想對嗎..?真的很迷網......我該點做.................