Oh gosh… I don't even know how to express my feelings inside……
How I recently have some strong feelings are all juz from some movies, but no one would understand, I guess.
During the winter holiday so far, I’d say I’ve been mainly watching movies at home.
Well, let’s say that... one of the western soap opera <Friends> really turns me on.
To make the long story short, <Friends> is an old but funny, moving comedy about the amazing friendship, love and kinda career, daily life among the six characters.
It took me about a month to finish it, from day to day.
At first, I juz regarded it as an interesting stuff and cheered myself up in it, but in the long run of watching, I found that I'd completely got crazy about the friendship among the six.
They’d spent about ten years together, whatever watching TV or cerebrations for some special festivals, kinda warmth in my soul.
However, all that changed after some of them were to get married, have babies and sth like that.
Apparently, it’s time for the six to go their separate ways in the finally end.
It’s juz so realistic, and hurt…… yeah, so much for me…
Sometimes I find myself living life juz like doing time, trying to stay out of trouble, filling my days with activities and thoughts juz for sth to do.
On those days I suddenly think of how it feels to wonder about life; to wonder why we r here; to wonder where we might be going; to wonder how I can make my life more meaningful...
To tell the truth, I haven't been keeping a diary for a while, maybe I should pick it up again whatsoever,
not juz about laughter and cheers, celebrations and victories, but also write about pains and tears, failures and fears.
Becuz as the years go by and u go over ur life, u will not wanna miss out on anything. For even the faintest smile, even the smallest teardrop has made ur life as it is.
We all have to grow and change and will continue to do so, and it’s nothing much we can do for it.
I feel terrible, I really do......
for <Friends>, for myself, for everybody, for the so-called REALISTIC……
I know it’s silly again to be sad about the time passing and the changing things,
maybe I juz so into the movie series...
anyway, sometimes I wish I could forever juz be in a play………
" True friendship, a part of our life, the value of it is seldom known until it is lost............
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