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2008 年 12 月 1 日 星期一  |
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She do not have a strong, as long as she was being bullied when they believe that hide in my arms is the greatest security.
She did not have the vanity profiling, as long as there is one thing to attract her to my unique color, even if it was a touching smile.
She also never have to worry about body weight and bear the weight of worry, as long as she has for me a unique understanding and to the same old feelings.
In addition, if the money her good cooking, I have her silk not mind a few cute freckles.
Perhaps, she is sitting next to me hidden in a corner of the Ying smile; perhaps she is also a day that, Shanshan Lianbu. In short, I think
Letter, which the world has been or will be, as there is a woman, and I will be quiet with her old, was staining her linked in years Qiushuang such as the Qingsi
Huan, kissed her in the passage of years old has become the face if Xuan.
This is a man of commitment, would not say never, but at least the Health regrets!
Is the full text of more than stop, but the knot at a time when articles or pen for myself: Now I really have been in a position to pursue or accept a woman
Human beings?
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There are some things in our soul from the first to grab the time, they are bound to the dark after a period of years of thinking in order to see the sky
Color. I, unfortunately, fall in the 20-year-old's best to start a few years time.
And then in the confusion of the force will not help in their struggle day to a vague dream, to a deeply buried in the subconscious
I hope I was finally forced their wake-up under the sediments of many of enthusiasm to move the faltering deducted ring the door tomorrow.
Women, which is four years of the most indifferent role in the infiltration was a struggle at times over the years choice.
When I finally shake off their endless suffering, since the beginning of the city, all made of natural and crisp, at least, those bleak days of boundless
Son has been gone. No longer need to struggle for the fate of a living off the discussion of any topic, because I have spent four years to hand over a
Health of the respondents. So I decided to accept the fate of letting nature take its course, I find that for a long time, and so on and so on, or my people for a long time, and then use the remaining decades
Efforts to create a comfortable ordinary.
Perhaps, in such a state of mind, the single section, did a little pressure to hide inside. The clamor around, including more than single people, including family
Has been silent but was not anxious mother, but also a few friends urged joke.
But I still believe that fate, I believe this piece of the sky at this very moment, as there will be a gentle woman, I tend to like the delicate and sensitive
A sense, let me come to an end years of his life to protect her and take care of her, though she was.
She will not have to write poetry, as long as she knows I have to appreciate her warmth and well-being of every sentence. diary.ne.jp oleole20six.fr kurdblogger blogfreehere tenkomori.tv |
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The early morning, insomnia, so simply write something.
With regard to the "woman", the subject is too heavy, I could be text-it's rare. The reason is written, but because, once total
Fuzhiyixiao is a single section and now all of a sudden become a heavy up.
My life is not puppy love.
This is a family tradition of the conservative character of the boys, however, is no longer unusual.
But, no, sorry does not mean that. Gains and losses of human life is always white, to make up for a while regrettable, may also be behind another
A regret. The pros and cons, is the benevolent-jen see the topic.
Then, the pain is a pale, but the four-year university.
Yes, bring up a stubborn, decadent, and with a little lonely and proud disdain of the Yin heart, that I only spent four years.
No regret, no remorse. Four years, I spent a lot of washing away bit by bit silly to imagine him being disguised with the spirit,
One step at a time in the etching, see the lay of their own.
The yearning of a woman every man would have, but their disappointment will always be easy to dampen it, and then a voice from my
I asked the depths of the soul:
"You have to grasp the framework of the future?"
"You have the ability to promise to pay?"
"You have to bear parting of the firm?"
So at this moment still life, and why, if the number of filled in mind, over and over for weaving on a sad pale, and then once I th
The telling myself, if you can not be picked up in the water a full moon, then do not break up the impacting it. 商務中心 租車服務 租車公司 |
2008 年 11 月 22 日 星期六  |
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Vulnerable we all pay close attention to the rope. Boatman, I see the look of tension, saying that "all right, I will pull you", all of a sudden heart set on the Xu
And more. As a result, in accordance with the boatman said that the method is to sit with the body (such balance can survive on the body, not by waves into the water) to meet the storm.
It is evident that this is still good, the boatman did not cheat the very beginning we have. This is a really dangerous indeed, the entire rafts into the water on
, I turned to fear in this regard. Soft legs, and felt slippers at the foot of the water has been obliterated, and tell the North and the South East and West. In great disorder, a powerful
From the power, although the wave is still a great, but like all of a sudden not to be afraid, is one boatman pulled my life jacket, hand pluggin
Dry. Finally passed, carrying the same look of a tourist boat, the slippers were gone to the water, batik clothes are faded in the skin, confusion ah well. Again
Bow their heads to find their own shoes, was a step in the soles of the feet, was lucky.
We are here to yell it out loud, but boatman who looked very relaxed, but also with surprise, we started to joke. In front of the boatman, look 課外活動,興趣班,單車訓練班,黃金價格
Very young, the only way Shiqi Ba, is trained by a good ability. The one-time wearing a raincoat (Gan Qing Shi Shen would like to not), each
Lang-chong, he stood up, so full of water to play in the back of a friend who is really not to air. In the flat surface, the friends finally could not tolerate
By a few people that the guy to tear a raincoat. Ha ha, we smile back Qian Fu, is a group of female color ah! Boatman behind the fan is still there
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Back on land given up ah. Only in this valley, is not only into the back, two and a half hours of drifting ah, this is a quarter, not really
It also knows how persevere, but had no choice but to the task ahead.
The third turn, said that the boatman in front of a beautiful waterfall, but only coming to watch a person can, because it is only through the waves,
Some glimpse. So we all look forward to coming to see, when the waves into the skin raft, the spray hit his face was the face, said that the boatman to
Look at the rise of the left rear. One of the boats are looking toward the left rear Yang Zhaotou, as expected, delivered a magnificent waterfall in the rock decumbency, meandering
In the three in a row on the ramp, flashing a dazzling pearl-like shine. Really beautiful! However, we have not yet had time to praise, into the
Long Lane. Just want a breather, the boatman asked me to foot, looked ahead to highlight the block of rock, went into to see. Feet just carried a
And a half, Ye Zhao boatman into my life jacket inside the rafts, put his left leg just in the middle of the water canal, pass the rock like canoeing, really dangerous, hit the
My legs can be really unthinkable ah.
In the fourth dangerous shoals, is said to be the most breathtaking, heart in fact has the courage to face any more You Banfen, said boatman from the boat sideways on my side
Into the waves, heart palpitations, I was right. Poor me, ah, this time no one could have Lianxiangxiyu gentleman's demeanor, no one take me for the requirements of the seats。 Wouxun KG-699ECarpet Cleaning |
2008 年 11 月 7 日 星期五  |
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Ye Lan deep attack, along the old city towards the end, quietly sitting in front of the inn's high on the Road to see the night sky with no stars, I have no chaos without thinking, touched at the foot of a rugged wear and tear, but still clean and smooth Wu Hua's Stone, in the face of the ancient city at this time of darkness and quiet and peaceful, gradual melt my heart. When the inn in front of the red lanterns sway with the wind, the lingering sadness of the Naxi ancient music came from the foot of the mountain, my eyes again in the ancient city street lights that shine under the age-old farming on behalf of the "water wagon", as well as the colorful "East Palestinian mural. " In the face of the "Dongba Culture" of endless charm, feelings of the Old Town of Lijiang profound cultural, I am engaged, I exclaimed, in this ancient city at midnight, I, blurred.Autumn night, Yela all over the floor, the faded blue sky, the wind folder with the falling rain, the soles of the feet are off the cold. This is not the late autumn, and that the warm Qiuyang inadvertently lost on the way.
Sunshine is always in four seasons with We dependencies. Do not feel the sun, and that pace is faster than the light in a hurry. In a hurry, in fact, still blue days, Yun Shu-yun volume, and our shared bath in the sun, just, you stop it?
At one time, like that of the sun with a reference, for example, through the clouds of the sun's light, for example, diffuse light over the light and shade blinds. At that time, I will stop and let the light in the eyes of swimming at both ends, as if heaven and earth in the measure; I will be blind in the light of the Ruhuan dream, deep in the tea Yinyun. There's the sun room at home, leaning logs tea table, set to sit on tatami, the West Ramp gradually in the light of the sun, a negative attitude towards the tea, Ying Zhao red sunset.
Years, have disappeared this way, smell the smell of the sun, the products of the tea of life. I remember once in the winter with friends in the same teas, that the season has lost its bright sunshine, but can see the color of green tea is already sufficient. If tea, tea, winter's own people was drunk. Tea is to the original's mood, so that's nice, all have. ........... |
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I pay attention to the front of a bar, it's clear stream water in the goldfish cluster Huan, always in a position to move. Shun as a result of the ancient city built the mountain, drainage of water flow quickly, in order to avoid washed away downstream, surrounded by a large number of goldfish together before the end of counter-current to maintain a balance, it completely ignores the world outside the blurred lights , Duige noise of laughter.
Local people said, here's goldfish has a remarkable memory, running where, where is always half a step. I am surprised that this little wizard, so at ease to concentrate in this life, so that the remote miles to come here to seek an instant feeling of the people outside world, Dousheng envy, and sigh in every possible way. God also would like to particularly care right here and let time slow down the pace here, making the fish do not want to leave, not to mention even one?
Late Song Yuan was built in the Old Town of Lijiang is also not in the war after several changes, is still in its Qingli, to refrain from being remain in the millennium, a time tunnel. I think it is............ |
2008 年 9 月 25 日 星期四  |
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| 歲含四季,春夏秋冬;地有四方,東西南北。獲悉四方有瓜是緣於一份好奇,這還得感恩於臥在房前草葉間的南瓜引薦。
今年的中秋節是節假日改革的第一個放假日,月思故鄉圓,月圓人團圓,照例是要回老家過這個心目中的傳統佳節的,多少年以來,養成了八月十五,定在老家的庭院裡賞月的習慣。從我記事的時候起,每年春夏季節,奶奶總是要在門前屋後,栽種些瓜果蔬菜之類,以滿足一家人的口舌之美。而今年,除了常種的番瓜、冬瓜、扁豆之外,還種了南瓜。秋季裡回家:嗨!那些傢伙,一個個著黃棕外衣,鼓著肚皮,像個壓扁了的籃球,棱是棱,溝是溝,靜靜地伏地蹲著,還時不時的透過肥碩的莖葉向外面眺望。
不由地想起小時候,村上年長的老人,常常在南瓜還是青綠的時候,用尖尖的鐵釘或者鋒利的小刀在南瓜皮上刻上“壽”、“福”、“財”等字,不消多少時間,那些字兒彷彿是從南瓜肚子里長出來似的,金光閃閃,透著濃香。成熟的時節,他們會細心地把這些寄託了美好夙願的南瓜當寶貝似的,供奉在堂屋中央的菩薩畫像前,從那時候起,南瓜的形象就格外神秘地在我心上生長,一個叫做吉祥南瓜的名字也隨著歲月的流逝,深深印刻在我的腦海裡,彷彿經年的歲月裡,一直都流淌著南瓜甜美的香氣。
西瓜應該是特別熟悉的,是人們炎熱夏日里必不可少的降溫劑。溫度越高,西瓜越珍貴,此起彼長,就像是同一條繩索上栓著的葫蘆,手足相憐。大口吃西瓜,滿嘴流汁,挺著圓鼓鼓的肚子,不無害臊地吃著摸著,是孩童最滑稽的吃相,卻是十分有趣。剖開青綠的西瓜皮,露出紅紅的囊,黑黑的籽,總不免想起《西遊記》裡面,孫悟空戲耍豬八戒的滑稽情景。現在,西瓜就更不稀罕了,借助塑料大棚的光合作用,一年四季想什麼時候吃西瓜就可以什麼時候吃到,只是味道上略有偏差就是了。 ITX Motherboards Mini ITX PC Mini ITX Computer ITX Enclosure |
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| 說著老大娘端起了飯碗餵起了女兒,別說還真管用女兒不一會就把米飯吃了一大
半。我說“大娘謝謝您了,您看您還沒吃完就幫著餵她真是幫我解決了難題。”老大娘笑瞇瞇的說“別客
氣,你一個人帶孩子出來玩也不容易。再說了出門在外就要相互幫忙,你吃你的,孩子吃飯的事不用你管
了。 ”我笑著點著頭嘴了不停的說著“謝謝”。
“來快吃”我身邊帶著眼睛扎著馬尾辮的大姐,邊說邊把盛好的米飯端到了我的面前,我急忙雙手接過
了飯碗說“謝謝大姐。”她說:“客氣什麼,出門在外應該相互幫助。再說你一個人帶孩子出來玩不容易你
真行! ”說完呵呵的笑了起來。原本陌生的感覺一下子被拋到了九霄雲外,我們這桌不曾相識的陌生人圍坐
在一起你一言我一語,講述著路上的見聞和趣事,哪像是臨時組合在一起吃飯的陌路人,分明是老、中、
青、小四世同堂的大家庭。
最讓我感動的是第二天早晨,由於女兒需要照顧當我們走出賓館房間時,其他遊客已經去吃早餐了。我
急急忙忙的拽著女兒的小手,冒著零星的細雨奔向大廳。當我們來到餐廳門口時,那位老大娘快步向我們走
來,像是呼喊自己的孫女一樣,一邊拉著女兒的手一邊說“乖乖我的兒,小心別滑到了,來跟奶奶去吃
飯。 ”此時我不知說什麼好,眼前的一幕我真的好感動。飯桌前還是昨天一起進餐的“家人”,這個說“快
吃車要走了。 ”那個說“來吃個包子還有雞蛋。 ”老大娘則這把每人一份的雞蛋放在了女兒碗裡。我真的為
這兩頓飯感動,這比我與朋友喝到盡興“把酒問青天”時都興奮,比談到難忘的往事都動情。因為我沒想,
沒想到會遇到這麼多的好心人,沒想到這次旅遊會讓我如此的感動,沒想到………
在當今人心性複雜的時代,在名利、金錢、慾望見縫就鑽的當下,還有這麼多的慈祥和藹的老大娘,開
朗善良的大姐、大哥們,他們感動了我,感動了這個社會,為我們的文明之路增添了一盞明燈。他們對我的
幫助,對女兒的幫助,是無私的是不記任何報酬的。這親人般的幫助,這親人般的愛護雖然簡樸,不是什麼
驚天動地的舉動,但是他們的高尚品格,與人為善的情懷,助人為樂高貴品質,確是那些齷齪小人而望塵莫
及的。這正應一句俗話“世間還是好人多呀!”Mandarin Course Hong Kong Chinese Course Cantonese Course Learn Mandarin |
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| 年休假回來一直想寫點東西,可是不知從哪裡下筆去寫。這十幾天過的可以說比較平坦吧!雖然也出去遊
玩了一番,可是由於天氣與意想不到事情的發生,終究沒能給我留下太多的記憶。於是本打算利用年休時間
寫篇遊記的想法徹底的流了產。雖然我的想法沒能如願,但在一次去花果山旅游過程中,發生的事件卻深深
的感動了我。在他(她)們的身上我看到了人性的善良,感受到了身在異地相互協作、相互關愛的真摯感
情。
由於妻子工作比較忙,為了能讓女兒在開學前再痛快地玩一次。我毅然決定一個人帶著即將跨入校門的
女兒,去四大名著作者之一吳承恩筆下的主人翁,孫悟空的老家“花果山”去探訪孫大聖的踪跡。在導遊頻
頻向我們介紹景點、如何購買景區商品及在高輸路上堵車的伴隨下,下午2點我們帶著一身的疲憊來到了盼
望了幾個小時城市“連雲港市”。
我和女兒被導遊安排到了3號桌就餐,我一手提著碩大旅行包一手牽著女兒的小手來到3號桌前。這時3
號桌已坐上了人,有兩個空位肯定是我和女兒的。我環顧了一下桌子四周,對面坐著兩個成年男人和兩個男
孩,我旁邊坐著一位帶著眼睛扎著馬尾辮的中年婦女,她和對面的四個人是一家。女兒的旁邊坐著一位年過
60旬的老大娘慈眉善目笑容可掬,她旁邊是一位50多歲的中年婦女。現已下午2點女兒肯定餓了,但是“小
雨”(女兒的乳名)比較頑皮,在家都是妻子照顧她吃飯。這次出來我也是冒了險的,如果她不聽我的話不
好好吃飯怎麼辦。
心裡一邊打著鼓一邊去給女兒盛飯,這時一個聲音傳入了我的耳朵“來乖乖快吃,餓了吧!”順著聲音
我盛飯的手停在空中,扭頭一看,原來是坐在女兒身邊的那位慈祥的老大娘,她邊說邊夾了一塊魚肉放在了
女兒的小盤裡,說道“乖乖吃!讓爸爸給你撥撥魚刺。”我急忙說“謝謝大娘,雨雨快謝謝奶奶。”我給女
兒盛了米飯,把剛才的魚肉撥了刺放在女兒碗裡,女兒或是來到異地新奇還是餓過了勁,拔了幾口飯就不吃
了。這下我有點急了,一上午沒吃東西要是餓壞了女兒怎麼得了。 “來乖乖好好吃飯,吃完了好有勁爬山。
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2008 年 9 月 4 日 星期四  |
| 文人 |
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世界上大抵有兩種人:一種人屬於精神和靈魂,另一種屬於經濟和物質。文人自古以來當屬前者。並為一種精神不懈追求而樂此不疲.
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這個世界還能甘守清貧的人不多了。浮躁的社會,空氣中到處瀰漫著物慾的氣息,甚至曾經熟悉的面孔在經過物資的過濾之後,你可以看見泛起摺皺的皮囊中靈魂正在淡化。甘守清貧的文人在陶淵明的"採菊東籬下,悠然見南山"的詩句中緩步而行。文人真的能甘守清貧嗎?此話不盡然,要看一個人的境界。曾有一位寫文章的朋友離異後被一富婆樣中,聲言與其結為連理後必贈別墅轎車,按說這是天上掉陷餅的好事,怎奈這位朋友語出驚人:“我不會與她結婚,更不會出賣靈魂!”其時,這位朋友至今還在租房度日。此言讓人頓足嘆息者有之,讓人不屑而嘲弄者有之。我想這就是文人的清高了。
𨪜有時候我也並不能理解這些讓我們尊重的純粹文人的思想,如已逝的路遙先生的境遇就很讓人心酸。西安《女友》雜誌社的老記們前往山區探望路遙先生的母親,走進低矮的草房、掀開破舊的鍋蓋,老人的午餐竟是兩塊甘藷。想起路遙先生留給後人們的精神食糧,感動之餘不免嘆息呀。
𨪜我身邊的朋友中,倒真有幾位作家。他們性情至真、天真無邪,在世俗這人對他們的行為和思想都是不能理解的。可以用“大隱隱於世”來評價他們嗎?反正我總感覺和他們在一起心爽氣順,陶冶情操。我尤喜於他們在一起飲酒,自古以來不會飲酒的文人極少。要選文人飲酒代表當屬李太白——斗酒詩百篇,其勢何等瀟灑!後來的文人們也都善飲,酒能激發創作的慾望,更能使本來就活在精神世界中的文人們如痴真醉。和文人們飲酒不必考慮酒場上的偷姦耍滑,能喝多少喝多少。雖然豫東有句方言:酒是七孫,誰喝誰暈。但是暈了好啊,要的就是這種效果。暈了更能見其真性情、真面目。飲罷,善書者大呼筆墨伺候;善呤者藉酒興賦詩一首;善畫者草草幾筆大寫意更是自在愉悅。俗人會以為是群瘋子。是的,在他們看來,道貌岸然、虛偽做作才算正常,卻不知藏去人性本來的面目而在塵世中扮演另一個自己,累不累呀?當下有一句較為流行的口頭禪:活的真累!我相信這倒是一句真話,每天早晨戴上面具如卡夫卡小說《變形記》裡的主人翁一樣,扮演一個自己不情願扮演的角色,只有在夜晚來臨、趁著漆黑的夜色撫摸屬於自己真正的靈魂,豈能不累?
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文人是清貧的。物資上的清貧讓一些文人開始不斷尋找改變生活條件的最佳生活方式,同時也對物資價值的看法有了一些改變。但不管如何改變,文人骨子裡的東西是不會改變的
𨪜𨪜——清高和自負。如果你真的走近這些文人,並沿著他們的靈魂行走和欣賞,你就會理解,文人才是人類精神世界的精靈。
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| 淡淡的失落 |
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天,微微有些涼,有些冷!
国国推開小窗,夜色散發著迷濛的幽藍微光,有風輕輕地拂在我的肩上,正準備坐下來給女兒輔導功課,忽然短暫的手機鈴聲打斷我的思路,手中的書不得不放下 container drayage。
国国“你是瑤資吧,你丈夫讓我把這花給你,8點鐘你在政府門口等我。”說完,女孩溫柔地掛了。 “我的花,不會是搞錯了吧”,我滿懷疑惑。在我心中,丈夫不是那種浪漫的人,況且今天又不是什麼情人節,無緣無故送什麼花呀!我趕緊跑去翻開日曆看,我的生日還早呢,丈夫和女兒的生日早就過了,我愁眉不展,甚至不知道原因。 “媽,說不定是爸爸提前給你生日禮物呢,”女兒的 storage話提醒了我。心想:管它呢,先看看花再說。 窗外,無聲息地飄起了小
雨。不知道為什麼,我的心突然很亂,是因為這把花,還是因為女兒剛才的話。快到8點的時候,我和女兒早己在政府門口等,等待的心是複雜的,卻有融融的甜蜜的感覺,顯現在臉上。 柔軟的燈光下,只見手捧著一大束鮮花的女孩姍姍朝我而來,我接過女孩手中的花,心突然開朗,container yard
女孩微笑著,轉身就走。我望著鮮豔的玫瑰花,心裡暖暖的感覺。在一旁的女兒則顯出滿臉的不悅,流露出失望的神情,嘴裡嘀咕咕地說著:“爸爸真偏心,我過生日就沒有花。” 從身邊路過的人不時地望著我,眼神裡流露出羨慕的眼神。 正這時,從身後傳來一陣熟悉的聲音,我轉過身,剎時愣住了,女友素的手裡捧著和我一樣的鮮花。
“怎麼,哪位帥哥給你送花的,”我略帶挑逗地說。
“什麼呀,是聯通公司送的,凡是申請集團戶的住戶,每個人都有的。”她露出疑惑表情,看看花又看看我。那一個眼神,略帶一絲說不清,道不明的感覺。
我微怔,眼前的一切慢慢的清晰,嘴唇邊輕輕綻出一絲微笑,可這微笑的勉強也暴露出了我的不快。
雨,還繼續飄灑著,絲毫沒有停歇的慾望。
我呆愣了幾分鐘,“牧賢,媽媽把這花給你。”說著,正準備把花給女兒時,包裡的手機響了,電話那端熟悉的聲音傳來:“瑤瑤,你收到了花沒有,我在鄉里,是……”還沒等丈夫的話說完,手中的花 full containers已掉下來了,我望著灑落在地上的花,心裡有種淡淡的失落……
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| 凌霄 |
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凌霄,花之名也。五月開花直至秋末,藤如虯龍疾走,葉密如屏,花紅色而成簇,喇叭形。初識凌霄,源於一個梁祝般淒美的傳說。傳聞有女名凌霄,愛上一柳姓書生,終因家裡的門弟之見含恨而終,柳生也因相思而亡。世人有感於兩人的深情,將二人合葬,生不同衾,死終同穴。過不久兩人的墳頭,分別長出一棵相思樹。柳生墳頭長的,是棵柳樹,垂下萬千柳枝,年年月月傾訴對凌霄的思念。
凌霄墳頭長的,是棵紫葳,綻開萬千花朵,日日夜夜傾訴對柳生的愛戀。天長日久,柳樹越長越大,越長越高,且越來越往凌霄墓廬傾斜。紫葳呢,也在努力長大,但不是往高空裡生長,而是匍匐在地,努力靠近柳樹。漸地,紫葳藤蔓伸展到了柳樹腳下,又一寸一尺地攀上柳樹,攀上柳梢……生死相戀的有情人,終於相依相偎。人們深為感動,便稱紫葳為凌霄。
公司附近花鳥市場一花鋪門口,植有一株3米多高的凌霄,葉翠欲滴,繁花朵朵。因公車改道,我每天上下班都從這株凌霄的面前經過。遠遠地就看到墨綠色的羽葉婆娑處,紅英灼灼,奪人眼球。喜歡看到它怒放時張揚的樣子,紅的那麼純粹而熱情。每朵花彷彿都有一個靈魂,用它們特有的姿勢表達著對生命的執著追求。有時不那麼匆忙回家時,我會刻意的停留片刻。夕陽下,微風摩挲中,青翠的藤蔓輕柔地伸展搖動,金紅色的凌霄花兒微微顫動。是在向路人點頭致意?還是在互相嬉戲打鬧?濃綠的枝葉之中,忽然一點金紅,輕飄飄、慢悠悠地離開枝蔓,緩緩而下,漸落漸近,終於安然無聲。過了好一會兒,又是一點金紅,緩緩而下,像赴一場生命中最重要的約會,如此絕然而義無反顧。
凌霄讓我想起舒婷的詩句:“我如果愛你,絕不學攀援的凌霄花,借你的高枝炫耀自己。”古往今來對凌霄,總是褒貶不一。貶之者,謂其依附大樹,過於軟弱。褒之者,謂其凌雲壯志,絢麗多姿。既有白居易“朝為拂雲花,暮為委地樵。寄言立身者,勿學柔弱條”的不屑,也有陸游“古來豪傑少人知,昂霄聳壑寧自期”藉其抒心意,表不甘卑下的凌雲之志。我覺得都有欠偏頗。唯有明末清初著名戲曲理論家、戲劇作家李漁曾說:“藤花之可敬者,莫若凌霄。”非常客觀。大前提,凌霄是藤花。既是藤花,就有一些先天不足,就得有鬆竹相扶,岩石相佐。李漁很明白這一點,“欲得此花,必先蓄奇石古木以得,不則無所依附而不生。生也不大。”凌霄少了奇石古木的剛,則襯不了其搖曳多姿疏影清香的柔,而奇石古木少了凌霄的相依,則多了剛硬之氣少了幾許嫵媚。相互成就扶持,則剛柔並濟,如此恰好。
凌霄盛開於酷暑。每一朵花都有自己存在的原因,就像每個人一樣,都有活在這個世上的理由。凌霄在世人的誤解和嘲諷中,堅定著自己存在的信仰,不停的攀援,是為了一個更高的追求和嚮往,披雲似有凌雲志。用自己謙卑的生命與另一個粗糙的生命結合,用自己柔弱的身體裝飾著另一個生命,同枯同榮,生死與共。我們每一個生命,都遠比我們想像中的堅強和執著,不要輕言放棄。我們也像凌霄一樣,需要經歷一些諸如嘲諷之類的無常的經歷,才會明白,義無返顧有時候是一種堅強的力量,也會讓我們超越我們不敢想像的高度 leasing transport containers full container shipping container Carpet Cleaning
凌霄用堅強卻無聲的花語闡釋著自己的生命,走在風塵流年裡的你我,用什麼來闡釋自己的生命,怎樣去尋找屬於我們自己的生命花語?
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2008 年 7 月 21 日 星期一  |
飄忽的世界  |
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一個叫做“大地”的人開始回顧。 “是啊,那本破舊的小冊子,紅色頭髮,《心形盒子》,Grunge特有的重鼻音。從陰鬱的開場走到狂放的高潮,柯特·科本用自己的聲音和心血演唱屬於自己的歌曲。而我們則在他喃喃的自語中發現了另一個美妙又飄忽的世界。” 親
愛的“大地”,我記起你的記憶了。嘿,那些出生於上世紀70年代的人們,那些成長於上世紀90年代的人們,那些曾被《Music
Heaven》帶入大洋彼岸的美妙的音樂、沉重的哲學、憤怒但不羈的朋克的世界裡去的人們,我記起你們的記憶了。我記起你們曾與我們一起,埋首於紙盒子裡
的打卡碟,用兩塊九毛錢去買回一張翻錄的錄音帶,穿上一件法蘭絨的格子襯衫,留兩頰幸福的山羊鬍子。從北大到川大,每一幢女生的宿舍樓下總會有一個抱著吉
他的男孩子,他高唱著《About A Girl》,他的書包裡藏著打算送給心上人的《Unplugged in New
York》。你要知道,這盤“不插電”是每個“哈涅槃族”的“聖經”,正如每一個苦練吉他的男孩子都必須要經過《Smell Like Teen
Spirit》。
於是,當音樂評論人張曉舟經過倫敦希斯羅機場,翻開《NME》的Nirvana紀念專號時,他恍恍惚惚地這樣說道:
“這個人,這個毛衣很漂亮的人,自殺了。又一代人在涅槃,又一代人成了老妖精。”
Where Did You Sleep Last Night 這個人,這個眼睛很漂亮的人,自殺了。 柯特·科本,曾經崇拜過這個人的無數中國青年人的牆頭,大多曾貼有這樣一張肖像。那是他的頭顱,金發,溫柔甚至透出羞澀的微笑,一雙湛藍得毫無一絲陰影的眼睛。
這雙眼睛在10年間打動了無數細膩且感傷著的中國青年的心,然後便和那個喃喃自語的絕望的歌聲一起構築出柯特·科本的世界。 Keven,一位漂泊過大半個中國的英文歌手曾這樣說道:
“柯特·科本是一道牆。如果能越過他,也許你能成佛。如果越不過,那你是一個真正懂得他的人。我曾聽這個枯瘦如柴的上海用呢喃的鼻音演唱《Where Did You Sleep Last Night》。這是他最喜歡唱的柯特·科本的歌,我懷疑這也是某種追問,一種對於死亡與終極的無法找出答案的追問。 Japanese
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2008 年 7 月 2 日 星期三  |
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