Today I want to write in English x]

I have been very upset  since I got up today...

In fact I can't tell the reason behind..

I just feel that I am so lonely that I want to cry

I love you, I miss you and I also hate you ><"

God damn it!

And then I carried on with my hw..

There're still a lot of things to do!!

I was doing the detail book report and I found that the book I've chosen wasn't so good..

so I quickly change the book..

still is written by 衞斯理 =]

The book is called 天書

People understand me would probably know that this book has great impacts on me

In fact , I've changed a lot (or was being changed) afther reading this book in F.1

Now I use this book to do my book report, and probably it will change my life again..

I hate myself

If there is a method that I can kill myself without any pain, I'd like to have a try~

But it seems that commiting suicide isn't a good way to solve the problems..

Well, I fell more and more difficult to encourage myself

Can anyone help me??

뽰샤 !!