the picture that unian made. But 11 is not my favour.

I don't know what is happiness. But when I saw the Black Sugar Macchiato and the Devil Beside You,  I think that the charcaters are so happiness. I don't really enjoy the love when it start of happiness and end of happiness. The story that after a long time of difficulties and having a happy ending is most attractive. In Black Sugar, at first, I don't think "ghost x2" is beautiful or fascinating. But aftering see the predict of ch11, she can dating with prince or just attracting his attention. I am pleased with this. But the most disappointing is  that a person can just receive the return when he nearly die? I don't think so. Mabye human is the animal who will not value everything you are having now. I want to change this fact but I myself also can't do that. It 's so deplorabe.
I was really failure at the P.E. lesson. Almost another and make the chess in the hole. I just made three of them. Maybe my P.E. test will fail. Next morning S3 will have a lecture and I have no time to study the chemist. Other classmate was so hard-working but I just ignore it. I'm ashamed. Then, many people told me not to be so worried about the university and the future. They said my school works was ok and I would find a good university if I could focus on what subject I liked. But the main point is that I don't definite what I want to study. But someone's words are useful and practical. Thinking of many things is useless and  just put your attention in the studies and examinations is the most important.

It's so bored in the computer class that I can just online and type a blog. This morning we were very hard worink to study the chemist but I was so sorry for ar_liang. Yesterday we  said that we would go to the "tourist development station" and I will help her to carry her nuts. But I arrived at 12:02p.m. and I thought she had gone away. I waited for about 7 minutes and then went to "SENG" for lunch. But when I came back to school that she said she had waited for me from 12:00 to 12:15. It's so strange. Is my mobile's time is wrong?? Consequently, I am sorry for her.SORRY!! And she can't be so stupid again unless she want to die at the street.HA.It also leave a little time. But I think that in these computer classes can just study few things. The book is not worth buying.

This morning, cm & mc waited for us to finish the physics class. Then we go to the "ball table" to eat our lunch. Mc bought a bowl of strange noodles that she hasn't eaten before. Cm and I both thought that it taste strange. Then, practising the song of the teacher's day. I had a bit unhappy because of them and someone. During the chemist class, I thought and thought. Then I felt upset. Sorry for P&K, also thanks you. I understanded what they felt. After the school, went back to home alone. But I met Lok. She said that her class had asked ar liang to buy a lot of nuts. She was so poor but maybe she has just enjoyed it. Then, we met cm & mc, then back home. Another thing annoyed me. Why could you do that? Do you know that you make me so disappointed. In addidtion, her behaviour make me sad or pluzzled. Did I think something wrong at first or? She smiles so much these days and I can't find the serious her in the playground now. Or maybe I seldom stay at school. This make me upset but I can't do anything instead of looking forward.

Starting from today, I will carry out my plan. These days, I think of many universities and which subjects I am really interested is. Now, I also have no ideas. But I must do something. I can't be so lazy. Although I think the plan is a bit ideal, I will do that. Also, I join one of the courses in english lab. After informing it, we think if it is worth. But cm said she wanted to be dashing after she had decided anything. I hope so. I really want to improve my english. If I can do that, I will choose a different subject I think. If I can, I think I will type the blogs in english. But it will not be a definite thing. Today my english composition is so bad. I wrote a lot of words even over the words she demanded. It so bad. No matter Chinese or English composition, it was so bad. I don't want this to be continued. Many things bother me. And I am worried about the future. Who can help me?