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2006 年 1 月 27 日  星期五   晴天


星期五 分類: 未分類

點解wo~~你都冇理過我.......就話我........話我冇著3就返學.........我返左學咁耐......你有幾多日朝早係起過身.....煮野比我食呀?你話我唔著冷3就返學.........??我話比你聽.~~我日日都有著~係你見唔到姐~因為你冇理過我~淨係識話我.......你嘜都唔知......你幾時有關心過我.......問過我d野.........淨係識買野....比$我..........我唔想要黎d野..........淨係想你肯關心我姐..........唔通真係一件咁難ge事...............我呀哥唔同我講野......我呀爸就要返工.......以家連你都係咁.........成家人冇個明白我.............我真係唔知黎個世界有邊個仲係錫我嫁...................知唔知我好辛苦呀.............我都已經唔開心................仲病緊.........就鬧我唔著3......點都唔會好.....咁你又點呀..............你點對我.....你知唔知呀.........下??.....唔比我出街........淨係識話我......一遲少少返屋企就話我學壞..........放學去同同學踢下波都唔得...............你當我邊個呀..................你當唔當我係你個仔呀.......如果係咁.......我寧願你冇生我出黎....我都費事唔開心....話我嘜都唔食?.........你自己問返自己.............有邊餐煮過d好野比我食呀..........我真係唔想再見到你呀...........我返學咁耐.........你都冇讚過我.........鼓勵下我...............係呀.........我淨係識玩電腦...........冇用ge..............算囉...........個個都係咁.........我喊過好多次你又知唔知呀............我今日真係忍唔住..........你話夠我啦.........我忍左兩年啦.............我完全感覺唔到你錫過我..........唔通煮過野比我食..........做好家務...........咁就叫對我好............我好想有個呀媽會關心我d野~~會比空間我生活.......但係我知呀.............我認命囉..........你竟然係我呀媽..........太失望..................我唔開心.....你唔知........我頭先比你鬧完.....忍到食飯.......你話去行街.......我都唔想行啦..........我唔想再見到你呀..........我真係忍唔到..喊左出黎..........個心真係好痛.........點解你會咁對我....為我好??..........係你令到我搞成咁.......我都冇怪你.........但係我真係.....再忍唔到你今日咁話我囉..............我兩年前喊過最心痛ge一次.........真係估唔到.......我仲忘記唔到..........真係好想返返以前............果時有人錫我嫁..!!!......但係而家??...............我大左咁多..........都要為左你以喊..............好辛苦..............我真係搵唔返以前開心o個種感覺...............每次諗返起以前d野.........都會喊.........我真係唔明呀.........點解.....你究竟明唔明.....你話自己冇$...........但係又駛咁多$...........你話自己(支力)..........但係三四點都唔訓............你幾時返工.......都好似唔想比我知咁............唔通你真係認為你個仔信唔過咩.........你驚我出賣你呀?..........我覺得你好虛偽呀.......從來都唔識交個心出黎..........成日覺得人地會害你咁.............兩個都係咁呀..........我果時係細.......得11歲.........但係你信唔過我..........點解唔可以話比我知??.........等我珍惜下果段時間都好.............但係你一d都唔講比我知.........淨係話比呀哥聽.........佢真係好好咩...............下?.......駛你最多$係佢........讀書我好過佢............點解你信佢唔信我.....唔通因為我細個?....我真係好想知點解.............點解你地成家人都係咁...........知唔知點解我鍾意返學多d?知唔知點解我唔想放假............係因為我真係唔想再留o係屋企..........我覺得...o係學校......我d fd對我仲好過我d屋企人........佢地先最明白我................而你...我真係feel唔到你又幾關心我..............訓覺.....起身.......煮飯比我......再唔係就出街........我唔想再過黎d生活呀...............我唔稀罕你買d咩3~咩鞋比我...............我只係希望你每日....抽少少時間比我.......關心我所有野姐...........唔通你做唔到?? 或者我.........真係冇勇氣同你講..........對唔住.......我真係唔想再屈o係個心度..........黎兩年.....一諗起件事........就喊..............我真係好驚.....好驚以後冇人會再理我...............我真係唔知你地仲有d咩係(握)緊我嫁.............雖然我日日都見到你..........但係我feel我地ge關係係好疏遠..........我真係好想好想你用個心去了解一下我..........我由細個都以家.....都唔貪$..........我永遠唔會日日問你囉$............我永遠都係等到....銀包冇晒錢先問你囉~~你又知唔知呀.........我唔要求你每個禮拜比零用$我用..........因為我真係唔想去奢求d咩....................我唔想用你咁多$..........但係你一出街.........就買野......次次都買勁多野..........咁你想點呀??.............你有冇理過我對你做過d嘜.........我話搭巴士.........你就要搭小巴..........我唔想出街.......你係都要我陪你出...............你從來都冇聽過我d意見..........你當我係邊個呀............我喊到眼淚都喊唔出......有用咩?? 你地唔會明白.......唔會明白我係點諗.......唔會明白我個世界.......係絕對唔會知道......我幾傷心.....幾咁辛苦.....我幾多歲呀.....我仲細個..........你要我承受咁多野............我真係....好唔想....唔想有個咁傷心ge童年........人地話細個時係最開心.......係呀!!....我11歲前係好幸福...好開心......但係我而家先知.........黎d野.....唔一定係真..........到左今日......你地兩個點對我......我完全知道晒.............你地覺得我黎個仔信唔過呀嗎!!! 讀書唔叻呀嗎!!! 淨係識踢波....玩電腦..........原來你地係咁諗我.........算啦.........我明白.........唔緊要.............我都已經慣左.......慣左係冇人理我嫁啦......當我唔好彩囉.....你地係我呀爸呀媽...........我.........真係唔想再諗.........我喊左好耐.........但係黎d野都忘記唔到.........我覺得個天好似同我作對咁........o係屋企你地咁對我.........o係學校d老師又係咁............其實我話比你地聽.....我而家最開心ge時刻係訓覺...............我真係好(支力)啦....我好想休息下.....我o係你面前扮冇事..........已經兩年........我唔知我仲可以撐幾耐......我真係唔想再去諗..........我曾經諗過.....其實我o係黎個世界到.........係咪好多餘.......如果我冇存在過........黎個世界又會變成點..........就算我存在過......如果我而家死左......有幾多人會真係為我ge死而傷心呢??......我好想問下你地咁多個....邊個仲會關心我.........我病.......你鬧我唔著3............但係我個心病.......又何嘗唔係你地所以我先會咁.......你諗下呀??............你欠我.........係你欠我嫁...........真係好唔明.........我lee排唔開心............唔講野......都係因為咁......我覺得自己好無用...........成日諗........諗到個人即情想喊.........d人成日屈我.......話我......唔通我真係咁乞人憎??...........唔通我真係嘜都唔識做..............唔通我真係要同我呀媽講......"你生錯左我啦~~我根本唔應該o係黎個世界??" 咁先得..........??

 

 



2006 年 1 月 25 日  星期三   晴天


星期三 分類: 未分類

好野~噚日食d傷風藥~勁掂呀~好似冇晒d傷風咁........仲之就好返好多啦~~

今朝....唉......又要趕頭趕命.......約左小熊維尼6:30等~6:10先起身~~

之後搭地鐵...........轉巴士.........買m記早餐.........跟住就入去會場囉..........點完名就當值...........

勁凍呀我守果度..........對正個海.....d風一吹埋黎...........!!!!

本來我地守樓梯.......但係冇人行............咁就去左閘口度睇野囉.............睇開幕禮.........

之後都係一路守閘口.....冇嘜返過去樓梯果邊.........

其實都冇野講..........因為真係太悶...............唉.............仲要去多日呀~~點過呀~

*最記得係有兩個 f.1打交.........跟住其中一個人囉樽水淋濕人地個頭......真係o嘴......咁佢都做得出.............

仲有孫雍康破大會紀錄......勁呀~~聽日+oil~!!!



2006 年 1 月 24 日  星期二   晴天


星期二 分類: 未分類

校隊件ball3~好X呀.................都唔明點解你地揀得落嫁!!!

韋建樂..........生日快樂........不過你冇膽叫佢去行街.....又要追住人....失望........唉..........仲要用左我地成個鐘呀~~

又迫我剪頭髮.........頂................

黎個咩世界黎嫁.......咁唔公平.........我寧願死左去好過....(不過我唔夠膽~)

行幾層樓梯都喘氣.....仲話踢學界........

唉..........唔想講......9點先返屋企.......眼訓呀......聽日見啦,.>>

 咁大個仔都未囉過咁多$~不過......都唔係我ge.....