felt so lonely... staying at mcdonalds alone, with no one accompanying me

i had to think so much these days, something is bothering me so much...

there was this so called GANG thing in our grade, and  i was one of them once. i had a lot of fun there, but then my academics weren't good and i had to see the teacher every lunch. Gang went to play and i was left alone. then i start having break with this friend R. i kinda left the GANG. But now i miss them so much. I saw them playing, having so much fun and was so jealous.