今朝做完手術
尋晚都仲擔心緊會唔會失敗,隻左眼會一世睇唔到野....
今朝去到醫務所...都好唔想入去..
做果陣,我問醫生可唔可以播住'you are my all in all'
佢同我講我未必會聽到...
我叫佢照播
醫生又同我打少d麻醉藥,大概一個鐘到就會醒.....
十一點,手術提早半個鐘開始...
入到手術室.
我就聽到'you are my all in all'嘅第一句
'You are my strength when I am weak'
我個心即時就定左落黎,,
因為我知到神會看護我...
針筒向我嘅手臂插入...
我開始覺得好攰....
跟住就成個畫面都黑晒
我開始見到唔同嘅畫面..
我見到媽媽...
見到朋友...
見到仇人...
見到家人....
到我醒番...
已經做完了...
我發現左眼已經完全好番...
雖然有小小痛....
但係都唔需要包沙布....
老豆抱住我...
有一種好溫暖嘅feel......
禁一禁部手機,發現jean嘅問候sms...
再開facebook,cesie嘅問候....
我突然覺得...
神真係對我好好,比左一班咁好嘅導師同朋友比我.....
every man dies , but not every man really lives...
if you got some true friend ,
you are lucky ,
cuz you are really living in god's love.....
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