Up till now, I cannot say I was totally come on to what I want. I know it is not the first time. I am still trying hard to come across why I just can not let myself come along I really work hard for it but at the end it always come to nothing. Mom says I was a waster of time. I hope I can shout it out,” It is none of my business.” But when it comes to pass that I just cannot get a high mark. How did it come about that? I do not know, I really do not know,

Then something comes to my mind. I always let the relationship between my friend and family to control my emotion. What I need to do? Or I should forget all the things about Man and Fish.Oh, Kam also.

Come with may, I will make myself a rainbow.