alarm & mobile 輪住響結果都 sleep 到 9:20 先醒
 ...coz 10 am 要去 Library join Ryan 做
group project - Poster ... 又 rush ~ 早餐緊已經 feel 到有 late 0既 risk -_-" ...就0黎 10 am 仲
未搞掂 then send SMS 話會 late...點知個 reply 係佢都 late ... so 係 Hall 樓下 join 佢再去
Library... 唉 ~ Library ... 一向都對 Library 冇乜好感 coz 一直都唔 like 睇書...0黎到 UK 因為
成日要借 Journal or ref. bk ... so 先多0左去 Library...記得係 IVE - 3 年都好似冇借過書 ~
Ha ^_^" ... Um ~ 去0左 Library 0既 comp. center search 資料... 而我又無無聊聊咁 check
E-mail ... 一 check 就出事 la ... Host pogram officer 0既 E-mail 話 Host 病0左
 ...要延期...
Oh ~ 睇完0既 E-mail 0既心情好複雜...既擔心
 but 都搞笑咁話天意俾多 3 日自己做 FYP ...冇
晒 mood ...決定夜晚 call Host 問候0下佢... Um ~ I think 佢都算獨居老人...而且我一早知佢一直
受長期病0既折磨搞到佢行動不便要以車代步... but I think 佢今次0既病應該同佢0既長期病冇關...
唔知點形容...心情唔多好 @_@" ... then 繼續 search 資料... 做到 12:00 幾就收手走 lu ... 去0左
Co-op but 冇0野0岩買 then 返 Hall Lunch ... 總係心掛掛... Lunch 完...繼續 rush FYP 30 March
時間無多
 ... 做到 7 pm 左右...仍然好似冇乜做過0野咁...再次收到 unknown call... 一聽原來係
媽咪... HK time 3am
 ...問番佢先知之前0既 unknown call 都係佢...唉...點解我最唔想發生0既0野
就偏偏要發生...搞到屋企人擔心我真係好唔開心...一 chat 之下...我就更加唔開心...真係越問越傷心
T_T ...點解係都要追問到底...原來最難面對0既係屋企人...我真係發悔氣講0左句不如死0左仲好...
0個刻我真係好想喊 but 我知我唔可以0係講緊電話0既時候喊...coz 唔想屋企人擔心...感覺好
down ...強忍淚水0既感覺真係好辛苦...我真係同我媽咪講放過我...4 月先再傾...3月要交 FYP...交唔
到就畢唔到業...點知個 reply 係畢唔到咪算 o_0" ... 搞成咁...我都冇0野好講 T_T ...一句到尾...我
一定駁...因為我唔要做廢人... chat 完個電話~ 只覺得點解次次都係屋企人令到我唔開心...我知屋企
care 我 but 個方式我真係接受唔到... 如果唔係為0左 D Fd 我真係唔想返 HK...心情絕對0係谷底
7:30 左右先出 Kitchen Dinner...食完 Dinner 同 Maria chat 0左一陣知佢 April 會返 Home ...
Exam 前一 wk 先返...Oh ~ 仲諗住 KO 完 FYP 整咖喱牛肉同佢& 其他 Fd 一齊 Dinner... coz 之
前知佢 like curry beef 多 D ~ 應承過佢會整...Um ~ I will try try 就番佢0既 time ^^ ... 9 pm
返 Rm call Host ... 其實好驚
 but 真係擔心佢...聽完佢把聲我覺得更加唔開心...好多0野都
forget 0左同佢講 coz 我唔想阻佢休息...佢真係好 Nice... invite me May 去 but 我要 Exam so 就
決定 after Exam ...收線之後...真係好唔開心...coz 佢0既病 seems 幾嚴重...feel 到佢連講0野都有
D 困難...唔知點形容
 ...Anyway ~ 我會 keep 住寄信俾佢~ 希望佢快 D 好番... 唉 ~ 今日勁黑
仔...心情勁差...What's up
 ... bath 完就攤0左係 bed sleep 0左
.. 2:30 先突然醒...同
Melinda chat 0左幾句就熄機 sleep
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