好認真... yesterday 開始唔知點解真係好唔開心  又或者係呢幾日都係好唔開心...就係憑感覺做
人累事... 感覺真係好差...Um ~ 真係好 like Hocc -沙 especially 其中一 part 0既歌詞... 其實我好
屎...我都會 cry ... but never ever 係 fd 面前 cry ... 我唔想 cry ... but 真係淚流滿面 ...
冇 la la cry 0左成晚... 原因真係好嬲自己咁冇用... also 有機會係 BlackCow diary 提過0既...今日
唔知聽日事...我根本唔知自己想點... 好強烈0既失敗感... 其實我知我衰咩0野...自卑...冇 guts ...
only 呢 2 個 pt 其實已經冇0左好多 fd ... 我對自己冇信心... 我好驚...真係好驚... Sorry ... 我知有
D 0野錯0左點都彌補唔到... 我自己只會內疚一世... 我一直都係咁...我知係 negative ... but 我真係
過唔到自己0個關...縱使 my fd 原諒0左我...個問題係我度...我始終都唔會原諒自己... fd 開心我就
開心... if 佢0地唔開心...我一定比佢0地更唔開心... 好傻... but 我真係咁...
回顧係 UK 0既開心事: 最開心真係見到 Cecilia 拎到 3 yrs Visa ... Toxicology 整0左張好 pro.
look 0既 Poster... 知道 2.2 0個一刻... also Christmas 之前 around 3 個月0既 Uni. life ...
but 唔開心0既事: 自己如同廢人- 我輸0左俾健康... 俾人恰見住 best fd cry 乜都幫唔到手...知
best fd 有事...
overall - 開心多過唔開心... Thanks my best fd & 死黨  ...
today 2:30 pm 就畢業典禮... around 10 am 收到 Carmen call 而醒0左... 勁頭痛...感覺好辛苦
@_@" ... but 知佢係 train station 搞唔掂 D ticket so 先 call 得我咁急... 我自己都仍然 10 0下
10 0下...唔知自己"up" 乜... so 轉頭先 call back 佢 ... 其實都應該起身 Thanks 佢 ring me up... if
only 靠 alarm 一定醒唔到... call back 佢叫佢搞掂0左 change date 0既 ticket 先唔好搞
refund 0既住... coz 我真係冇時間諗太多0野...已經要 rush 畢業典禮0既0野... 本來想 Carmen 後
join us ( Ryan & Melinda ) but 佢又唔想... so 唯一0既 method 就係搵佢0黎 Lunch then 再一齊
去 ... but 佢仲要返 Hall 換衫... 結果我整好 lunch 先見佢 offline ... 距離同 Ryan & Melinda 相
約0既時間只有 20 mins "_" ... 我知一定 late so MSN Ryan 我自己去... 點知佢話最終大家都
late individual 去 ^_^" ... 極速 KO Lunch + coffee then 就換衫同 Carmen 飛的過去... coz 太熱
& today 的確不在狀態... 去到就拎袍先... also 買相...影相 etc... 好彩有 Carmen help ... 的確做0左
我0既 Ass. 幫0左我好多... 如果唔係一定勁"呢Hea"... 影相影到 2 pm 左右好多人都開始入場...
but Cecilia 仲未到...我一定要等埋佢先入場... so Ryan & Melinda 佢0地入場先... 冇耐 Cecilia 飛
的趕到 so Sorry "_" also Thanks 佢盛裝出席  ... 同佢影0左 D 相 also lucky that 同
Miranda -PhD ~ 好 pro. 影0左張合照... 經過一輪0既影相... 我絕對覺得 if 有個 fd help 影相真
係好重要 so 我更加要 try my best 2 yrs 後先去 USA join Annie 0既畢業典禮 & 再飛 UK join
Cecilia 0既畢業典禮... Must help 佢0地影相...好想 help 佢0地影低所有0既喜悅... 而畢業典禮前
我唯 1 0既喜悅就係 help 到 fd 影 Gd photo ... ...
畢業典禮完結之後同 Carmen 去0左 train station 搞埋佢0既 tickets 手尾 then 去0左 The Hoe
影0左 D photos ~ 期間見到 Melinda & 佢 Mum ... try 多一次 fish & chips 之後行到 11 pm 幾先
返 Hall ... 執0野... bath ... MSN ... 已經 5 am @_@" - Thanks Lummi & Kit MSN with me ^^
行 The Hoe 0既其間 Carmen 問0左我幾次我係咪唔開心... but 我只係答佢我好"支力"... 其實真係
有 D 唔開心 @_@" ... 點解 !? 唔知... maybe 就走...如果可以我真係唔想走住 @_@"
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