sleep 到 12:00 幾... Cecilia 返 home 我先醒...仍然好"支力"  之後 Cecilia 去0左對面間

Chinese take away 買0左免治牛肉飯... Thanks 佢... 我0岩0岩醒都仲0係 10 0下 10 0下 ... 其實

我開始唔知可以點...我真係無言  ... 食完0野... Hea 0左一陣 try to apply Marks & Spencer

part-time job... 點知要 request ref. then 就 send e-mail 俾 advisor to request ref.... 4 pm 上

Lec. ... 悶 o_0"...其間收到 Iris 0既 SMS  6 pm 放學去0左 Sainsbury's 買0野~ 其間收到

Summer call 佢唔返 home dinner ... 6:30 pm 返 home ... Cecilia 一早有約已經 prepare 出去

dinner ... then 我就整即食麵做 dinner ... 冇耐 Summer 返 home ... 佢會去游水 just 返 home

prepare... 同佢 chat 0左一陣... I think 我今次真係失望...唔知我有冇 try 過令 fd 失望... 感覺其

實真係好差... 點都好... 其實都0係自己0既睇法...不過我真係唔識 handle... 難道真係要乜都不聞不

問 also 有事都唔理... 做人真係好煩... Um ~ 好快就食完 dinner then Hea 0左一陣... MSN Ryan

問佢 request Journal 0既0野...Thanks 佢 ...then 再 try apply Marks & Spencer part-time

job... apply 到中途 Cecilia dinner 完返 home 仲帶0左 D 0野食返0黎...本來佢心情幾 ok ... but

可能我講0野太直接... 我 feel 到我講錯0野... 過0左一陣 Summer 都返... 我都無言  ... then

繼續 online apply job... submit 完~ 睇0黎又冇得做... apply 中途又 forgot mark 低個 e-mail

add. ... now 想再 request 都唔得 T_T ... 天意  ~ 地獄黑仔王仍然都仲黑緊 ar  ...我發覺 if

 我唔開心0既時候只會對某 D fd 呻... or 好多時都會選擇自己唔開心就算... 不過0個種感覺真係好

辛苦 ... 我自己揀0既就要自己承擔... 我仍然唔知自己做緊乜... 可能仍然逃避中