9:15 am 去0左 Job center apply NI. no. for 搵0野做用... 結果 I think fail 0左 ... coz 我仲未收

到正式有 job 做0既 prove letter ... waste time   apply 完 rush 返 home 食 lunch then 12:00

返學... 2 pm 落堂就返 home ... 之後 4 pm 好似有去睇 Kick boxing ... 冇 Kick lu coz 冇 mood ...

咁就過0左 1 日...

only 記得0個日0既感覺好黑...唔多好 ... forgot ...

9- 11 am 返學... then 12:30 pm 左右去0左 Barbican 新開0既中國餐館 interview... Thanks

Cecilia 0既介紹  coz 個老闆識佢 so 去到 just ask 0左我幾個 Q 就請0左我 lu ... I like 返工

0既制服 - 白 shirt 黑褲... Simply Style I like it  ... but 要自費買衫... so 見完工就去買衫

lu ... then 就返 home Hea ... 又 1 day ...

 9 -11 am 返學 ~ sleepy  之後好似返0左 home 食 lunch then 12- 1 pm 再上 Lec. .... free ~ 同

 Summer & Cecilia 去0左 Barbican 0既 new 中國餐館食 Lunch ... Summer 識好多人... 仲有老闆

想搵佢做 job... 之後就齊齊出0左 City Center 行街... 5 pm late 0左 so only 去0左睇 kick

boxing ... 其間收到 Cecilia call ... 話有人請我做 part-time job  ~ around 5:30 pm 有意外...有

人 kick 出事 ~ 傷0左 @_@"... 心情好複雜 then 我就走 lu ... 唔多開心... 之後出0左 Burger

King 買 dinner coz Cecilia 話想食... 返到 home 先知原來係 today 間餐館0既老闆想請人... 而

Cecilia 又識佢 so 就搵我 call back 約見... Thanks a lot  ...食食0下 Summer 都 help 完人補習

班返 home 齊齊食 Burger King ~ Gd time match ar ... 食完就 call call try try 約見 ~

tomorrow ... 咁急 ~ KO ... Hea ... 又過 1 日

 3 -6 pm 有 Lec. ~ only 記得 5 pm 左右早放 ~ 返 Home 整 dinner ... 好公式化0既生活... 我就係

咁樣 o_0"  1 個悶蛋  ... 因為 Halloween ~ Summer 買0左好多朱古力返 home ^^" ~ 之後

Cecilia 話佢契爺想搵埋 Summer & 我去飲0野... O 咀 ... 我整 dinner 0個陣 Summer & Cecilia 出

0左去... 冇 la la 有人 press 門鐘  ... 竟然有 2 個扮鬼0既小朋友講 trick or treat ~ 我竟然

reply them No ~ Sorry  ... 唉 ~ 之後先內疚點解自己反應咁差...其實可以同佢0地講 Pls wait

then 俾朱古力佢0地  ~ 一路整 dinner 一路唔開心   好白痴   Um ~ dinner 食飯 only 整

0左烚菜 & 辣椒腸仔煎蛋餅 but trick or treat 搞到我仍然心掛掛... forgot add 油就煎...好低能

T_T ... 得 Summer 同我食 coz Cecilia 唔舒服... ok 好食 but 整得太辣搞到 Summer 食到"zip

zip" 聲 also 勁飲水 ~ Sorry 冇下次  ... 食食0下 Cecilia 話肚餓想食0野 Summer 即刻話煮

but 問 details D 之後原來佢未 try 過煮佢打算煮0既0野 ~ 聽完之後 Cecilia 都話唔食la ~ 笑死

0左  but 一定會搵日 try try Summer 0既廚藝 ~ 死一次都要 ~ Haha  ... 之後我0地玩

Dominoes ~ UK games ^^ ... 好玩 v ^0^ V ... 玩0左一陣 Summer 收到佢媽咪 call 得番我0地 2 個

繼續玩...我好奸 ar ~ win win win ~ Yeah  ... 9 pm 左右 Cecilia 收到佢契爺 call ~ 到0左 then

佢即刻搵埋 Summer 換衫... 會去 Casino so Summer 唔想去... then 得番我... 其實我上次都好驚...

今次都有 D 唔想去...知 Cecilia 會唔開心 so 我都去0左... 出面好凍... 佢契爺見到又係我0地 2 個

就問 la ... "又係我 !? ...仲有 1 個呢 !?"  我0地就解釋 Summer 要同媽咪 chat ~ 驚  ... 佢買

0左 3 份朱古力請我0地食 ~ Thanks 佢 & Cecilia  then 佢車我0地去0左 Casino ... 上年我有去

0個度睇波 ~ 仲以為今年唔會再有機會入 Casino ... Um ~ 我0地0係上面飲0野 & chat ...

好驚 ar  but 都 ok la ... 傻瓜 Cecilia 入到 washroom 就 short 0左話好靚要我同佢影相 ^_^"

邊有人用厠所0黎做背景 ga ... 最終都用手機同佢影0左張... then 繼續 chat 仲見到其他 Uncle ...

 lucky that Auntie Rosa 冇去... 如果唔係又唔知有咩0野事發生... Um ~ 11 pm 左右 Cecilia 契爺車

番我0地返 Home ~ 今日0既感覺開始冇咁驚... but 都係怪怪咁 @_@" ... coz tomorrow 早放 &

Summer dayoff 唔駛返工 so 就約好我0地 1 家人去新0個間 Chinese 餐廳- 漢膳坊食 Lunch ...

bath 完0係床度 Hea ... 1 am 左右 Cecilia 話收到 call tomorrow 要返工 2 pm 先放 ~ no

problem ^^ ... 2 am 左右我 print 埋 D notes 就 sleep lu ...

Um ~ 太耐... 唔記得0左 ... coz 成日上唔到個 diary "_" ... 灰  ... only 記得 3-4 pm 要上 Lec.

then 返 home Hea ... 5 pm 再去上 Lec. ... 又早放 6 pm 返 home 整 dinner ...

凌晨 2 am 幾定 3 am 幾同 Carmen MSN ... 佢去0左 Shelfield study Master ... but 佢好似唔多

適應... also 佢話 think 0左好耐先再搵我 help ... Um ~ 點解呢...我好得人驚咩  次次佢搵我

help 都永冇托手掙 also 都好 lucky 次次都 help 到佢... but anyway 佢最終原來0係驚煩到我...

this time easy job ... just help 佢買電話卡... Hea 到 around 4 am 幾先 sleep ... crazy @_@" ...

11 am 幾醒...食0左早餐就出0左 City center 買0野... Mission completed...買完野 1 pm  左右就返

home ... Cecilia 準備返工... also 佢 4 pm 放工約0左 fd ( Man Lok) 食0野想搵埋我去... Um ~ 最終

我放棄0左 Kick boxing 應承 join 佢0地... 本來打算 3 pm 睇人 Kick boxing 到 4pm then join

Cecilia & Man Lok ...食0左多士做 lunch then prepare dinner - 焗肉 but 搞到我 under

estimate ... 3:30 pm 都仲未 KO ... 仲整污糟埋件 Tee -_-" ... 換完衫都已經夠鐘 join Cecilia ...

有 D 唔開心  ... 去到等0左一陣 Man Lok 同 Yangce 一齊到... also Yangce 都有 fd Jason 後

join ... Um ~ 咁多人陪 Cecilia 我都有 D 後悔冇去 Kick boxing ... coz 之前0係因為 Cecilia 話覺

少人 so 先搵埋我去食0野... 食食0下0野收到 Auntie Rosa call... 搵我今晚 help 佢整電腦...

 no problem ... 4 pm 食0野食到 6 pm 先返 home ... but 我冇乜點食 coz 都打算返 home dinner ...

返 home 其間 I think 我又講錯0左0野... 返到 home Cecilia feel sick so 得我同 Summer 整

dinner 食... Summer 睇得出我唔開心... Thanks 佢... but 我0既感覺0係好白痴... I think 我真係要

改... at least 要對人唔好太好... 我知我衰咩0野~ 太認真 & 太執著 also 好白痴... no comment ...

有時真係要 Thanks Summer 聽我呻 & 佢真係好搞笑... 同佢 chat 次次都可以令我笑死0左 ...

8 pm 幾食完 dinner 收到 Auntie Rosa call ... 佢會開車0黎我 home 問我電腦0野先 then 再車我

去佢 home 整電腦...我真係會係人都 help coz 我覺得 help 到人有成功感 & if 有人搵自己 help

等如 人0地對自己0既肯定... Um ~ 都算 mission completed... but 其間 Auntie 都 call Ryan 問...

我真係唔0係好 ok ... but just try coz 都 like 有關電腦0既0野  ... 11 pm 左右都算 KO ... 佢車

我返 home & 打算俾隻 mouse 佢...點知隻 mouse 原來係壞0既 then 就應承佢 tomorrow 12:00 後

 help 佢買... 希望 help 到佢 la ...

上年其實已經知道一 D 不可改變0既事實... 我一直都係重復犯錯 ... 憑感覺做人0既我有時都覺得

自己0既感覺唔會有乜大錯... but 憑感覺真係幾空 & 有 risk ... maybe 呢個就0係我...

sleep 到 11 am 幾先醒 ~ but 仍然好"支力"  ... Cecilia 冇 la la 話去飲茶...我就 10 0下 10 0下

應0左佢... 之後先知原來0係同佢0既契爺一家飲  ... 我 drink 0左 coffee 冇耐就出門口 lu ~

coz late so 就飛的過去... 一去到感覺怪怪... 雖然佢0地都0係 HK 人 but 我0既感覺0係 3 唔識

7 ... 好驚  ... 基本上真係唔敢食0野 ~ 其間真係有 D O 咀 ... coz Cecilia 0既契爺夾0左個小籠

包俾佢 ... but 佢竟然第 1 時間夾0左0係我0既碗  ~ 見佢契爺 O 咀我都 O 埋 & 呆0左  ...

then 佢契爺唯有再夾俾 Cecilia ... 0個一刻0既感覺好怪.. 基本上成餐飯都0係滴汗中  ... 驚...

but 唔知驚乜 ... 食完散 band ... D Uncle 仲想 invite 我食 dinner ... Oh "_" ... 我即刻堆0左

coz 要 break dance ... 之後就同 Cecilia 返 Home ... 見時間尚早本來想睇鬼片...點知套 movie 未

download 完... 睇到 1/3 就冇0左 ... then 我就返 Rm Hea ... sleep 0下 ... coz 好 tired  ...

5:30 pm Cecilia 返工而我就返 Uni. try next wk 要 acessment 0既 software also 應承0左會教

classmate Miki ( 日本妹 ) so 就去0左 Babbage join 佢 ... Um ~ help 完佢 mission compled ...

but 又知多0左 D 0野... 好怪... 7 pm 左右先返 home ... 食即食麵做 dinner ... 8:30 pm Summer 先

返 ~ Um ... 知佢未 dinner 我又 lazy 唔想去 break dance then 就陪佢 dinner & chat ... Thanks

佢  ... 12:00 am 幾 Cecilia 放工返 home ... 佢唔開心... 我都無言  ...

冬令時間 ...轉0左 time ~  慢0左 1 hr ...

Fullday Lec.  11 am - 3 pm ... 終於夾硬揀0左個 FYP topic ... 開始傾... but 仲未 firm ... 灰...

then 返 home 食0野 4 pm 去 Kick boxing ... 今日少人... partner 0係 1 個 senior ... 佢好認真...

also 好勁... 因為咁我都要 follow 佢... 喪"支力" but 真係覺得自己 today 好勁... 有 D 成功感 coz

 個 senior 都覺我0既體能 ok  ...6:30 pm 返 home take a shower ... 食0左多士就同 Summer

出去玩 coz Andraw 搵 Summer 去做 Gym or 篤波... 去0左 Public Club 做 Gym ... neext time 可

以 take 34b or 35 bus 去0個度玩 ^0^ ... 做 Gym 30 mins ... but 被 staff 發現我0地違規 so 轉

場打算篤波 but 好似好貴 so 又改...最終0係 Pub Hea ... 玩 games & 飲啤... Good game ^^ ...

10:30 pm 左右 Andraw 車我0地返 home ... Thanks a lot  ... 11 pm 返到 home 見0岩 timing

then 就 suggest 去等 Cecilia 放工 ~ also 有雨就帶傘俾個 surprise 佢  ... 其間同 Summer

chat 都幾搞笑... Um ~ 有冇 surprise 我就唔知 lu ... but feel 到感覺有 D 怪就有 lor  ... 3 條

友齊齊返 home 都 11:30 pm 左右 lu ... 我冇 la la 同 Summer 玩埋之前未玩完0既大富翁 game ...

玩到 1 am 幾先 bath ...  crazy  ... then 我仲夜晚晚洗衫 coz 好多臭衫 ^_^" ... 2 am 幾扒0左

0係 bed 聽歌 sleep 到 3 am 幾... 晾番 D 衫0係 Rm ... 4 am 再 sleep

9 am 做 lab ... 7 am 左右已經醒0左 prepare  ... group lab ... lucky that join 到 partner but

我好耐冇做過 lab ... 好似有累0左人 ... 好驚  ... 點知真係臨尾香 ... 0係落堂前 15 mins 打爛

testtube +_+" ... 勁灰  ... then 就好 down 咁去0左 library search 0野 for 揀 FYP ... 煩... 返

home 食0野 then 同 Cecilia 出0左 City 買0野整 dinner ... around 3 pm 幾就返到 home ... 我就

Hea 0下上0下網...而 Cecilia 就冇 la la 走0左落0黎我間 Rm sleep  ... around 6 pm 我去0左

Kitchen prepare dinner ... but 我搞禍0左 Cecilia 準備整0既餸  ... 好彩佢唔嬲 jar ^^" ... 我都

try 0左整新0野...辣肉爆海鮮... 8 pm 左右 Cecilia 整0左個肉片炆節瓜...而我都整好...票米罐頭湯

失敗0左 ^^" ... Summer 都0岩0岩返 home ~ Good ar ... 期間玩影相... 勁搞笑 also 幾無奈

 ... Cecilia 整0既0野食都幾 ok  ... 俾個叻佢 ^^ ... also 地位上升 ~ Ha ^^ ... 食完0野睇番 D

photo ~ 好好笑  ...

Um ~ 唔知點解開始有 D 驚自己  又或者0係 MSN info. 一直都 hate myself ...

基於個 diary 死0左幾日... also 我又 lazy ... 已經 forgot 0左   only 記得 12 - 3 pm 0既 Lec.

勁悶 ... rush 返 home 食0野 then 4-6 pm 睇人 kick boxing ... 有人出0左意外... 黑   ... lucky

that 我 today 冇 mood 打 ... 如果唔0係我都有機會出事 +_+" ... also at night 同 classmate

social ... 夜晚 11 pm 左右就返 home ... 冇 join 下半場...

sleep 到 12:00 幾... Cecilia 返 home 我先醒...仍然好"支力"  之後 Cecilia 去0左對面間

Chinese take away 買0左免治牛肉飯... Thanks 佢... 我0岩0岩醒都仲0係 10 0下 10 0下 ... 其實

我開始唔知可以點...我真係無言  ... 食完0野... Hea 0左一陣 try to apply Marks & Spencer

part-time job... 點知要 request ref. then 就 send e-mail 俾 advisor to request ref.... 4 pm 上

Lec. ... 悶 o_0"...其間收到 Iris 0既 SMS  6 pm 放學去0左 Sainsbury's 買0野~ 其間收到

Summer call 佢唔返 home dinner ... 6:30 pm 返 home ... Cecilia 一早有約已經 prepare 出去

dinner ... then 我就整即食麵做 dinner ... 冇耐 Summer 返 home ... 佢會去游水 just 返 home

prepare... 同佢 chat 0左一陣... I think 我今次真係失望...唔知我有冇 try 過令 fd 失望... 感覺其

實真係好差... 點都好... 其實都0係自己0既睇法...不過我真係唔識 handle... 難道真係要乜都不聞不

問 also 有事都唔理... 做人真係好煩... Um ~ 好快就食完 dinner then Hea 0左一陣... MSN Ryan

問佢 request Journal 0既0野...Thanks 佢 ...then 再 try apply Marks & Spencer part-time

job... apply 到中途 Cecilia dinner 完返 home 仲帶0左 D 0野食返0黎...本來佢心情幾 ok ... but

可能我講0野太直接... 我 feel 到我講錯0野... 過0左一陣 Summer 都返... 我都無言  ... then

繼續 online apply job... submit 完~ 睇0黎又冇得做... apply 中途又 forgot mark 低個 e-mail

add. ... now 想再 request 都唔得 T_T ... 天意  ~ 地獄黑仔王仍然都仲黑緊 ar  ...我發覺 if

 我唔開心0既時候只會對某 D fd 呻... or 好多時都會選擇自己唔開心就算... 不過0個種感覺真係好

辛苦 ... 我自己揀0既就要自己承擔... 我仍然唔知自己做緊乜... 可能仍然逃避中

Essay & FYP  真係好煩 @_@" ... 11 am 左右醒0左食多士... 其間有 inspector 0黎 check 間

house 有冇 overload ... coz 前排有 helper 0黎 clean house 知道有人住0係 living Rm ... so 佢

report 0左 then today 就有人0黎 check 驚我0地私自出租違規 -_-" ... Cecilia & me 解釋完之

後...佢都 trust 我0地 but 要我0地清理番 Living Rm ... 12:00 左右 Cecilia 返學... 而我 Hea

0左一陣都出0左 City center 買0野 2 pm 先返 ... then Lunch 整0左三文治 also 同 Lummi MSN

0左幾句 ... but 我要 rush ... coz 3 pm 有 lec. @_@" ... 悶...  4pm 去0左 Library 借書做

essay ... 5 pm 再上 Lec... 6 pm KO 再去 Library ... photo copy D info. 再 try part-time job

( tomorrow ) ... 其間識多一個 fd ... 之前見過 coz 都0係 HK 人 fd 搭 fd 識 ...都可以話0係

Melinda 0既師妹 ... 同佢 chat 0左一陣 6:30 pm 返 home ... Summer 都同一時間返... then 整

dinner ...整0左好多0野食 ~ 好豐富...  食完之後同 Summer 玩 PC game - 大富翁... 12:00 bath ...

then Hea ...睇 fd 0既日記 &  打日記... 3 am ... need to sleep

唔知我有冇令人失望過  ~ 今次真係好有強烈0既失望感... 唔知點解我真係開始覺得我唔應該返

0黎 UK study ... 除0左覺得自己白痴...真係好傻仔  ~ 感覺... 我開始迷失... 真係唔知

what can I do now ... 死撐中 ...

Lunch 完好似出0左 City center 買0野 then 3 - 5 pm Kick boxing ... 5:30 pm 又濕陷咁返

home ... 今日 Kick boxing 又再一次證明我係好白痴 ga ... 學0左0既0野0係唔識應用番... but

lucky that 遇到個 good partner  佢又教0左我好多 skills ... 我又唔記得佢0既 name "_" ... Um

~ 返到 home 發現唔見0左個灰色護腕 T_T ... 好黑 ar  6 pm 左右 prepare Dinner ... 焗

Pizzia , finger fish & chicken nugget + 菜 & 粟米... 6:30 pm 等埋 Summer 返 ~ 齊人 Dinner ...

好 full  一早約定 8 pm 一家去 cinema 睇鬼片 (美國版咒怨 2 ) ... 第 1 次0係 UK 睇 movie ...

其實0係 HK 都好少睇... coz 我會覺得唔值得 ~ 好奇怪0既見解 ^^"  Um ~ 我睇鬼片0係冇乜感

覺... 套片竟然有 Edison... 有 D surprise  ... Summer 睇到好驚...我見到佢咁驚0係笑 lor ^_^"

我真係傻 ga ... but 套 movie 有 D 位都會令到我有心寒0既感覺 ... 11 pm 幾睇完返 home ... 見

Summer 仍然好似好驚... O 咀 & 搞0下 Gap 想佢 happy 番 ^^" ... 1 am 左右 bath 完... try try

download plugin 0黎 yesterday download 0既 movie ... KO ~ 真係睇到 ... 個個都 sleep 晒 then

我就 1 個人睇 ... 睇完...明0左 D 0野 ... also 又再一次有 D 失望0既感覺...  4 am 幾 sleep ~ 有

D crazy

唔記得...好似 Hea 0左0係 home Lunch 完之後出0左 City center 買0野... 返到 home Hea 到

5 pm 幾 Cecilia 要返工... 得番我 1 個0係 Home Hea ... search essay 0既0野... 好煩 ar @_@"...

之後整0左即食麵做 dinner ... 8:30 pm Summer 未返 home ... 一早知佢約0左 fd ... so send 0左

SMS 俾佢 then 就去 break dance ... today 好強... break dance 又0係另一個發洩途徑... 今日真

係去得好盡... break 0左 ... 10:30 pm 左右濕陷咁返 home ... Summer & 佢0既 fd 都係 home ... 原

來 Summer 仲未 dinner -_-" ... 佢買 take away ...11 pm 左右 take a shower then 就同佢0地

chat ... but 我就 keep 住走上走落 coz Annie 上 MSN 同佢 chat ^^" ... 冇耐同佢 webcam

chat ... Ha  ... 同佢 chat 真係好 happy ... Thanks 佢聽我呻... maybe 係互呻 ~ Ha ^^" ...

Um ~ 傻0下傻0下咁 chat 0左好耐... 其間 try 0左 download movie ... coz 知 Cecilia 想睇... also

想 help Annie download D 新歌...可惜冇 la la 個音樂網唔俾人 save 歌 +_+" 黑  ... 3 am 幾都

未 sleep ... 搞到 around 4 am ... 掛網 sleep 0左

一早有 Lec. ... so 9 am 左右就醒0左食早餐...冇耐 Summer 都返工... 仍然都0係同佢 silent 咁

 say bye coz 習慣0左驚嘈到 Cecilia 0既堂哥 & gf ( 佢0地之前住0係 living Rm just 0係我 Rm

0既隔離) ... 之後都有種莫明0既失落感  maybe 唔想見到 fd feel sad ... 早餐過後返學校上網

save 定 D data for 一陣 lab 用 ... KO 完見仲有時間就睇 fd 0既 diary ... Um ~ 睇完就輪到我

down 0左  ... coz 知 Cecilia cry 0左成晚... 之後都好灰去0左上 Lab ... comp. lab ... 派完

notes 好似好難... 要用 software 分析 & 計數 ... OMG  ... 上完 1 hr 0既 lab 之後0係直落

2 hrs 0既 Lec. but lecturer 俾0左唔知 15 定 20 mins 0既 lunch break ( 15 or 20 to 1 pm) ...

之後 Miki 話去 SU Lunch ... but 我已經食0左 Brunch so only 陪佢去 SU ...其間仲遇見

Yangce... Um ~ 我真係唔 sure 一陣0既 lec. time so ask Miki ... 佢話 break 到 1 pm  ... 我始

終都好懷疑 but 最終都 trust 0左佢... 點知出事 la ... 1 pm 去到 Lec. Rm 已經開始0左好耐仲

lock 埋門 +_+" ... 好"lor" ... 好灰  ... 我的確有嬲自己點解唔信0下自己... but 我一直都0係咁

~ 一直都唔信自己 x_X ... 上完 Lec. 都灰0左 ...返 home 見到 Cecilia 喊到眼都腫埋  ... 無奈

& 無言  ... 整0左0野食 Hea 0左一陣 4 pm 去 Kick boxing ... 心情好差... kick boxing 真係可

以發洩0下 ... 可惜我真係好蠢...手腳唔多協調... 教極都唔識... 仲連累0左個 senior partner coz

today 唔多人...我平時0既 partner 都冇0黎 ... 不過真0係要 Thanks 個 senior 教0左我好多0野

 ... 至今都仲未 sure 佢叫咩0野名... coz 已經冇以前咁主動識人... also D Eng 真係好屎... 好多時

人0地都聽唔明... 我 try 0左 but 今年冇咁 lucky ... 仲未識到 D 好 nice 0既鬼... kick 完返 home

 成身濕晒... take a shower 先... then 同 Summer dinner ... chat 0左一陣... 夜晚 Cecilia 放工返

home ... Um ~ 我又無言... 感覺怪怪咁 o_0" ...

Thanks Kit 0既介紹 ^^ ... 而家好多0野都靠佢 update my 資訊... comp. or Hocc