Oh ~ sleep 到 around 2:00 先醒  ... 食完0野就出0左各大 CD 舖搵 Kit 想要 CD ^^ ... Um

~ 幫佢買0左 3 隻 ... 搵到 Frente ... but 要 order 先有... 咁即係冇 sale ... so 暫時放棄0左...

等出 London 再搵  ... 買完 CD 就去0左 Tesco 買番 D dinner 0既0野食... 返到 Hall 都

5:00 幾 lu ... 一開 MSN 冇耐就收到 Celia 0既 message ... 搵我出去 supermarket 買0野

then 一齊 dinner ... Good ar ^0^ ~ 唔駛一個人食 ~ Hehe  ... 之後係 Sainsbury's 遇見

Hugo ... 問番 Celia 先知原來佢, Mandy & Hugo 已經冇再一齊整0野食 lu ... 分開食其實真係好

common 0既 result ... coz Celia 都指出唔住埋一齊要夾埋一齊食的確好難... but 佢0地 1 wk 都

會搵 D time 一齊食~ Good ar ^0^ ... 之後佢就上0左我0既 Hall 食 Dinner la ... 我整 ^^ ...

but 今日有 D 失準 "_" ... 食完0野同佢 chat 0左幾耐... 又知多0左 D 0野  ... 打算落

去佢0既 Hall 借 Keroro 0既時候竟然見到 Melinda on MSN ... 仲同佢 chat 0左 2 句 ...

then 就落0左 Celia 度 coz 佢問 Woody 借0左 Keroro ~ Good  ... but 我 only save

0左 10 集 ~ SD 唔夠 memory ^_^" ... 終於都有 Keroro 睇 la ~ 鍾意0左入面0既角色好耐

but 一直都未睇過 ~ Ha ^_^" ... 好白痴  ... Um ~ tomorrow maybe 會同 Celia 出 city

center shopping ~ coz 佢想買0野... 而我又開始行熟0左 ~ so 佢搵我一齊行 ^^ ... 其實都幾

lucky 唔駛一個人行...感覺好好多 ~ He  ... 各有各好~ 自己一個可以想去邊就邊... but 有 Fd

一齊行就可以 chat ^^ ...

始終有 D 唔知點0既感覺 ... D 時間好似唔知用0左去邊咁... 都唔知自己做緊乜  

唔知 31 Dec 會點呢

依然 sleep 到 12:00 幾先醒... 煲番熱 D 粥... 食完0野 1:00 左右就出0左去周圍行 &  影相 ...

 之前仲以為 D shop 27 先開...點知 today 有好多都開0左 lu ... city center 又熱鬧番 lu  ...

由 city center 影到 The Hoe 0個邊... maybe timing 唔0岩... yesterday 見0既 Good view 已

經不再 Good lu @_@" ... I like 日落...橙色0既 view ... today 太早 lu ... 4:00 左右已經影完返

 Hall lu ... Hea 0左一陣就去0左 Kitchen...隔0左陣見到 Melinda ...估佢唔到早返... coz 佢0既

Host 車埋佢返0黎 so 早0左  ... Um ~ prepare 番 D 粥俾佢... It is lucky that 見佢都 ok

精神...之前真係俾佢0既 SMS & Tel. 嚇親 -_-" ... 聽佢講番 Cornwall 0既 Exp. ... 知多0左

UK 人0既生活習慣...Melinda 覺得 maybe 就係 UK 人0既習慣搞到佢 feel sick ... 返到 Hall

感覺好好多 ~ Ha  ... 佢仲收到聖誕 gift & 手信 ... share with me ~ Thanks so much  ...

Um ~ 仲 told me boxing day 0既原由...原來之前一直都誤解0左 ~ Ha ^_^" ... chat 0左好耐 ~

 need to stop ... coz 佢要執0野出 London ... 27 號 4:30 am 又要走 lu ... 8:00 左右先食

dinner ... 食食0下 Cecilia 0黎0左... Thanks 佢拎番 D 電池 to me ... but 出面真係好凍...真係

後悔拎咩0野電... 以後都係要謹言...講0左0既0野收唔番... 佢 Hea 到 9:30 左右就走 lu ... coz

佢會同 Melinda 一齊出 London ... then 繼續同 Melinda chat 0左一陣 ... 希望佢0地未來呢幾

日係 London Have FUN la  ...我 31 Dec 3:00 pm 左右先出到 London ~ 唔知到時會點

 ... 

唔知點解我覺得自己變0左... 縱使我唔鍾意一個人0既感覺... but 可能早已習慣... 變得乜都冇所

謂 ... 一個人行街0既時候見到人0地開心 or 見到狗仔 ...我都會有開心0既感覺...都幾白痴 ~

Ha  

12:00 幾醒0左 check E-mail ... FEHD 0既 reply ...會盡量 upload D info 上網 "_" ... 等得

0黎我都要交 FYP la ... 點解唔肯直接俾 D info 我 @_@" ... 幾 down ... then 食0左 Lunch ..

. 繼續 check E-mail ... 好開心知到 Katy 0既近況 ^^  ~ 值得恭喜  ... 之後就一個人出0左去

行 la ... 間間 shop 都 close ... 27 Dec 先開 "_" ... seems like 死城 ... 好冷清  ...之後去0左

 The Hoe ...途中發現 Plymouth 都有幾多 Good view ... 可惜冇帶 DC ... 去到海邊竟然比想像中

多人...仲多人過平時... 睇0左陣個細路踢波...其實有 D 想同佢玩 ... 見佢一家大細幾開心...

Ha ^^ ...睇睇0下自己都開心番...仲踢番個足球俾個細路   ... then 就走 lu ... 行行0下不知不覺

都 4:00 幾... 冇耐收到 Cecilia call ... 佢會同 Jason 去我0既 Hall 食 dinner ... 其實我一個人

都冇乜所謂... 我唔想煩到佢... 縱使真係 loney Christmas ... loney 0既感覺都係 1 日0者...

Anyway Thanks 佢冇 leave me alone  ... then 就返 Hall prepare dinner ... Um ~ 返到 Hall

先發現隻手凍到紅晒  ... 下次 maybe 真係要帶手襪出街 o_0" ... 之後整0左個好簡單0既

dinner ... 食完就散 lu ... Hea 0左陣我就煲粥... coz 應承0左 Melinda ... 10:30 左右收到

Melinda call ~ 知佢病得嚴重0左  but 佢 26 晚先返 then 27 又出 London ... 唉 ~ 點解咁

多 bad news ga -_-" ...

過份關心真係會有反效果... but 最終0既出發點都係好意...唔係 Fd 就唔會理...更加唔會出聲指

責... Um ~ 要做到適可而止真係好難... Actually I don't know how to be a good Fd

MSN Zone                                                            25 December 19:34

冷清0既 Christmas

多 Good View ... 可惜冇帶 DC 出0黎 ...希望 tomorrow 有機會影番 D Good View  ... 夜

晚同 Cecilia & Jason 食 Dinner ... Thanks to Cecilia 冇 let me 過一個 loney Christmas  ...

凌晨 2:30 左右 call Annie ... but 佢同 Mum chat 緊 also my IDD card 都冇分鐘 lu ... so 我

一陣再 call 佢 ... 3:00 左右 ~ 換0左新買0個張 call 佢 ^^ ... Yeah ... 知佢咁勤力...搞到我有

D 覺得自己唔係0黎 study ... 事實上我一早知我唔適合讀書... 只不過可能為0左啖氣 or maybe

 係逃避先讀到而家... 佢講得0岩... Um ~ 同佢雖然 caht 0左唔係好多0野 but 時間過得好快...

chat chat 0下 chat 0左 ~ 1 hr  ... 感覺  ... 4:00 幾先 sleep ^^ ...

11:00 幾就醒0左食埋0野都 12:00 幾 ... 之後收到 Cecilia call 搵我今晚 join party ...Um ~ 唔

知自己講0左 D 咩... Anyway ~ Thanks & Sorry "_" ... 之後就聽歌 & MSN ...2:30 左右再收

到 Cecilia 0既 call ... 限我 10 mins 要到 The Hoe 0個邊   ... ok ok ... 即刻開 turbo 跑過

去  ... 到0左見到佢同 Jason 一齊...佢驚我悶 so 搵埋我一齊去海邊飲0野 @_@" ... 之後我

仲勁串佢 ~ Ha ... 飲完0野就去0左 Jason 住0既 House ... coz 原來今晚同佢0既

Housemate 一齊開 P ... but  等到 7:30 左右就同 Cecilia 走先冇 join Party ... then 佢帶0左

我去 Latasca 食0左個好 Full 0既 Christmas Dinner ^^ ... Thanks so much  ... 希望佢 don't

 say too much Sorry to me la... Actually 我玩得好開心   唯一知你唔開心 then 我又點會開

心  ... 11:30 去0左 Destiny ... I'm Sorry that ... What Can I Do ... I think 我知 ... so 不阻

住你 ... 意料中事... Anyway ~ MUST Thanks so MUCH to Cecilia  ... coz 佢 Trust me &

佢有0野玩一定預埋我 ... also let me try 0左好多0野 ~ 玩多好多0野 ... I enjoy to play ... coz

 我真係好貪玩

10:30 左右收到 Cecilia call ...搵我出去行... 我仲未"目訓"醒咁就應承0左佢...開 turbo 都勁

late ... 11:00 幾先搞掂出去 but 太遲 lu ~ Sorry "_" ... 之後佢 suggest 去食0野...其間俾埋張

christmas card + small gift 佢 ... 希望佢鍾意 la   then 去番 pasta bar 食 lunch ... 食完同

佢去0左 Tesco 買 milk then 返 Hall ... 1:30 左右 ...Um ~ Malinda 就去 Cornwall 玩 lu ... 同

佢 chat 0左幾句... Thanks 佢0既 christmas card   Hope 佢係"粟米牆" Have FUN la  ...

之後就 Hea 係 Hall download 歌... 聽聽0下歌差 D sleep  0既時候...收到 call from

Cecilia ... 問0野 ^_^" ... 之後繼續聽歌  ... 7:00 左右食 Dinner ... 整焗三文治 ~ it seems

horrible ~ Ha    but 幾好食  ...dinner 完有 D 悶0既時候竟然收到 surprise 0既 MSN

message  ... Eng course 識0既法國妹 Silvia ~ 佢好型 & cool ga  ... chat chat 0下 chat

 0左 ~ 2hrs ... 估唔到 ^^ ... but 佢 finished the exchange course 返0左 France lu ...而且唔

會再 study in Plymouth... Ha  ... 都算識多0左個 Fd  ... chat 完冇耐就收到 MSN

message from  Crystal ( London 識)... chat 0左幾句~ send 0左 D 歌 to her ... then 就 bath ...

bath 完就出事 la ... 收到 Melinda 0既 SMS ... 佢病0左  ... 之後 MSN ... Cecilia 都唔舒服

   ... 發生咩0野事 ar ... 仲乜會一連串0既 bad news ga @_@" ... 勁冇 mood & 無奈 o_0||...

Melinda told me 28 Dec maybe 會落雪  ... if 再落雪 must 勁影相  ...

MSN Zone

個 Hall 得番我 ^_^"               23 December 14:46

Melinda 去0左 Cornwall 玩 lu  ... now 個 Hall 得番我 ... Thanks 佢0既 Christmas card 

 

 ^_^ &  told me 28 Dec maybe 有 snow ^^ ... if 有都算係一個遲0黎0既 white Christmas la ~

 

Ha ^0^ ...

Today 12:00 幾就醒0左...食完0野就出0左街買0野...有 target but 行錯路...一直兜圈...好白痴

=_=" ... 買到 4:00 幾先返 Hall ... D 時間過得真係快... 一返到0黎就同小雲 MSN ...知佢唔開

心... 真係好無奈 @_@" ...諗得太多的確唔好...唔好亂諗 la ... chat 完冇耐就收到 Ryan 0既

Lab. report file ... 同佢 MSN ... 知道0左個 bad news ... 相對地我已經好幸運...我知... 真係冇

晒 mood ... 之後就 prepare dinner ... coz Melinda tomorrow 去 Cornwall ... 呢個 dinner

maybe 係 2005 年同佢0既 last dinner ... 2 個人我整0左 3 個餸 ~ Ha ... try 0左個

special ... 牛肉蛋角...睇個名都幾難想像 ~ He  ~ 雖然個 look 失敗0左(我覺得) ~ but 味道

都 ok ~ Thanks  仲整0左信心保證0既西芹 & 西蘭花炒肉片 + 炒螺絲粉... 好 Good & 好

Full ... 之後仲有飯後甜品 ~ Melinda 之前買0既 cheese cake ~ 正  !!!  今日都係 bad time

management ... 本來 plan 0左 7:00 左右食 but 我低估0左個牛肉蛋角...結果整到 8:30 先有得

食... Um ~ 整 dinner 0個陣感覺很差...仲差 D 切到手...only 片0左 D 指甲...勁危險  ...之後

又燙傷0左  ... 0黎到 UK 唯一有番 D 成功感0既好似就係整0野食... 其實我唔係咁鍾意...

just 貪玩 try try ... 我一個人食真係好求其...真係亂0黎 ~ Ha  ... if 整埋同 D Fd 一齊食

我就絕不求其...而且仲俾 D fd 話我要求高...整得好 & 一齊食0既感覺真係好開心  ...

Um ~ 暑假返 HK 唔知有冇機會去 Lummi 屋企開 P 呢 ~ Ha  仲要約埋 Annie & 小雲 咁就

Good la ... 到時我整 ~ Ha  ... 食完 dinner 都 9:30 "_" ... 之前仲收到 Cecilia 0既 SMS 去

 Hero drink ... No la ... 我已經冇 mood ... if 去0左 must 會搞串個 party ... so 縱使我貪玩

but 都唔想搞到大家都冇 mood ... try 過一次就已足夠... 我唔想再有驚0既感覺... Sorry ...

tomorrow 就得番我一個係 Hall lu ... be a loner ... maybe 要過一個 loney Christmas @_@"...

lucky that 知道 D fd exam 完... 希望可以同佢0地 MSN la ... also 唔知會唔會 call Annie ...

 coz 真係想同佢 chat chat ... 要等到 Sat maybe 太耐  

Hope Melinda have a nice trip in Cornwall ... HAVE FUN   !!!

Today sleep 到 12:00 幾醒  ...食完0野諗住洗衫...點知 laundry 洗機 4:00 後先 ok ... then

 就出0左 city center 諗住 hair cut ... 問0左幾間都係差唔多...感覺唔抵...之後都幾灰 then 就

去0左買卡 game ... poker ...  之後就返 Hall 先... 最終決定唔理 la ... 直接去 Essensuals

TONI&GUY ... 唔知點解入0左去就已經勁驚  ...冇 la la 局我搵 senior ... coz 話我去得遲

"_" ... ok ... then 就等 ... 驚...次次 hair cut 其實都係 no idea ... 今次仲要用 Eng ... 而且不嬲

外國0既 hair cut 技術都冇乜好評...搞到我唔知點咁...等0左一陣就有個好 nice 0既 stylist 走

過0黎...真係唔明點解 UK 0既 stylist 係女多過男 ~ Ha ^_^" ... but 都算 lucky ...幫我剪0既

stylist 真係好 friendly  ...佢分幾 part 0黎剪....每剪一 part 都問我 o 唔 ok ^_^" ... 其

實我都係 no idea ... 我 only 講 mess & short + body language ... but 都學到 D 新 terms ~ 我

聽得明 but 唔識講 ~ Ha ^_^" ... 好快就剪完 lu ~佢都鬆一口氣~ 好搞笑 ... 比我想像中

冇咁差 la ~ 不過真係剪得幾短 ... 都 ok 0既...  不過 if 仲會係 UK hair cut ... I think 我會搵

番佢...but forget 0左佢0既 name ^_^" ... only 記得佢個樣 ~ Ha   係 HK only 講剪短+剪碎

then 就 ok lu ...而且真係平好多...講真我唔係好講究 hair cut ... so just 一般0既已經 ok ... but

今次係 UK 剪0既 $ 已經可以係 HK 搵 top stylist... 有比較之下就會 compare ... Anyway ~

呢度係 UK ... hair cut 對我呢講係必要0既... so 幾 $ 都會剪... 最多拉上補下~ 慳自己 la ... Ha

^_^" ... 剪完之後就返 Hall 洗衫 lu ...其間同 London 識0既 Crystal MSN ... Thanks 佢係第一

個 send E-card to me 0既 Fd ...有 D surprise ^_^" ... but 要 dry 衫 so chat 0左幾句就冇

chat lu ~ ... Melinda 終於見到張卡 but 佢乜反應...mission fail  ... 太多破綻...

冇 surprise ... 食完 Dinner 就同佢玩0左幾 round 鋤大 D ... 其實又唔係好識 ... 點解我乜都唔

識 ga ... 因為由細到大都唔會玩賭博0既 game ... 就算識玩都係打機學番0黎 "_" ... 我的確係一

個悶蛋 o_0" ...  玩0左一陣就各自返 Rm lu ... 收到 Fd reply 0既 E-mail ... 真係好開心    ~

 一個 message 已經可以令我好開心 so 我會多數都會留 message to my fd ...but 我又發現唔係

好多人鍾意留 message 不過地又會期望人0地0既 message ...真係唔係好明點解...雖然唔

係必然0既...或者係我太 crazy la ~ Ha  ... 我都好想識番個 crazy fd same as me 成日留

message 就好 la

突然諗起一個好Good 0既詞"牙簽"...以前有個 classmate 0既 ICQ nickname 係牙簽...我0個陣

唔知點解...直到有個 Fd 話我知...先覺得形容得好好 ~ Ha   我覺得有得做牙簽係一件樂事 ~

coz 我乜都唔想 plan ... but 牙簽係唔長久... 始終都要自己 plan 0下自己0既 Time  ... 諗番自

己真係冇乜方向...乜都唔敢 try ... 咩0野都係人0地 plan 好晒 then 我跟隊... 好白痴  ... 亞

藍0既 diary 真係好 Good ... 太幸福 maybe 真係會令人害怕 ... I think 暫時我都仲未有能力去

manage 自己0既 time ... 的確輸0左 ... 我都唔知自己做緊乜...

有 D 唔開心0野發生0左... what can I do... 希望係我 feel 錯... 不過即使係都抵死...因為係我

0既問題...我太貪玩...

MSN Zone                           21 December 22:57 

Hair cut +_+"

today 終於去0左 hair cut  @_@" ... 比想像中貴0左 but 都冇想像中剪得咁差0既...ok la ... 點

 

剪都係 HK 好   次次剪頭髮其實都 No idea ... 仲好驚添...今次係最驚0既一次...鬼叫自己 D

 

Eng 屎咩 "_" ... 真係滴晒汗... Ha ^_^" ... Anyway 點剪都咁樣衰...算 ~ Ha

sleep 到好遲先醒... check E-mail ... no reply ... bad time management ... 對於 FYP  開始有點

灰 "_" ... also 真係好懶唔想做...仲有好多 course work ... but 冇乜心機做... 約0左 Melinda

3:30 左右出 city center 買0野...去到先 join Cecilia ... 買完0野就返 Hall 整 Dinner lu ... 整

整0下整0左 4 個餸...西芹炒雞, 香草焗三文魚, 焗豬肉 & 西蘭花炒肉片 ~ Ha  ... 3 個人食 ~

好 Full ... 之後 9:30 就去唱 K ... Melinda 仲 burn 0左 D KTV ... Um ~ 播0左首好人之後...竟

然同我0地講 load 唔到 ... 之後又係播其他人0既歌...搞到 Melinda 冇晒 mood ... 玩到 2:00

左右返 Hall ... 我 Hea 到 4:00 先 bath ... 結果梗係凍水涼 la  ... 感覺好 cool ...

No feeling ...

Sorry ... today 好冇 mood  ... 乜都做唔到 ~ 感覺很差... 就連自己0既態度 maybe 都好差 ...

有點自我封閉 ... 唔知點解會有咁0既感覺...希望係我錯... anyway 我都有錯... 我唔知自己做緊乜

ar   ...

I don't want to be a loner... today 一個人行0左好耐...越行感覺越差   ... 可以話黑開有條

路...買唔到想買0既0野...又或者係唔知應該買咩0野先0岩... 迷失 @_@" ...

當我覺得自己煩0既時候....唔知點解會做 D 0野令人討厭自己... 亦都會口不對心... 之後換0黎

0既結果係自我封閉  ... That's why 同我熟到0既 Fd 真係唔多...

除0左 say Sorry 之外... 真係冇0野想講 ... 感覺好無奈 ...

夜晚竟然同 BT Emily chat MSN chat 0左好耐 ~ Thanks 佢... coz 0個陣我的確冇 mood ...  

but 同佢 chat chat 0下感覺又真係好好多 ... at least 會笑

11:00 左右 Ryan 0黎0左派聖誕卡  ... 之後佢都 in hurry 咁趕返 Hall ... Um ~ Robbins

Hall 又上唔到網...仲約0左屋企人 YM ... 唯有出去電話亭打電話...& 做郵差 ^_^ ... 仲可以 call

埋 HK D Fd ~ Hehe  ... 同媽咪 chat 完就 call Fd la ~ just call Lummi & Aiko 今次冇

call 小雲, Blackcow, Katy & Chik etc. coz 可以同地 MSN & E-mail ~ sorry to them >_< ...

 用電話 chat 都係驚...即刻熱晒連隻手都濕埋 ~ Ha  ... maybe 潛意識咁驚 ... control 唔到

^^" ... chat 完就周圍行買0野, 整錶 & 幫 Fd 搵 CD / DVD  ~ 周圍都 on sale  ... 最開心0既係終於整番隻錶 la  ~ Good Luck...Mon 唔知會唔會 try Funk style 0既 hair cut... if 真

係去 cut ... 我會變成點呢 ~ Ha   行到 2:00 幾先返 Hall 食0野...食0左個 big lunch ~

 baguette + 蔬菜...3:00 左右又可以上番網 ~ Good news ...  but 我勁 sleepy  ...想 sleep

0既時候收到 Ryan 0既 SMS ...佢想離開 UK 之前 SMS bomb Melinda & me ... Ha ^_^" ...

reply 0左佢幾個 SMS 我竟然 re 到 sleep 0左 ^_^" ... 冇耐收到 Cecilia call 岩0岩醒

but 我0岩0岩想 sleep ... Sorry  ... sleep 到 8:00 幾先醒...整0左雜菜炒螺絲粉 ~ 亂整...

食完都 9:00 幾 10 點 lu ... 第一日假期好似白過咁...感覺仲好似放0左好耐假  都唔知仲乜...

夜晚上網發現以前用開0既 diary 整番好...個 diary 0既 server 都死0左~ 1 yr... but I will

update it later ~ Ha  coz 坅Y我第一個網上日記 ~ 記低0左 IVE 0既回憶...我唔會放棄佢

0既... but 好似有 D 問題 ~ 入0個陣乜 error box 都要 click "No" ... then 先睇到...否則就錯

Today 本來有 Lecture but cancel 0左 ... 一早醒0左見 advisor ... Um ~ 仲以為可以拎番

progress report ... coz 佢太 busy ... next wk ... Mon or Tue ...wait again  ...個個收到個

 report 都唔多開心 & 知道好多要改善0既 part ... 死 la x_X ... 我 rush 出0黎0既 report 真

係令我好有危機感... 雖然預0左低分 but 都好驚  ... coz D Eng 太  ...等...一直等...一次無

奈過一次 o_0" Anyway 希望 Mon or Tue 可以拎番個 report ...真係好想知自己做成點  ...

Um ~ 食早餐0個陣發現多士爐壞0左 ... 唔係黑到用乜壞乜咁黑 ar ma "_" ...前幾日想用熱水煲

又發現壞0左...黑  去0左 student office 登記番...途中遇到 2 個基督徒...向我傳教...Oh ~ so

Sorry ... chat 0左一陣覺得唔對路... then 我同佢0地講"I don't want to waste your time ~

Sorry  " ...then 就出0左 city center 買0野...終於買到對鞋俾媽咪  ...then 再去齊各

supermarket 買0野...一個人真係好快 KO ... but 我唔係咁鍾意一個人行街0既感覺 o_0" ... 返

到 Hall ... 一邊整 Lunch ...一邊包禮物for 今晚0既 christmas party ~ 結果差 D 出事 "_" ~

掛住包禮物...搞到 Grill D 雞批燶0左...仲整到 Kitchen 煙霧彌漫...好彩冇驚動 fire alarm jar

 ... 之後就求其食 D 多士 "_" ... then 寫緊聖誕卡0既時候收到 Ryan call...佢 finished the

Lab & 想煲定魚湯等 party 後 KO it ... but 佢真係有點運吉. .. coz 佢上0左0黎一陣又要返

Hall 拎禮物 -_-" ...call 我煲咪 ok lor ... but 佢0既 explain 係唔好意思叫我煲~ 上一上0黎會

好 D =_=" ... 激死0左 x_X ... 等佢走0左...我繼續 rush 聖誕卡 ^_^" ... 4:30 準時係樓下集

合...Mandy, Celia & Ryan 都到0左 lu ... chat 0左一陣阿Sum , Hugo, Chi 都到0左 then 就一齊

 go la...今次0既 Party 係基督徒搞0既...都有 D 擔心唔知會點 ^_^" ... 最終都幾 ok la ^^ ...

交換禮物...我好求其拎0左面0個份...竟然係 ear-ring ~ Ha  ...輸晒 ^^ ... but Mandy 仲搞笑

~ 紅色 Simson under ...大家都笑死0左  ... Party 過後...直落 ~ coz Ryan tomorrow 返 HK

過聖誕... then 就要玩盡佢... 之後 join 阿Sum & his gf + Ryan, Melinda, Cecilia , Mandy &

Celia 齊齊 visit 阿Sum 0既 Hall & then 返我0地0既 Hall 玩 UNO ... Oh ~ 7 級  ...

我輸到就0黎變 28 級  ~ =_=" ...好白痴 ar ... then 轉玩 UNO ... 情況好轉0左 D ~ Thanks

IVE fd 0既 3 年 training ~ Ha ^_^" ...記得同 Annie , Lummi & 小雲佢0地玩 UNO 我輸成

1000 幾分  ~ 玩拍 7 又輸到笑死大家... 黐線 ga 我 ~ 點解咁白痴 ga ~ Ha  ... 玩到 1:00

 幾就散 lu ... 散晒之後 Ryan , Melinda & me 又 Kitchen meeting 0左一陣 & 食三文魚生

^0^ ... 2:00 左右先真正散... Ha ^_^" ...

Um ~ still very very very bad luck

勁冇 mood ... Thanks & Sorry to all of my Fds... 佢0地令我明白0左我以前 maybe 做0左好多

D Fd 唔開心0既0野 ... 可能就叫好心做壞事 ... 好複雜 ... 仍然要學係適當0既時間講適當0既

0野  ... 好驚講錯0野...

自己0既 planing 打亂0左 ... 感覺的確唔好 ... 事實上我已經變0左好多...記得以前真係會每事

問...就連自己都覺得煩... 有時有 D  0野真係好複雜 ... care 一個人有好多種 method ... 對住唔

同0既人又要 apply 唔同0既 method ... 過份關心就會變0左太煩... sometime maybe 會局限埋

人0地0既自由 or 整到冇 mood ... but 唔 care 又會令人覺得太 cool ... 唉 ~ 做人真係 - 煩 ...

 人同人之間0既相處...must 要不斷學習... 我得一個 target...就係想身邊0既人開心 ... but 真

係 10 級難度...

6:00 先醒 ... Thanks Melinda weak me up  ... Um ~ 我醒唔到搞到 late 0左... 又輸了

"_" ... join 0左 Ryan 就齊齊去 fish market lu ... 兜0左一輪先搵到...我0地買0左三文魚 fillet

~ 勁抵 ~ 佢仲任我0地拎魚骨... then 就拎0左 2 條唔知咩0野魚0既骨 for 煲湯... but fish

market 真係有 D 腥 ~ Oh "_" ... 我最驚0既腥味 ... 買完返 Hall 都係 7:30 左右... Oh ~ 問題

出現...Melinda & Ryan 好似唔係好掂整魚... so 我要 try try KO D 魚 ~ 好腥  ...KO 0左條

煲0左湯之後時間0岩0岩好... 8:30 左右 ... 9:00 要上 Lec. ~ Um ~ 我總覺得好腥~ 勁洗

手...but 好成功 KO D 魚又會好有成功感~ Hehe   ... 上完 Lec. 去0左 Ryan 0既 Hall 參觀佢

新買0既 Galileo 溫度計 & 借調味料...之後我又繼續 KO 埋 D 魚 & 三文魚 ~ Oh...絕對佩服日

本 D 刀法... coz 真係好難... but 好彩都成功 KO 條三文魚 fillet ... 整完食 Lunch ... Melinda

 & Ryan 食魚湯意粉 ... 我就唔 la ... 食焗腸意粉  ... 2 pm 又上 Lec. then 就 free lu ...

4:00pm 放學... 一早應承0左 Willy 去 Rayman 屋企 BBQ...but 買唔到碳 "_" ... then 就齊齊

去買... 有 Rayman, Willy, Wing, Ryan & me ... 好冇 mood "_" ... 行0左 2 間都買唔到...我

suggest 放棄唔 B 住...點知個 Ans 係 "No" ~ 仲要勁肯定... then Rayman 竟然話其實佢 D 

housemate 有碳 -_-" ... so 就返 Hall 拎0野食...正式出發去 Rayman 0既屋企...佢自己租出面

0既 House... so 有得 BBQ ... 去到佢屋企 6:00 左右 ... but 又遇到問題...就係燒唔著 D 碳...

so 就轉0左入屋 Grill + Oven ...我繼續 try 0左好多次 ~ 其實可以燒 but maybe 唔夠碳 & 係

門口 BBQ 的確幾凍... 最後都 giveup ... Um ~ 8:00 幾已經食完0野...Wing 整0既雞翼真係幾得

   ... Good ^^ ... 食完0野就睇 TV ... Hea ... & chat with Rayman 0既 housemate... 9:00 幾收

到 Cecilia call ~ 救星...then 就同 Ryan 走先 ... but 走之前竟然發現隻錶支 pin 唔見0左 ~ 搞

到隻錶斷開用唔到 ... 之後返 Hall 再戰三文魚生  ... Wow ~ 勁 Good ... Melinda & Ryan

 整0既豉油好掂  ...Cecilia 仲帶0左支紅酒0黎... 太多 reason 搞到勁冇 mood ...好黑仔... 本

來諗住可以出去玩... but Cecilia, Melinda & Ryan 異口同聲 stop me ... 真係 Thanks 佢0地0既

關心 ... 其他人理得我死 la ...我明 ga ... but 佢0地唔明我0既心情...咁多黑仔事件發生0左...

真係好頹...I think 玩可以發洩0下... Anyway ~ 都 pass 0左 ... but 我以前 or maybe 一直都有

過份關心 D  fd ...咁 maybe 會影響 or 局限0左 D  Fd 0既 planing... 感覺真係仲 down ... 做

人真係要不斷學習... 而且真係要經歷過先會有感覺... Sorry to all of my Fd ... I think 我都有

講過 D 令到佢0地冇 mood 0既0野... 做得 Fd 0既...有 D  0野點都要講 but 對方都有佢0既自

由...so 做人真係要考慮好多0野... -_-" ...

toady also 睇會到我係一個唔會點定目標0既人 coz 發現身邊有好多人未達到心目中0既

target 係唔會放棄 ... 做咩0野都會有 target ... Um ~ 可能我好易 giveup...縱使定0左 target

都唔一定要得到先放手... Ha ^_^" ... 呢個 maybe 就係我失敗0既 main reason ~ 好易放棄 &

乜都 3 mins 熱度 ... 冇恆心... etc.

真係好頹咩  ... but 感覺的確很差 ...

返埋 Fri 就放 Christmas 假 lu ... flatmate Maria & Jodie 一早返0左 Home... 得番Melinda ...

but 佢 23 Dec join 0左 Host program ... 去 Cornwall 玩 then 就出 London ... 得番我一個留

係 Hall ... be a loner  ... 另外 D Fd 一早 plan 0左去 Italy, France, Scotland or 返 HK

etc. ... 我冇跟隊 lu ... 而 Jodie 走之前同我講 maybe after Christmas 會 let me visit 佢0既

Home ... Um ~ 都係到時先算 ... 31 Dec 會出 London 倒數 ... 2 Jan 先返 Plymouth ... short

trip ... 今次多0左 Cecilia & Melinda 一齊出 London ... 暫時0黎講都冇咩期望...可能上次出0左

2 日London 感覺無奈 so ... 今次已經冇感覺 lu  ... 黑仔效應依然繼續... Um ~ Fri 仲要見

project advisor ... 我個 FYP maybe 會死 ...

Today 唯一有 D 成功感就係 Dinner 整0既西芹炒雞柳幾好食   & 同 Melinda & Ryan 一

齊 Dinner & chat 都真係幾開心  ... but 佢0地又話我頹 la ... 又驚我會死喎...第 2 次 la ...

唔係咁易死 ar ma ... 如果係咁易死都幾好 ar ~ 唔駛煩 ...Ha   ... 做人真係好煩 ...

tomorrow 6:00 am 去 fish market ... 希望我醒到 la

依然冇 mood "_"  ... MSN 見 Joni 0既 info 都轉0左 "黑" ... Oh ... 點解連 Fd 都黑埋 ...  待續 ...