i am afraid of a sudden stillness in the air

afraid of the concern friedns give..

afraid that the memories would return,

bringing pain with no rest..

afraid of hearing news of u again..

if my longing had a voice,

i wouldnt want it to be a pained cry..

up until now,

i could belong to myself again..

if i could only decieve my tears,

suddenly missing u...

where could u be?

are u happy or in pain?

suddenly missing u...

the sudden piercing recollection..

the sudden blurring eyes.

we are like a beautiful song,

torned into 2 sorrowful films,

why would u..

take me on the most unforgettable journey,

and then leave the most painful souvenir?

we were so sweet,

so beautiful, so trusting,

so crazy, so lively in the past..

why did we go our sepperate ways and grow old with regrets?

afraid of deciding to live this life alone..

without u........

suddenly hearing news from u again...