★☆★Because of you★☆★

尋晚又同〝佢〞吵......我真係覺得好厭......點解又要嘈呢?年幾喇都.....都仲係要嘈?點解係要搵野唻嘈?有咩好嘈唧....比著以前我會係咁喊係咁喊.....但係.......我真係變左喇....我已經唔係以前果個....我唔會再係咁軟弱架喇....我唔會再無時無刻都企係〝佢〞度....我都有自己既人生....自我同埋尊嚴.....我係唔會永遠咁低聲下氣.....我承認以前真係真係好愛〝佢〞....愛到.....愛到可以為〝佢〞做任何事....什至為〝佢〞死都可以.....但係e家既我...可能經過.....太多太多既事,......我同〝佢〞.......完??????人不會原地踏步.....雖然我成日掛係口邊都話自己仲係好細路女.....但係其實我真係大過左架喇.....若果要為一段感情,......而去放棄自我....我e家真係做唔到....我講過.....要珍惜眼前人......一個人以前對你幾好都好,......人係會變架.....人真係會由愛情去啟發自己......當經過愛情既洗禮之後......人係會發現.....其實愛........其實愛e一樣野.....留比自己會係最好既一個決定.....所以e家我.....極愛自己.....我會識得同學到點樣去保護自己......心真係會淡架......2年唧....我對住自己都已經廿個年頭....始終.....到最後我都係會選擇對自己好d......飲完酒之後打字都好似九唔塔八咁....(其實不嬲都係九唔塔八= =咪賴啦.....啤.....)

尋晚,唔知發咩神經.....竟然不知不覺咁飲太多.....真係真係太多...平時既自己真係.....我會知道幾時要退....(= ="王傑上身)....但係,,,,唔知痴左邊條線.....或者,自己想醉卦.....醉到出到公司門口...勁想喊.....勁想嘔....(真係喊左出來啦= =")番到青衣一落車咪又就係= =真係嘔左出來囉= ="....啤........可能因為〝佢〞既原因.....〝佢〞要離開我了.....唔係嗌交唔係分手.....人家只係去馬交做野之嘛.....呼.....但係感覺好似....離開我好遠咁.....塔羅牌原來真係好準.....超準.....前排玩過....曾經話過佢會同我分開....可能佢會去第2度工作咁.....我當時話最樣樣都好準.....淨係e樣爭d.....點知原來都是真的....真的好唔捨得.....習慣左佢係我身邊....突然之間,,,感覺好似好遠.....其實只係隔左個海唧.....塔船過去搵佢一個中唧....但係....嗯.........人人都同我講...佢去做野唧....又唔係做咩....但係,,,,,,nonono....我不可以這樣細路女...真的不可以真的不要....加油吧.....要體諒.....佢只係做野.....去一排就回來....真的.....佢又唔係唔番來.....馬交d女仔都唔刮腋下毛的=v=他不會看上他們= ="香蕉俱樂部d人講既.......其實可能只係我唔熟悉果個地方.....所以你先怕唧.......佢咪同你講過果邊召妓好貴囉.....佢唔會的.....做耐左就自然熟啦- -"放心吧...要對他有信心.....對自己亦要有信心.....你知道....他是真的愛你....就放手讓他去吧.......

最近〝佢〞好似改變左好多.....我終於都感覺到佢好需要我了......

佢會好怕無左我咁....或者學德仔話齋...因為佢害怕會失去我....所以E家珍惜卦.....

希望可以好似之前玩塔羅牌咁啦......^v^祝....蜜運成功