★☆★Because of you★☆★

強差人意.....so bad......  最近多左好多追求者= ="(不過,唔知真情定假意)  我唔相信....我唔相信會有人喜歡我...真心的喜歡=.="  好耐都無試過有e種感覺......  好討厭有人追自己...之前曾經話過...好想有人追....但係當真係有人追自己既時候,,,就發覺.....嗯......覺得d人好假....太兒戲了......唉....見一兩次就喜歡,,,,不是嘛?!(你之前同〝佢〞咪又係見幾次就好喜= =")...唉.......我好亂...好多野纏擾住我,,,我放棄喇真係,,或者可能因為外面既世界,比較適合我.....又或者....〝佢〞唔再適合我...又或者.....嗯.....思緒混亂中...啤......... 

其實,番左幾日....已經好習慣大概運作....(吧呢)真係so easy ,man....見到好多好多舊朋友囉= ="e個世界真係超細囉好似....唉....番左5日咋....成隻手都損晒...人番工我番工,,,點解得我一個會比d罐界到既呢???仲有個樣已經殘到不堪囉....點算呀...我想跳樓囉= ="雖則我並唔係靠樣搵吃唧(無本事靠= =")但係咁落去都唔係辦法囉/.\不過e份工真係少左超多時間諗野,無再胡思亂想一通了....太好喇...哈哈....

尋日定前日呢....唔記得....都去左見美容囉....不過果個化濃妝既女人,,,(大過我就係女人/v\)話覺得我個樣好殘,,,又話太細個,,,又話e樣果樣...唔請我喎....= =我根本就唔恨你e份工,,我番你份工,,,我咪變左你= ="濃妝女人一樣,,,仲有見工已經踩到我咁盡,,,我番埋咪仲@@"....費時彩你.....

最近發覺自己好似好想逃避好多野咁,搬左番來都好似逃唔出〝佢〞既魔掌咁,又係咁.....永遠都是這樣子,,,剪不斷,理還亂。就好似我e家個髮型咁= ="一成不變...年年都係咁....救命....可唔可以轉一轉呢?都仲係未有電話用...我諗最快都要20號打後,,,出左糧先算....仲係好掛住部電話....>o<"電話.....如果你有腳...識行番來我樹...你話幾好...都係果句啦....整定既.....唔信邪都唔得呀今鋪...白痴......

唉...今次真係幫到妳盡囉~幫得太多,我都有d攰,如果妳有睇我日記的話,應該知道我話緊果個〝妳〞係妳囉!!!(超白痴的一句- -"啤...)又係妳呀....又係妳叫我幫妳問,,,問左妳又係一樣,我無嬲呀...可能已經麻木左嚕,,,對妳已經連失望果種感覺都無,真係無晒...sorry...(或者你唔care我對妳既感覺)不過我仍然相信妳架,就算〝佢〞點講,話買幾多錢話妳一定唔會見都好,我都信妳架,我已經唔會再鬧妳話妳,唔代表我唔再在乎妳,我會轉另外一個方式去對妳....路...始終係一定要自己行架,其他人幫唔到妳幾多,我自己本身亦有好多煩惱,唔單止係愛情方面,身邊好多野都變左,好多野我並無同妳講,又或者並無機會講,都係我自己行出離,信我~路....一定要自己行....就算身邊得番自己一個都好.....要一直咁堅持落去.......發覺開始九唔塔八.....

最近好黑仔呀.....早幾日落 cyber跌左個電話/.\生日禮物來架,,,陰功>o<.......果一刻真係喊到我死呀.....不過喊左一陣就又係繼續玩囉= ="因為無計啦...都跌左咯...之後玩完番到屋企又係喊左超耐....雖然部電話唔係貴又唔係話靚電話...但係....唉....不過e家無咁唔開心嚕......

搬左番來青衣之後,,,我都從來未將自己袋衫〝汁〞過出來.....可能係懶又可能係....un.....um.....mmmmm.......唉....順其自然....

最近搵番晒由細果d日記出來....真係好好笑....我發覺自己真係好天真= ="太可愛了...而且好多好多野都....好怪.......睇番以前日記先發現.....原來...我真係長大了...一直以來都太自以為是....所以我會比一般人容易傷心...失落....因為係我自己一直要求太高...期望太多......經常發白日夢...編織左超多童話.....好多好多....唔知想打咩= =" .....

尋晚第一日番酒吧全職.....比人捉住屌左幾轉= ="""""不過其實好易做....知不過係我成日為左猜...唔記得〝汁〞〝木台〞....》你要記住..你e家唔係拳手...有〝木台〞走左..你要即刻起身汁...類似果d啦.....真係侍應囉...唔洗點玩=v=自己揀囉...悶咪玩下囉....旺就可免則免......開頭我試過番左3日拳手...飲得太勁....之後無做....之後佢地叫我轉全職....我果時番覺得個個都好惡死好巴=.=我覺得個個都好難相處....但係尋日就發覺原來個個都無乜野....只係一旺佢地先.....仲知其實幾好做啦....=.=係唔想番夜唧.....真係太夜=,=番到屋企成6點2......陰功功....不過我覺得自己唔會做得耐....我都係想正正常常多d....感覺自己好似好老.....