I start feeling no regret for things i have done/chosen before, as i found the way to comfort myself, it can't actually say "comfort", but it would be more peaceful to life, that's God. i believe in God even i am not catholic yet, i trust the ideas, the story insides the bible, which i can accept.

One day, God through ivan's month transferring its message to me, it started with the most sensitive topic which most of the people care of, is DEATH, does any one  who is not afraid of death? 我回水0.0  It said death is not scaring, the life expectancy is around 80-90years, then we will be arrived a new stage where God will judge all the incidents you did in the past, and one important thing. God mentioned, you die because of God loves you, and you can be more blissful with God. In case, your parents leave you soon/suddenly(means pass away), it means you are asked to learn to  be independent by God.

So don't do something bad, you have to sorry for your conscience, as God will know. you may think that it is a message from God too, bless you all !!!

Ricky Michael

i think the valentine'day coming will be alone, it doesn't matter la , cos you guys will be with me ga ma +__=

I think that it will be sunny tomorrow hopefully,so that we will have "no resistance in our bbq", i didn't really want to bring things actually, but Jerry asked me to, cos it should not be my duty,

there are a lot of tests ,project coming next week, so you guys have to study,( is any one doing comics for BK, please call me and do together,i have no idea for this ,please)

As Ivan said we have been changed a lot in middle school, it is true when i made a notice, i did change a lot, the attitude became worse to people, becoming a bad guy like(bad word always), and not will to study at all.... ,i promise i will change, and it will be better and better.


lastly, i knew that there is a singing competition in Yw, i really want to try, should i ??



RIcky

today, i was so happy, i went to China for my grandma 's birthday,(she is not the mainlander ,but Macau resident) she was nice, we had like 6 tables putting in front of the house of my grandma, all her grandchildren came, happy together, and the time before the dinner started, i kicked the basketball with no air as the soccer, cos it was boring, then i went to the mountain nearby with my father, it was built a reservoir, and the mountain were demolished a lot, what a bad view i saw!  So hate the mainlander, whatever, it is not my part.

think back on Friday, i went to the future bright for bowling, then i went to the park near, there were many old men singing songs, doing some exercises, making conversation, and it caused me remember my sadness, that was my dead uncle 3,(i have uploaded what had happeded before), he was a very nice man, spoiled me, i miss him so much.

Ricky