Someone complained that why I haven't updated blog for so long, that’s why I write again, hope that you will watch it and give some comment for me....XD
Bad Luck = test given by god???
I have experience a lot of bad luck, I can't be given more or I will really die so soon, People lose me like, sports lose me like, studies lose me like, even myself lose me.... absolutely sad
for friends- my best friend Calvin has left me for two years though we have contact in letter in often, it looks like God is getting things away from, doesn't God love me anymore, and for classmates, I don't know, it just doesn't feel well to getting on well with them, I am always suffered...... a lot of conflict
for sports- I have played karate, but just a short period, like a year, I don't like why I didn't keen of it after a year, so then I stopped, I have played canoe, for two months like, but then also stopped, and also table tennis and soccer, I don't know why, but they just get away from me gradually...... hopefully, they will be back, I really feel lonely.
finally, for studies, I regret so much for not choosing biology at first, and now it is fixed, and I can't change any more, I am scared that it will affect my future a lot, cos the igcse examination, if we take 3 of them, (phyics, chemistry, bioglogy), we can probably get the double award in the certificate, it really affects a lot, so I am going to persuade the vice principle in my school, hope that he will accept me.
one thing I just want to kill it instantly, it is DECISION, we have to make a lot of decisions in a day, it costs me like hours to decide things, that’s the first bad thing, second, I always decide wrongly, so that I regret always, like chose English literature instead of biology, though it spent me days to decide, it is still be a bad decision.
so i am finding a word to describe me.
Ricky
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