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2010 ¦~ 12 ¤ë 19 ¤é  ¬P´Á¤é   ´H§N


2010-12-19 ©Á«ã ¤ÀÃþ: ¥¼¤ÀÃþ

I'm really furious!!

So if you don't like people who talks dirty words or people going mad, please click the previous page

Don't read the following passage :(

 

How can he do that to me!!

He's such a jerk!!

I'm talking about my ex boyfriend.

The story is quite long, so if you're free now, please move on.

If you're not interested, please go :|

 

So, a few weeks ago, my ex ( let us call him Mr. W ) called me

And he told me that the guinea pig he bought is pregnant.

He has a male guinea pig before

But he bought another one ( a female guinea pig ) to keep the previous one company.

I told him to think twice before buying another one

But he still bought it and said he'll take care of them.

Fine, now the female is pregnant, he wants to give me the male guinea pig.

It's because my mom once said that she wants one. ( Long time ago )

But I remember that I told him my mom doesn't want it anymore

Actually, we offered to take care of the male before, but he chose to take care of it by himself.

He asked me a few times if my mom still wants it and I firmly told him that she doesn't want it anymore.

Today, he texted me and asked that question again.

This time, I decided to tell him what I feel for the thing that he doesn't think deeply before buying it.

I told him that I can't stand that he doesn't think twice before buying pets.

(Before he has bought a few hamsters, they got pregnant a few times.

I helped him pet them two times.

Now his guinea pig is pregnant.

He wants me to help him again.

Damn, why is he like that?

I mean, he knew that this would happen but he still insist to buy another guinea pig. )

After telling him what I feel for that.

He said that I blame him for that, I’m so heartless, immature.

He even said that I’m immature!

Who is immature here!

I'm just telling him that and he thought i'm heartless!

He also said that I haven't done anything for helping him pet them.

HAHAHA...

I think he has forgotten that I once helped him pet the male guinea pig for a week!

(It’s because he wants to go back to mainland to visit his relatives)

I also provide newspaper for him.

(He doesn't want to waste money to buy it)

I also accompanied him to buy vegetables for them to it.

( he's embarrassed to buy things in the supermarket alone )

He's such a jerk!!

He thinks he's a great person, a great master!!

In fact, he is absolutely not!!!!!

How dare he talk to me like that!!

Being a friend, I only wanted to tell him that his actions are not good.

He scolded me back!!

Well, I’ve already tried my best to be friends with him.

When we just started, my friends asked me to think twice.

After breaking up with him, my friends asked me not to be friends with him anymore.

It's because he has bad reputation. 

Many people (his ex girlfriends & friends in particular) said that he's nasty, self-centered, selfish, etc.

Actually, I could feel that he is NASTY, SELFISH and SELF-CENTERED when I was still with him.

But I didn't complain much to him, I even tried to improve myself.

LOVE IS BLIND.

Now, I know how is it like.

I would never ever accept his call, reply his messages or meet him!

Whenever I see him, I’ll go to the other way.

He's the one whom I hate the most in my whole life!!!!

 

He thinks he's cool, he's man.

Instead, he is so GAY!!

The way he dresses up and the wake he act.

I really hate him to death.

It's really ironic whenever I recall that I once thought that he's THE ONE.

I once thought that he's my PRINCE CHARMING.

HAHAHA, silly me XD

 

I really hope that he is the last asshole that I would ever meet.

I do hope that the next guy I’ll love would be a nice, gentleman.

I hope that he'll appear soon.

 

FUCK OFF, YOU JERK!! LEAVE ME ALONE!! DON'T YOU EVER COME BACK!!

 

so, guys, that was what happened.

Sorry for saying foul language.

I'm not really that kind of girl.

It's just, when things bother me and my patience becomes zero.

I'll say dirty words T^T

I know it's not good for a girl to talk like that.

I know, I really know!!

So, I'm really sorry guys!!

I'll stop for now, thanks for reading.

See you guys tomorrow.



2010 ¦~ 12 ¤ë 18 ¤é  ¬P´Á¤»   ´H§N


2010-12-18 ´r§Ö ¤ÀÃþ: ¥¼¤ÀÃþ

I had fun today :)

( Although i'm very tired )

 

My brother and i went to school at 9am

To practise our performance for music day :)

We have learnt all dance steps ^^ Yeah`~

But, we still don't know how to sing those songs :(

It's because 2/4 of it are Korean songs ;)

Can you imagine us singing Korean songs? LOL

 

After that, my brother and i went to McDonads to have lunch with my another bro.

We haven't seen each other for quite a long time :0

I'm really happy to gather with them :)

" We are family!! "   ( Not the real ones, heheXD )

We love each other :)

 

After having lunch with my brothers, i went back to school alone.

It's because i have to help SU to make decorations : |

My colleagues are really funny :)

I enjoy the time with them :)

You simply can't stop laughing, haha XD

 

I didn't go teach my niece today.

It's because she went somewhere and will be home late.

I'll just teach her next week, for two days !!

 

I'll stop here, i got to practise the dance steps and song :)

See you guys tomorrow :)

Take care, it's still freaking cold :(

P.S. we're not doing ballet :)



2010 ¦~ 12 ¤ë 17 ¤é  ¬P´Á¤­   ´H§N


2010-12-17 ¯h­Â ¤ÀÃþ: ¥¼¤ÀÃþ

I didn't go to the meeting today

I chose to help SU to paint the giant wooden speaker

it was rather fun painting than being at the meeting :0

After painting the speaker, we tried to hang the upper decorations on the ceiling. 

Although i'm really exhausted

( We stayed up till 8pm )

I really had fun being with them, they bring me happiness :)

 

Our class have to go back to school to practise tomorrow.

I really don't want to go there

I mean, who wants to get up that early T^T

But as a team, we have to, right?

Umm, after that, i might help SU for a few hours then i'll head to my niece's place :)

i will have a substantial day :)

 

Anyways, i'll just stop here, i need SLEEP!!

I'm so damn tired, LOL.

I know it's not good saying that word, for a lady wannabe, which is me!

haha XD

So have a good rest too you guys :)

Goodnight and sweet dreams ;)



2010 ¦~ 12 ¤ë 16 ¤é  ¬P´Á¥|   ´H§N


2010-12-16 Æ{´e ¤ÀÃþ: ¥¼¤ÀÃþ

As i have mentioned last night, i have two tests today.

Umm, i think i will fail in liberal studies test -0-

I answered many question wrongly, damn -0-

Luckily, i think I'll pass UE section E test.

I don't have enough time to finish task 1A of 2000 PP ( i finished the other already )

If i have enough time, i can write that article much better, haha.

 

Today is extremely cold and windy.

It even rained in the morning T^T

Wai Ting and i were nearly late for school

Luckily, the security guard didn't mark down our name in the late for school list ^^

I know, we're so luckily, right?

Take good care guys ^^

Don't get sick, ok?

 

I went home early today :)

And ate something with Wai Ting before going home.

 

We have meeting again tomorrow T^T

I really hate meetings -0-

To me, it's a waste of time, really!!

I'm the kind of girl that's ok to most of the things ( acceptable ones ofcourse@@)

Just give me orders and i will do it :)

Got History Fill in the blanks quiz too :(

so, i better stop here and study history of Russia!

Here i come, Alexander the second :)

 



2010 ¦~ 12 ¤ë 15 ¤é  ¬P´Á¤T   «B¤Ñ


2010-12-15 ¯h­Â ¤ÀÃþ: ¥¼¤ÀÃþ

I'm exhausted @@

I have to stay at school everyday around 6pm to 7:30pm.

It's because as a member of Student Union, we are responsible for preparing the music day.

We have to make decorations and such.

Besides, our class has to perform too.

Therefore, we practise dancing and singing these days.

I have to dance a few parts so i have to stay a bit longer, in order to catch up their progress.

hmm, i don't really  like music day.

I prefer being an audience than performing on stage.

Unfortunatey, we are forced to participate T^T

 

I didn't do any revisions these days.

I thought i would work harder than the previous month, but obviously, it is not like that.

We've got UE section E and Liberal Studies Test tomorrow.

Aww, i haven't started to do revision yet T^T

God bless me tomorrow ^^

 

I thought i do not need a man in my life at the moment.

I thought i could still be blissful without a man's company.

Though, i feel lonely T^T

I think having a man in my life is an important issue for me, LOL :)

Wish i could find him soon.

 

Yeah! Christmas Holiday is coming!

I'm going to spend one day with my best friends :)

They said we will watch Harry Potter that day, then sing Karaoke, then have dinner at Pizza Hut or KFC.

Sounds a lot of fun to me :)

The previous time we had gathering was in September.

The rest would be spent to do revision for the upcoming Exam.

Hope i would stick to plan :)