my jumper arrived!! 

love it =D 

so yea today

i finally got my visa done =]

 maths is horrible

i had triple maths today. and i don't like mrs howard

shhh!! 

I read this poem on dA and

this is how it goes

It's too late for you to be the guy I want you to be.
It's too late for you to try and show me that you are right for me.
It's too late to tell me that you love me so.
It's too late to show me that you love me the way you say you do.

Forget what I told you before.
I can't be your friend I'm always going to want more.
Forget what I said, I can't wait forever.
I can't sit there waiting when I know this is a never.

I lost myself when i fell in love with you.
I forgot about what in my life was really true.
I lost my heart the day you went away.
I forgot about how I loved you that day.

I tell myself everyday that I need to be strong.
I tell myself that I just need to find a place where I belong.
I tell myself that it is your lose not mine.
I tell myself everyday that one day I will be fine.

I can't love someone who is never there.
I can't try to hold things together when they are falling, it's not fair.
I can't hold on anymore.
I can't lay there crying on the floor.

Today is the day that I wake up and move on.
Today is the day that I see the new dawn.
Today is the day that I live my life for me.
Today is the day that I finally can see how things should be.

You were right for me in so many ways.
But I understand why you couldn't stay.
It's hard to be afraid of love.
Makes you think that you are falling from above.

You shouldn't have worried I would have caught you if you fell.
I would have taken care of you till you were well.
I know how to love and I know how to feel.
And I know one day you will see that we had something real.

**all credits to **

http://dorky-lil-princess.deviantart.com