what happen for me?

i don't know what i am doing...

i feel sad...

i feel sick...

i feel nothing ...

something say that..

    everyone will become someone' s world...

    someone will become your world...

how about me??

who is my world

and i am whose??

are they kidding??

they only telling a story for the lovely girl...

pisces..

has many cinflicting

 i am also

actually i don't even know what i want

....

who i am?

what i can?

i really want to love again...

that time..i miss the love..

that time i hate love..

all of them are my worst ...

when you come, i go..

i want but afraid..

afraid to hurt again..

afraid to be a doll again..

i hate that kind of feeling..

that makes me scare..

i know i am nobody..

i have nothing to make others love me

i have nothing to be a good girlfriend..

astually ...i don't know how to love...

something i won't do to make you happy..

something i will do to make you angry

many thing i do in the way in my thought

nothing i can do to make you love me......

anything i can do to make myself better??

in truth i don't know

what i have done in this month

i remember i have many meeting and lesson for dance

HA~ is it grate ?

i don't know..

i just know that i am very tire

i just want to have a place to gave ma have a break

to relax just throw all thing away

can i ?

i cannot live without work

i am very busy

but i think i can't hold them well

i cannot make them to be perfect

HA...i am change

all in my life have changa..

i just don't belong here

i hope hope you understand

we might find our place in this world someday

but at least for now i gotta to go my own way...

sometime i think love is very far to me..

but sometime i think love is very easy to me..

it like if i push my hand out and i can catch it..

...but in many time..

i cannot find the shadow of love..

maybe...about that....

maybe...

i will never belive that again..

because i don't evan know what promise is..

everyonw promise me...they will do that..

but everyone break their promise...

and then throw it away...

so...how can i belive that?

i juat want to find someone who won't berak his promise...

who won't tell lies to me...

in the world....

is it really has that kind of the boy?

HA~

it just kidding...

don't make any teas for me...