相信未必幸福的幸福

It is quite contradictory, right? I used to accursed the examination system, but now I miss those rushing, dark days.

Fulfilled and unfulfilled hopes had stimulated reluctant disappointment and jealousy, and people [properly me only] had become more aware of the reality and the status of the world, changing and changing. Injustice. Appearance versus Reality.

Somehow I have an unknown fear of entering a university, especially a local one. I could hardly imagine my life. I wish I were younger.

These day becomes a bit celestial. May be I am too bored and think too much.......