尋晚本來去睇戲,so去左drama一陣就同keith講走,

我覺得可能佢地都有d失望-3-嗚...

雖然我星期三個晚都好開心咁同drama club d人食dinner

夜晚講左比啊keith知有呢件事..but我諗佢都係會有d失望ge...

搞到我都唔係好開懷咁走-3-3-3-3-3-

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去到grand真係我無講錯,都話今日先上晝家la<舞吧!昂>

死人tingting又唔信人講,又咁自信話係上左、激鬼死我 \ .. /  

接住係kowloon station行返去mk,夜景係好靚啊~~

最衰我部機無鬼左電!!!/~\又一激氣事

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之後睇野食飯...點知行經條路、人地係到拍緊野bo~

真係估唔到、頭先經過只係以為人地係到train dance、誰不知係拍film

仲有G.E.M同William,William幾大隻下、相反G.E.M真係唔高,我好似仲高過佢

但原來野馬好鍾意佢,真係tingting唔講,我唔知

佢地用d野好多都好old,、kino flo、腳、燈....組人就唔知點解好多人都好高

一見到就-口-.....唔知佢地有無加腳墊呢??@_@

唉、我都想有170-3-著衫會再好睇d、個人都望落再瘦d~~

最後又食埋dessert先走人、個涼粉好難食、d生果就超好味、

我都係覺得只係值$1x,但佢好貴QAQ又用左好多$...

返到門口、諗諗下我尋晚竟然食左差唔多5餐!!!!-0-oh no!!!

人生第一次咁瘋狂...嗚....都唔知我ge減肥計劃點算-m-

[雖然依家減左2磅、但唔夠啊!!]>_<

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頭先玩fb~~你是哪一種港產小食？我是缽仔糕~~~~

其實你來來去去都係得一兩款造型，不過勝在順眼，睇極都唔厭，

而且你個人給人溫暖可親的感覺，所以整體上都好多人鐘意你呢類形∼

你有ｄ特質有人覺得係缺點，但有人就覺得係優點，所以只要做好自己，唔洗理人點睇你啊∼

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哼~/_\

唔知點解、覺得自己ge生活好似好枯燥咁

終日圍繞上網、睇野、交收...我仲有d咩做?

如果無人約我去影相、可能我就只會留係屋企

如果唔使返學、我就會用呢d時間去交收,上網

我想發展我其他ge才能,但就係少左推動我ge動力...點算好呢+_+

msn:go!洗頭...尋日有6個未接來電令我好開心>v<...我想努力...但缺少動力-3-

近排都係累...唔開心..充斥住自己

排劇唔知點解都係未投入到,但心理醫生係我一直都想做ge野,我亦都想見好耐

被問到點解無去研究下,我其實真係有d啞左

因為懶?成日比藉口自己?....無呢個動力去做呢樣野

或者我ge熱誠係未夠去推動自己?咁我講ge野係米只係表面呢?

我唔鍾意比人睇唔起ge感覺,會好唔開心,會好似比人界左刀咁

所以我要睇多d戲,希望我ge$可以唔會使得咁快la/.@_@.\

我希望做到d成績比人睇,我ge選擇係岩ge

我真係可以做得到,亦都只有咁,我可以令到啊ma日後生活得好d,享下福

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人際關係依然唔係咁好,我成日係度諗,小肥係米唔鍾意我呢??

總覺得好似無升到中六,佢就開始咁....

但我又唔想咁睇自己ge fd /~\

做人真係好多野煩~.~

諗緊,唔開心個陣,我可以同邊個傾呢

啊紀,曾詠依家同我唔同左學校,

雖然都可以講,但情況佢未必了解到

tingting遲d唔係我班ge,雖然佢好似好d,有時*ge野可以幫到我

但佢又好似少少細路,好易沮喪,仲有好多野煩tim=-=

sarah同佢講、但幫唔到我,有時我亦都諗唔到講咩先至適合

我諗係因為年紀問題,我始終都未夠成熟-3-

樹都係一個好好ge聆聽者,但係佢好矛盾,同一講一定好耐,

唔知點解有d唔想同佢傾,哈哈,係我對唔住你>_<

wing子依家準備會考...e?其實我地係好fd、但好似好少講自己ge心事bo~哈哈~@@"

有ge...但唔係成日都圍繞對方ge而講、多數係對方身邊ge野~~好似怪怪的

kwan yu....其實佢都成日有搵我,but....我成日都分心左係其他野到^^kaka

我做聆聽者好似好過佢做,因我話做咩唔問我ive d野,佢一句就話我無咩興趣知....

激死我、當關心下我唔得咩-3-哼哼

helen....巨蟹座其實應該同我幾夾家....但我總係心防好重....雖然我都當佢係好朋友

但就係無咩點同佢傾過計....可能因為我暗地裡好妒忌佢有動力成日整cake,

又比人讚...靚女得來又有男仔緣[係因為佢粗魯,無分男女界線]....又有fai仔呢個後山[但依家好似唔係了?!]....

.......可能.......最重要ge係......

佢一來就入左我地個堆,就搶走左wing同kwan yu-3-!!!!哈哈,呢樣一定有....因為我估有慾大....

哼哼哼.....不過佢都有一個好大ge缺點令到人唔開心.....so我就算啦、哈哈@v@

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其實我都有d了解佢地啊,但我就成日無咩觀察佢地ge真心

我心防真係好大家....所以成日以為人地睇唔穿我....

呢個問題我一早知左好耐,但我口不認心認...[好似調轉左來講@@"]

哈哈,但我暫時生活都ok ge....呢幾日最開心ge事....大概就係....

尋日無聽到有電話,居然有6個未接來電吧>v<

點解開心??因為我無諗到咁多人搵我[雖然其一是我ma打來的]

有2個係因為無聊打比我、呵呵~兩個想問我得唔得閒lo~

睇來多d同人傾下電話都會令人[/自己]開心多dge^^

因為會諗:e?佢搵我啊??ge感覺^ v ^

我尋晚真係好開心家....雖然排劇都係唔多順利.....

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ｍｓｎ：唔哈,哈!眼訓但唔訓得住-3-...仲有好多野學...自我厭惡...睇左貓咪咕咕,果然貓好得意>v<鍾意她人的感覺Taylor Swift..唔想再估估下

呢排心情都唔係咁好、可能係同學影響啦

組員之間都仲係未有一齊努力個種心態、搞到好多人其實都唔係好開心

好似同最初ge諗法調轉左...

tingting依家愈來愈無心機,可能同佢地愈fd,愈感覺到佢地實在太唔體諒人la~

佢壓力都愈來愈大、真係唔知點好

佢地細路但tingting又何嘗唔係啊,其實認真想做好一樣野ge話,

點都會有一種力量、排除萬難、達到自己ge要求ge....

又可能係當局者迷啦~~[我覺得創作呢d句子ge人真係好勁、一定係好了解人生@v@]

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我依家開始進入劇社,當初我都知道其實劇社係好少show ge,亦只會係學校到show on

但我無諗到原來佢地真係超認真,keith做社長係好適合,

佢會體諒人,幫到人、又可以觀察到人地有咩不足,tim同狂人都係

第一次見狂人有d怕、佢比我ge感覺係...好有壓逼感,好似可以睇穿晒我咁

佢雖然唔係大我好多,但處事手法真係有一手~個時華dee唔想做會唔會都係因為咁呢??

跟住見返啊tim,wa舍~佢又係有款超認真ge樣,唉唉~我道行真係仲好淺

咁易就好似比人睇穿晒咁、so呢個都可能係我緊張ge原因之一 -3-

但最搞笑係keith成日都無得上鏡,唔知係米因為佢個樣ge問題[超多暗瘡,哈哈]

佢係project到好似又係thomas定囡囡反對佢無得出鏡、劇社又係無得做actor

哈哈哈,真係好搞笑,但佢其實又好有演藝細胞家wo~@@但我諗係佢平時都不斷訓練先有呢d成就

另外一d本身geator、佢地真係擺左好多心機落去、其中今次個女主角ivy,

我上次已經見到佢份劇本係"容容"爛爛家la...我相估係佢返左無數次&練習先會咁

睇來我要加把勁先得!!我從來無諗過做戲會咁難...走位、語氣、聲線、無一唔係會影響成個舞台劇氣氛ge野

我仲有好多野要學....

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依家又有個英文project,份野完全未搞好...唉~~我自己又有pc同交收、

屋企野我都想清晒佢、書、精品、衫...-3- 又想汁下自己d野,睇下戲、去圖書館&做下bread同蛋糕

8月表姐仲結婚tim、好想減走廿磅著衫更靚@@....好似成個下學期都超多野做

啊啊!!!!仲有搵工tim~~最煩ge係我11月先至18years old...身分證啊啊~~~

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依家同好多人都唔熟,不論係pc的、同學、劇社、親戚甚至係中學同學都有好多唔熟ge人

熟ge人有時我又覺得我其實唔太了解佢、到底...係我ge問題定其他人ge問題

睇來我ge心房真係超高...或者我都係見一下心理醫生解釋下好...

有人可以話我知幾$$的?哈哈~v~

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今日9點先起身、搞到無得上山

咁我之前推左兩個約又係為左乜=-=[仲要兩個都好想去,其中一個比左$]

之後極嬲自己...因為尋晚玩電腦玩到1點幾

但無玩ge話都未必今日早起ge,雖然有可能...

我知道今次無人可以推卸責任,完全係自己ge錯

so一直係度唔開心,嬲鬼左自己，我都講左今日會自閉一日

本來諗住唔開電腦當罰自己,都係時候好好汁下自己d野

但偏偏事遺己願,9點幾個fd就打來問我有無開電腦,

個時仲煩緊等sao電話,so話遲d先打返比佢

其實我都預左一定係下次先去得家啦...唉~激死人

之後覺得好對hody唔住-3-得佢一個女仔...

又諗到下次無得同自己班d人去...唉~

唔想見人so都唔去踏單車lu~一個message令人地勁關心我

唔通我個message真係表現得咁哀?!

但我無覆住、我關左電話,唔想人搵我

本來諗住拎起埋個屋企電話,但又覺得咁樣唔得so都無做

我諗debby會明我需要私人空間、佢地唔會搵我住

跟住打返比個fd、同佢傾傾傾...雖然佢有安慰我..又勸我同佢出去-->溫書

但我真係唔想見我識ge人..&我唔想溫書、老實講我都唔想溫\\\

讀左ive之後就懶左好多-3-

傾傾傾,佢仲sd左好多歌比我、不過我無咩點用心聽...心情都仲係低落

來回on off左好多次..哈哈

真係有d對唔住啊樹..其實佢成日都好關心我,我就一時時啦...=A=

到12點幾..到kwan yu sd message來、本來佢話佢去玩war game、原來就無得玩,哈

佢又好寂寞咁一個人坐係到看野...又傾左我朝早ge野

點幾到hody打返來...wa幾勁，我cut左佢手提、打返去、竟然多左個人on line

第二次打去、無左個女人聲、卻多左個男人聲...

第三次打、終於正常、佢話佢返到沙田,之後仲話都聽到第一次有個女人、

即係人地唔知點解cut到線入來,但我就無聽到佢把聲,第二次就係佢架車d人講緊野

等我嚇死仲以為兩次都有人咁岩cut到線入來???=A=

3點幾、啊哥返到來,去左訓,到我出去一陣啦,真係好鬼死凍~田~

點知居然被困...咁大個人都係第一次有呢件事發生

好彩唔係困左好耐...但係呢短暫ge時間內、

我已諗過部野會唔會好似電影咁...突然跌落去、我地全部人死晒

又或者係、我食緊粒糖、應該唔會咁快餓死住ge...啊!!我無帶電話同唔到人say byebye tim

勁多野~~我果然係個向負面方向諗野ge人...

到落左街,個太陽都唔係好勁、都係有d凍...check戶口居然多左幾千蚊

又諗會唔會係黑$來?一定入錯左落我銀行?定咁快又有??一路上都好擔心-.-

是紀人憂天我知道,但就是不能不想到啊!!!黑暗的我=_=...

返到屋企一直過過過,想起今日真係突然好多人搵我,睇返so u think u can dance[上星期]

就又多一個人打來,原來係啊紀,呵呵、好開心啊紀打來、哈哈

我都好耐無打比佢啊,as我懶又怕kakaka

跟住tingting又打來話居然今日ricky同佢一樣去左花展,激到啊水紮紮跳-v-

之後話問我聽朝去唔去影、我都ok ge-3-心好羨慕佢地咁好、

不過我無gus,係咁家啦~~依家諗返今日真係超多人搵我bo~ -V-

hody,樹,jackal,zoe,kwan yu,tingting,啊紀...-q-如果wing同曾詠都打來就好啦,呵~