there is too long time that i hv not writen down what i hv done in tw
recently
i hv got into a trouble
i want to sing a song in a show to ot103
but i really hv not any beat in my life
so i am so sorry about that
everyone are hot-blooded
it seems too hard to get into their group
am i too coldly?
maybe i am really not hot-blooded enough
i hv not joined any sport's competitions
so i hv not trained with them
maybe this is the main reason why i can't hv identity with them
recently
i hv a little bit worry
i worry that i can not handle the homework, the test, the project and many different things
i don't hv enough faith to realize i can do it
can i do it?
i hv asked myslf many times
but there is no ans
i know the world is big
and i just like a sand
but a sand also have a sand's trouble
i chatted with my lovely grandma in the afternoon
she told me my bro's trouble about his part time job
exactly, it is lena's trouble
she told me my uncle's health problem and the other trouble
it seems all of us hv different difficulties
ha, it is life, it is destiny, right?
i know i must be strong to face these difficulties
just a little difficulty in life
so it is not horrible
even though it seems not easy to pass, it will pass in the future
just relax and take it easy
i can do it, no, i must hv done it
i promise i can fulfil what you want me to fulfil
therefore
don't worry me
i will be fine |