臉上掛著笑容,不等於我是開心的....
只是不想讓人看見,不想看見我的苦容,不想身邊人不開心....
其實我很不想笑,只是真心地大哭一場......
愈笑愈想哭.....我很想大哭一場,然而卻未能如願...
儘管已經幾次崩潰...淚,不得不留.................

只要流盡了,就沒事了嗎?

i don't　know where i would be

without you staying with me.......