L done with my fd
as a result , i won't feel sorry from missing L

if L and my fd won't dating
i will be the fd with L again

before , i felt sorry while i was missing L
then i controlled myself to stop missing her
now , i won't control myself to stop it when i miss her
because L is not my fd's gf 
so i won't feel sorry for my fd~~~

if my fd will not date with her in the future
i will follow my planning
however , if my fd date with her again
i will escape L again~~~!!

because i won't want to feel sorry about my love towards my fd's gf~~