the feeling before you do sth you don;t like

is quite similar to the feeling before running 800meters .

you guys have that kind of feeling as well right ??

well i had planned to go home this weekend

but my dream has been broken

i have a ninterview for AIESEC tomorrow morning .

well

actually i should be happy about that ,

cause i really look forward to it .

noy only to the opportunity to go abroad to improve my

oral english 

but also to the experience i can have to compete with other brilliant students .

i regard it as  a challenge

and i shoud treat it seriously .

well i wrote a poem for it this afternoon

but i haven'e decided the name

but it is not going to be a big deal

the poem is like this

fear is what i hate

but i shall never

let it get in my way

succeddful to be my fate

courage instead

rise up

with courage and power

with  you Nike will stay.

 NIKE IS the name of the godess of victory in greek stories .

尼可is the chinese translation

haha

personaaly i think it is a good poem

it is my second poem

if the former one bitch counts.

haha

i recited another poem today

it is written by a british poet

called william wordworth

the name of the poem is  i wandered lonely as a cloud .

or 我如流云般孤独的徘徊

it is a beautiful poem but it is a little bit long

here is the poem

i wandered lonely as  a cloud

i wandered lonely as a cloud

which floats on high over vales and hills 

when all at a once i saw a crowd 

a host of golden daffodils 

beside the lake and beneath the tree 

fluttering and dancing in the breeze 

continuous as stars that shine and twinkle on the milky way 

they stretched in never -ending line 

along the margin of the bay .

ten thousand saw i at a glance 

tossing their head in the sprightly dance 

the waves beside them danced too 

but they 

out-did the sparkling waves in glee 

a poet would not but be gay 

in such a jocund company 

i gazed and gazed but little thought 

the wealth the show tome had brought 

for oft when on my couch i lie 

in vacant or in pensive mood 

they flash upon that inward eye

which is the bliss of solitude

and when my heart with pleasure

fills 

and dances with the daffodils

and another poem our teacher showed today

a ver yvery short poem about time

time you gypsy man

will u not stay

put up you caravan

just for one day ....

haha

nice isn't it

well today i had lunch in a so called korean restaurant outside

and we had stone -pot stirred rice

and it was a little bit terrible

because the egg WAS almost raw

every one knows that i do not eat raw things

not even an egg

and there were alot of chopped  onion slices

every one knows that i do not eat onion

what was worse

i mistook those onion slices for cabbage

and i ate alot before i realised that they might be onion slices

then all the afternoon

i can smell the smell of onion in side my mouth ..

terrible isn't it

but my dinner was quite satisfying

we had potatoes with beef

and japanese tofu

and w ehad a dessert which was made of corn

i ate many bowls of rice

andi was stuffed to death

and i went poo-pooing right after i finished my dinner .

someone is busying cleaning our dorm right now

she is so annoying

and noisy

she will never put or carry a thing a quiet way

i really hate it when i am doing sth related to english;

shit

!

damn your mother

wow

i 'd better go to bed now

and wish me good LUCK tomorrow .....