真係好搞笑,
咩叫做覺得我「e+好似玩多過讀書」?
都話有時有d關係變左就變左架啦...
我o係呢邊d野你知幾多?
兩個月黎第一次夜晚出去唱k ja wo,
咁就叫玩多過讀?
咁矛盾既你地?
又係你地叫我出多d去,
唔好成日o係屋企自閉,
識多d fd講多d野,
e+出一出去又話我去玩?
咁遲d如果我識到d外國男仔fd係咪又會比人話我「掛住溝鬼仔多過讀書」?
真係little that star..
我o係呢邊d成績點你又清楚咩?
我次次test都全班頭3個高分,玩多過讀書?
過左黎兩個月差唔多3個月,
加埋都係唱過兩次k,
mall都係行過3次,
church去過3次,
supermarket去過4次,
post office去過1次,
china town去過1次,
冇喇wo,
你自己將戈75日減番我出過去幾多日睇下我有幾多日留o係屋企好嗎?
唔係我唔想同你keep contact,唔係我唔想同你繼續好似以前咁fd,
係你根本冇去諗過得閒同我傾下計~...
咩叫做好擔心我?
呢種就叫擔心?
咁好對唔住,我真係感受唔到..
淨係有種感覺就係當我真係出事既時候先會有戈d所謂既關心...
不過其實呢d野我過黎之前都已經有諗過~
其實都好正常姐~
我又唔o係澳門,同澳門 d fd一定會疏遠架啦~
唔好成日講咩:「唔好咁講啦~我地永遠都係咁fd既~~」
呢d野唔好隨便講,
講就易,會有幾多人可以做到?
記得edward之前有篇日記都有講過類似既野..
一堆fd只要距離遠左,
自自然就會疏遠,
最後就會開始遺忘~
然後又會識到另一堆fd,跟住又玩得好埋,
then又再疏遠如此類推~
岩架wo~
唔係任何人既錯,
係自然既循環程序~
冇咩所謂啦~又唔係第一次有呢種感覺~
form1 form2戈陣唔係成日都係咁架咩?
或者我都要開始習慣,
習慣下戈d自己討厭既感覺...
唔好成日叫我識多d fd戈唔得?
你話識就識架拿?
識左又話唔識又話,
我真係就黎比你地搞到痴線~
你地o係澳門可以成日成堆fd一齊出去玩就緊係咁講啦..
講就易...我不嬲都唔係d主動既人,呢樣野又有幾多個人知?
我係鍾意落雨,不過我係only鍾意落雨既聲音,
呢樣野又有幾多個知?
其實我份人好怕寂寞好怕孤獨,
呢樣野又有幾多個知?
其實我好易就會心淡,
但係又會唔甘心..
又有幾多人知?
哈,知d咩?咩都唔知..
原諒我今日篇日記d氣氛咁差,
因為我真係好no mood..
呢d野我e+日日都會諗,
唔講下出黎我真係遲早精神病..
唔打喇,
byes~
