琴晚ge日記未打完~~打到邊le~~@@

算na~~haha~~

琴晚音樂會好開心~~

影左好多相~~

因為係virgin部相機影~

所以要等佢得閒sd番d相比我先post得一兩張上黎~~@@

你地耐心d等下na~~haha~~

琴晚識多左幾個琴行d人~~@@

有個女仔叫譚穎芝~~原來佢piano都好勁~!@@

彈得好好~~~係鬼婆(一個俄羅斯女人~)教ga~~

仲有個男仔叫李杰明~~原來佢都係琴行ge學生~~

都係鬼婆教~~

但係點解我地都未見過ge~~=.=

佢都彈得幾好~~

不過可能佢緊張~~所以正式表演戈陣有dd失準~~

但係已經好過我好多倍...

跟住出場前同佢吹左幾句~~

傾下彈咩歌~~佢幾nice的~~^^~~haha~~

佢著左件長袖恤衫西褲打tie~~

同晏就d feel差好遠~~感覺煥然一新~!

我同virgin都差d認唔到~~

e+發覺著長袖恤衫西褲打tie ge男仔好英氣~~

著西裝唔單止tim~!又英氣又型~~成熟好多~~

可能因為琴晚佢地拉小提琴ge唔係恤衫西褲皮鞋就係成套西裝~~

(唔係wo~~=.=好似得魚蛋一個係著西裝~~)

搞到個個都好英氣~~好pro咁~~haha~~

魚蛋琴日仲同carmen玩到din咁~~

din左~~=.=haha~~

不過見到魚蛋比carmen整古覺得好好笑~~

陳嘉瑩琴晚著到超靚~~!

好似個伴娘咁~~>.<好好~

d小朋友都著得好靚~~

琴晚小朋友ge表演都唔錯~~

不過有幾個失準了..不過我戈幾個學生仔都彈得唔錯~~=v=

唔緊要na~~>.<盡力咪得lo~~緊張je~haha~

濠濠好得意~~>.<(好似升一年班~~carmen d學生~~)

佢彈完我同carmen捉住佢影相~~=.=

haha~~佢比我地迫佢影左好多相~~

佢太搞野了~~又得意~~好想mit佢~~>.<

haha~~

momoko都有彈oh~~>.<唔錯唔錯~~

有個女人(定係女仔?=.=)~~都係鬼婆教的~~

佢都彈得好有feel~~>.<

鬼婆教出黎ge都好勁~~@@

我都想佢教...

表演完左史生叫我地lor左個花籃d花走~~

唔好哂左d花~~

hehe~~d花e+插左o係個vase到~~

d玫瑰開得好靚~~@@~~

因為virgin又有東東車~~

我迫陳偉民黎車埋我走~~haha~~

真係唔好意思lu~~要佢o係塔石又番番過黎車~~

鬼叫佢開c家車~~wahaha~

車上有另一個女仔~~好靚的~~!>.<

真係唔錯oh~~@@~~

陳偉民話叫我跟佢學幾個月琴~~haha~

但係點同李生開口...

我都想跟第二個學下野..@@

but我唔好意思同李生講~=.=

算na~~>.<講到lee到~~

希望virgin快d sd番d相黎na~~>.<

好想post比你地睇下~~>.<haha~~

我真係懷疑自己有抑鬱症了~=.='

頭先番學上上下堂突然好down好冇心機~

好唔開心~

好想快d消失~

成日都係咁...

唔想再成日無la la down~好煩~

不過我之所以會咁~成日無la la咁sad~

都係因為你...

喂~~好累ar~~=.=

好想聽日先打~~=.=

我地ar~~@@

我地個4手聯彈...我唔滿意自己~

因為某d位彈錯左~~

不過史生話我同virgin彈完之後反應好熱烈~~haha~~

好多人拍掌~~

中場休息戈陣d唔識ge ar姨都走黎話我地彈得好~~haha~

話好震撼~~>.<

ar joe仲搞笑~~話聽完我地彈又有番精神支柱~~=.=

有咁誇張ma~~?=.=haha~~

老實講~~

今日有去睇戈d係咪覺得悶~~=.=

因為好多小朋友彈~~@@

不過你地都睇哂全部~~@@感謝你地~~>.<

多謝ivy~joe~edward~benson~師兄同剪髮師2號~~and包sir

仲有老豆同ar妹~~多謝你地黎睇~~>.<

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打到lee到先~明日再續~好累...=.=

朋友們~~

你地真係要同我講加油先得喇...T^T

我已經盡力ga la...

我都唔知點解越練越錯的...~~

聽日就係音樂會了~

都唔知點死好....

唔想比大李生睇死!

佢到時一定係到!

仲有我敬重ge chan wai man都會o係到!

聽日唔可以樣衰~..=.=

teo!!~~fighting!!

 

唔打la練琴~

 

 

 

 

p.s今日係carey生日~~生日快樂ar傻仔~!!haha~~

係咪好靚仔le~~~=.=haha~~

佢叫林柏禧~~!係Nico ge學生~~今年升一年班~~

一見佢就知佢係個乖小孩~~又可愛~~

個名又特別~~=.=

頭先同nico chat msn~~

原來ar!林柏禧lee個小朋友真係好乖~~

成日都話要彈好d歌等佢妹妹番黎彈比佢聽~

原來話佢妹妹好似有病~~要成日過hong kong睇醫生..@@

真係乖小孩...我要講哂比琴行所有姐姐聽等佢地錫哂你!

林柏禧同高樂文都係升一年班~~=.=

nico話有次林柏禧同佢講話好中2高樂文~~=.=

仲話好想同高樂文訓覺~~......=.=兩個小男孩!...

小子咁細個就竟然中2男仔....=.=唔得..要改正改正~~!

唔可以浪費左一個將來會變成好男仔ge小孩~~>.<

nico話掂下佢隻手都好似好唔好意思~~=.=

haha~~小朋友真係得意~~^^~~

 

 

講番今日先~~@@~~

兩點幾就已經番到琴行~~到成7點..=.=

好累le~~

唔知係咪因為訓得少搞到練琴都冇力咁...@@

後日就係音樂會!要加油...

唔彈錯唔彈錯~~!!

我覺得今次音樂會小提琴ge部分會好正!!~

正過鋼琴同古箏le~..>.<

今日聽到佢地拉..都din ge..=.=

仲有!!@@

羅嘉敏佢....=.=

佢.....

佢今日無la la送野比我~~=.=話係補送生日present~@@~~

因為有d受寵若驚所以唔記得講多謝~~@@

多謝ar小嘉敏~~~=3=~~haha~~

份present係一隻"額"~@@

同gap峰上年ge聖誕present戈隻"額"同色~~

係黑胴色"令"身ge~~@@~~

我都幾中2ar~!>.<

最重要係因為佢用個天藍色ge靚盒裝住~~...@@

天藍色的...@@太靚了!

thanks so much~!!

頭先明明記得有野要講~~=.=

e+又唔記得左tim~~=.=

算na~~下次諗到先講na~~haha~~

今日朝早番學仍然係冇乜特別~~=.=

不過maths堂有聽下書~~@@同埋畫骨架~~

搞到又比virgin話唔聽書了~~=.=haha~~

不過今日覺得好累~~

可能lee排成日遲睡早起掛~~=.=haha~~

放學去左wendy home睇下有冇arm ge白色衫~~

皆因之前買戈兩件都襯唔到條白色裙~~@@~

搞到超冇mood~~

不過le~!今日終於買arm喇~~T^T

終於襯到條裙~~

都係要有virgin o係到先得~~

好na~~你咁有眼光第二時我做到fasion designer~~>.<

就免費design件婚紗to you na~~haha~~

做到先算na...=.'=

wow~~係咪好期待我著裙會點le~~=．=

(除左校裙之外~~=.=haha~~)

今日o係virgin home同佢一齊換左套衫~~

佢黑色我白色~~

幾襯ar~~haha~~

影低左d相~~不過唔會比你地睇~~haha~~

到時音樂會咪睇到~~haha~~

[不過著住條裙真係好唔自在...=.=

太耐冇著裙la~(除左校裙..)

覺得好冇安全感tim~~=.=

睇怕戈日都要著條好厚ge波褲o係入面先得...]

今日見virgin同魚蛋講番野le~~@@

有傾有講咁~~

應該冇哂事na~~

都過左咁耐~~大家應該都成熟哂lu~~>.<

haha~~"公"喜你地做番fds ~~>.<

(好白痴咁tim...)

p.s究竟"公"喜個"公"字點打....=.=

今日ar~~@@~朝早番學~~

冇咩特別~~=.=

係la~~跟住下就又陪練琴lo~~@@

都係冇咩特別~~

ar!!英梓軒小朋友今日生日~~^^~~

我都唔知tim~~小子鴉~~>.<又唔一早同我講~~

等我請你食雪糕鴉ma~~~=.=haha~~

生日快樂le梓軒小朋友~~!!!

o係到祝你比其他小朋友學琴學得更快~~

希望你對piano ge喜愛程度永遠都唔好退減~~

同埋大人們都錫哂你~~=.=haha~~

仲有今日原來都係羅嘉敏生日~~@@~~

又唔早講~~=.=個個都好似我咁收埋到生日戈日先講le~~=.=haha~

祝埋你生日快樂同埋8級piano一齊pass~~!!

仲有d sad 野disappear哂~~開心野就越多na~~>.<haha~~

好似好行咁...=.=

anyway hapi birthday na~~=.=haha~~

跟住就幫你地買飛na~~=.=~~

買左8張~~

ba ba~ar妹~joe~benson~ivy~ivy's bf~

仲有兩張~~

陪琴之後去左joy's mini比左師兄同髮型師2號(唔知佢個名..=.=)

joy's mini真係幾有feel的~~d裝修~~@@~

個招牌好靚~~d colour好舒服~~@@~~

仲有冇人睇jek~~=.=

我想個場可以坐到滿哂~~~話哂都第一次上台彈琴~~=.=

唉~!講起就興~~!

買左兩件白色上身衫原來都係襯唔到條白色dress的!!

我著咩ar咁~~

冇time la~~god.....

今日好想更加坦白咁打lee篇日記~~

可能因為我唔係好明d歌詞想表達d咩na~

唔係講得太似我~~@@

都有3份1似ge~@@

不過都唔係十分似ge~~

自覺的不普通可會是平凡一種
未見得自命特別的一定更加出眾
絕對不似別人 話講得那麼重
聽起來 為何又那樣無自信

拿~~lee段我就唔係咁覺喇...

可能你唔明戈種feel na...

我要令自己特別先有自信....

而唔係因為自信所以我先特別~~

因為我份人不嬲都冇自信...由form.1到e+都係咁~

就算我今日o係日記話:「我要有自信d!」

都只係得個講字...因為我根本做唔到...

我唔知自己有咩可以令自己有自信~

如果我一放棄特別lee個念頭~我就會覺得好無地自容...

覺得自己好似隻醜小鴨甚至係螞蟻.....~

你知唔知係乜野令到我e+更易自卑?

你了解到係乜野ma?

我坦白咁話你知~ivy戈時對我個樣ge批評~

已經導成我走上lee條路...

我唔係怪佢~因為佢講得冇錯....

仲有ant.alex.austin.dennis.....

佢地以前講過ge野我更係永遠都唔會忘記...

仲有pv~

每經過一個難受ge階段~我就越覺得自己要變...

到form.4戈陣我已經完完全全接受左自己ge變化~

有d神經病咁~~覺得自己本來就係咁~

haha~~我真係以為自己本黎就係咁冇變過le~~...

因為我自己都覺得變左ge自己就係真實ge自己~~

所以我仍然係肯定一直我都係真心對每一個fd~~

但係一睇完你眾多篇打擊我ge日記..我簡直係呆左~

連你都唔明白我點解會變得咁中2特別ma?

你知唔知ar...我唔敢睇番自己以前form.1 form.2d相~

因為就係因為我以前咁唔靚~所以先比佢地話....

到琴晚開始我連form.3d相都唔敢睇la~

因為K講ge野...

因為"sdna"ge取笑...

「你知唔知點解 K戈陣中2 teo一排又話唔中2佢ar?

哈哈哈~~我話你知鴉~~

因為佢話同完teo出街覺得佢好似男仔ar~~哈哈哈~~~」

幾個月前~~ivy話:

「teo~我覺得le~~你個樣好似唔同左ar~~

e+好似~似番女仔樣咁~~好過以前好多~~」

係!因為form.4之前ge我好男仔頭咁!

我所以我唔要做番form.4之前ge自己!

我要有自己ge style~有自己ge諗法!有自己ge性格!

我已經改緊唔好成日依賴你地!

因為我知將來你地都唔會有咁多時間去理我~

我想堅強d...我都想好似你咁成日都有自信....

我成日都o係到度諗點解d人可以咁有自信?

點解我好不容易先建立到ge少少自信..

每次都因為某d小事某d說話就可以即刻打沉我?

我ge自信係建立o係邊到?你e+明未?

要我放棄我真係唔捨得...已經進步左ga la~

可唔可以唔好番去以前...

我唔想...唔想再搞到自己抬唔起頭!

好不容易先抬得起頭...可唔可以放過我?

好似今日咁比lin lin迫我將個頭整到好簡單....

我直頭唔想比人見到...覺得好自卑....

番學戈陣我係dup低頭唔望人...

因為我又諗起"sdna"講ge野...覺得好似番番去form.3!

你知唔知琴晚我知道"sdna"咁講我戈陣...

我真係好hurt...~

好想求其打比人對住個電話喊....

但係我唔想搞到自己成個癲婆咁~

lee兩三個月黎我都成日o係到抑壓自己...

知唔知有幾辛苦?辛苦到喊都唔夠,..

比人知你唔開心有咩用?

咪比人話你博同情~扮可憐....

lee幾日真係好唔開心好想大喊一場....

但係唔得ga...喊左je係輸左...輸左比d衰人..

比佢地知我喊實會好開心~

唔想打落去la~

對唔住...打太多喇...sorry

琴日2點幾去左joy's mini 剪頭髮~~@@

都係叫佢修下je~

因為我唔捨得剪走個剪陰~~=.=haha~~

都係搵番師兄剪~~

原來咁多間joy's入面佢係最後生ge髮型師~~@@

先戈廿一歲~~

琴日一路剪一路o係到吹水~~

佢講番自己生平d野~~好似好感慨咁~~=.=haha~~

(但係先得戈廿一歲~~)

原來佢15,16歲到就做lee行ga la~~@@

不過要由低做起~~都幾辛苦~~

後來佢去左唔知邊到讀戈d類型係課程ge野~~

考左個牌~~就開始幫人剪頭髮~~

上年6月開始參加髮型比賽~~

參加ge比賽越黎越高水準~~

到e+~~一年內攞左兩個冠軍~~一個亞軍~兩個優異~仲有個最佳咩咩獎~~

好似係最佳設計...(唔知有冇記錯le~~=.=)

剪完hair~~佢仲ling d報紙比我睇~~佢剪低左~~

有幾篇報導都係講佢攞獎~~@@

佢公司好上識佢ga!

真係好勁...佢真係好中2剪頭髮~~

「因為當你完成左一年作品,得到人地認同ge時候~

你就會好滿足好開心~~個心唔知點咁~」

上次剪頭髮戈陣佢講ge~~唔~~!

我都希望將來如果我做到fasion designer~~

我ge每一件作品都得到人地ge認同~~!!!~~^^~~

唔~~我都好想好似佢咁勁~~

不過有d難度~~佢話除左睇一個人ge天份~~

仲要睇下佢夠唔夠運同臨場ge表現~~

天份我就麻麻ga la~~...

但係我一定會努力~~!!

「每件作品都要將自己ge感情擺落去」

加油le!~我要fighting!!~

haha~~=.=

我已經拉埋師兄同另一個幫人剪頭髮ge野去睇我地ge音樂會~~

haha~~佢地又肯去睇~~叫我買完飛ling比佢地~~

除左佢地e+暫時仲有ivy~~ivy's bf~~joe~benson~

kar話今日次內答覆我~~

想去先好去wo~~@@唔係ge就唔好勉強自己~~=.=

雖然我好想你地黎支持下~~haha~~

不過我唔想迫你地~~=.=

因為我憎人迫我~~所以我都唔想迫人~~

琴晚番多次theatresport ge入門班~~~

麻麻le~~@@~~

唔夠我地之前咁好玩~~haha~~>.<

之前堂堂都笑死咁制~~~ha~~

琴晚先知原來"sda"真係咁頂人....

x佢..........咁8婆都有!

咁中2講人壞話講是非!!仲要o係到奸笑!!!!!

wa!好賤!!平時仲懶係冇野!好nice咁笑~!!

仲好nice咁同你打招呼!!

原來同佢+姐一樣都係笑面虎......

點解lee個世界上有d咁粉瘤ge人!

正一痔瘡!太毒瘡!惡瘤!!

妖...!!

喂~~喂~~!friend們~~

7月14~星期5~~係我地琴行ge兩週年音樂會~~

o係文化中心舉行~!

$20蚊一張飛~~

我同virgin都有份彈le~~>.<係4手聯彈~~

你地有興趣就黎睇na~~＠＠~~

不過坦白講~~會有d好細個ge小朋友彈@@~~

可能會覺得有d悶oh~~=.=

不過le!!~你地黎就可以睇下我著裙係點~~!!

(除左校裙~~=.=)

因為我出親街都差唔多係未著過裙~~!

都唔知有幾耐冇著過~~@@

所以好難得oh~~!=v=我肯著裙~~

wahahaha~~!

........無聊...=.=

黎睇就同我講na~~我幫你地買飛~~ha~~

頭先睇完廖國瑋個concert~~

...＠＠~~

唔知講咩好~顯得我好無地自容~=.=

好似我地係同年的~

佢咁勁都有~~=.=

佢彈蕭邦戈首野真係好正~~＠＠~~

蕭邦作ge曲聽落好舒服~~@@

原來wai man兄有私家車~~＠＠~~

完左concert佢車左我番home~~@@ ~~haha~~

第一次坐其他人ge私家車~~@@

wow~!有少少開心~~haha~~>.<

不過我覺得好無奈....有d down..@@

唔係..係好down...唔知點解,..@@

又屈la又屈la~

咁我唔搵番前年d野講都唔得na...

頭先同gi小學妹chat msn~

前年ge聖誕戈排~d人以為我同K行緊~其實冇...

唉...!!!原來d人講話係我溝K!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

我不嬲都唔會溝咩溝物ga la!!

就算中2左我都唔會比佢知!!

戈陣係K add我icq先..係佢話鐘意我...雖然唔知真定假..

冇幾耐之後佢話d feel已經淡左...

所以我地根本冇一齊過!!

所以話條件好ge男仔都冇好野!!

d人覺得佢唔會鍾意我d普通到冇得再普通ge女仔ar ma!!!

係ar!我係唔靚仲冇身材!成績又麻麻!又唔識好似你地d女仔咁溫柔!

既然我都知自己事na!我唔係自信心仲爆澎到去追d條件好咁多ge男仔ar?

做乜q又o係到亂作野!!正一粉瘤!痴線!!

搞到原來gi都覺得我好"放"........

咪玩la!!我未拍過都算la~仲比你地班粉瘤亂屈!

今獲真係火都黎埋!!!

頂!!食屎la!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

不過算na~~當佢地知衰戈陣就會內疚一世~~=.=

wahahaha~~=.=