幾日無打日記...發生左好多事...真係好多事...佢對我...變番好似以前咁...真係好好...令到我...好溫暖...
仲有9日...19號...19號...佢同我既決擇日子...呢幾日佢會番屋企...唔知會點呢...佢會做d乜呢....唔係對佢無信心...只係...好驚果種心痛既辛苦感覺...真係好辛苦...懷疑...秒秒都掛住佢做緊乜...為乜呢...真係鍾意佢...簡單....
希望...佢真係可以完全放個心係我到...雖然佢仲係有阿成比佢既物品同回憶...但係....時間好重要...
有陣時我自己都分唔清...點解佢以前做既野會令我心痛...而家做番同一樣既野...我只係覺得無所謂,當睇唔到同埋隨便...?係因為我麻目左...習慣左...定係心淡左...?我自己都唔知...但係一樣野....我擔心佢既健康同埋開唔開心...
咁樣仲算唔算...好似之前一樣咁...?叫熱戀...?
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