Today, wake up at …it is really the first time that I have slept for 9 hours, especially I didn’t wake up for that thing. Back to school in a hurry, then in the second period, Gloria asked me for that, so I gave her without thinking I may need it. At recess, it is the first recess that we five stand together, but of course, not happy at all becoz of some reasons. Then the trouble comes after the fifth period. Knowing that each time the result will be the same…However, this time is the worst, overflowing seriously. Also, need to have the cem meeting until , but I have to go to school before for the safety guard. Rush back home & have lunch & back school again in only 20 mins…another record!! Stand at the front gate like a statue again. Three periods of ms ng…and I didn’t go fishing…wa..a record again…after school…meeting again about the cem, then back home and go for aural lesson. This time, really like a uniform party, all of us wear our school uniform. And i just stand again for the whole aural lesson. Then, back to sang chungwa and help my father. Back home at 10 sth.
Also, really get a little bit angry about someone, on Saturday, I have waited for you for a long time and even fall asleep while I was waiting. I planned to buy that before lunch. If you have any other thing to do, fine~ you can tell me…you've a enjoyable afternoon but what about me, just waiting & waiting & waiting...and I didn’t have my lunch that day becoz of you!!..and until now, I still haven’t brought that and the troubles come today because of insufficient XX.
Also, I feel that I am being ignored by those people. Especially that one, even almost haven’t communicate with me in school. Just pretending that i am not living in this world. They treated me like a stranger. Won’t care of me & my feelings. Also, our friendship becomes worse and worse. Can somebody tell me why?????????That’s why I am not happy at all in this form five life and wanna finish this life as soon as possible….
