今日，緊張的心情持續了一整天
9:00起身，睇台灣仲未出，想打死佢
今日就系理工截止，咁耐都仲唔出!!!
番到學校，阿包仲為緊尋日miss唔答佢畢唔畢到業而煩惱ing
雖則我都為佢擔心，但呢d野冇得強求ge~
餓住個肚練歌練到12:30到，買盈利番屋企食
擔憂左一陣間，就決定兩點幾去交錢，跟住去阿琪到he下
去到銀行都唔知點咁，交完錢之後就去阿琪到he下
其實唔知點解我覺得台灣一定會出，但兩點幾交完錢之後就唔想再去諗佢
陪完阿琪番學之後就買餸...番到屋企鬆一口氣咁大把先la
煲好水沖涼，阿包打電話唻話台灣出左，直覺就覺得如果我交之前睇下一定唔會蝕左嗰$10000
跟住即刻打比vivian，佢話我入左國立，但我想入ge系台北醫or高雄醫，而我事後發現，佢兩個排ge位置就系我入左ge國立ge下面
dum心...
反正睇完之後，就睇埋其它，跟住又系msn到討論下，做埋唒d無聊但系系一般考生都會做ge野
到最後，系食飯嗰陣，公佈左我成功ge消息:
國立台灣海洋大學--食品科學系
但...
whether I succeed or fail, the result still is: being punished by my dad.
中山，澳大，比佢罵到一臉屁；理工，比佢嘲笑實力低；台灣，比佢質疑我ge用心程度
反正我系佢心目中系衰女，衰人一名，從來都唔知我點解要系呢個家庭
可能我存在ge價值只系做媽咪死左之後ge家庭主婦&弟弟ge免費補習老師la
食完飯，auntie fong又打唻，諗番起澳大嗰晚，一接電話就想打死佢
last saturday, she talked with my father while I was sleeping
suddenly, my father asked me to talk with her
OMG, I was not feeling well!! And I didn't want to tell her the things about umac
so I talked with her for 30 mins. My head will be torn in pieces if she still talked with me.
And I cry for whole night because of my guilt.
今日，佢又打唻，真系方有好野
問完我咪又系咁，反正我同我老豆ge關係絶對唔會好番，就算好，都唔會好得去邊
呢篇blog，我由8:00打到而家10:00，都算我威ga la
p.s.而家有一絲ge念頭:系理工讀。但我知道呢兩條路我都唔會開心得去邊
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