extremly mood disorder

This is the 1st day that I went visiting mammy.
well.... the situation is not good
or i can even say.... BAD

why is IT again?
is it found on time? or early?
still waiting for detailed report n doctor's comments

i tried to bear....
but.... we could not help.......
I had not seen dad's tears before.....

cannot sleep until at 6......

well....you guys who see this entry,
pls do not find me
i need to relax?