Finally got a temporary job,

tho its so dangerous ,I did try sth new.

Colleagues' compliment always get me like a comfort, be the little flame in my heart. 

The hardest week gone and I am more get used to this job now.

Family, Futrue, Career.

Everyone's expectations, my own expectations. 

They fall, fall and fall. 

If the path is supposed to work like this, how I can deny or just push it away.

I do care my career so much.

At this moment, I cannot go back.

So I try to work hard, learn hard and play hard to change my fate. 

if it is still possible.

I am I.

I am still me without anyone. 

"you say you love me, but you are the one hurting me most."

You remind me. 

Sorry for putting you like this. 

I am the broken one. 

呢個幾星期。

喺返左幾日唔同既酒店之後

個agent原來同酒店d人搞錯左，呢排唔需要咁多人

所以我唔洗日日返，佢搵我先返，即係失業

呢排決定左好多野，包括係到簽約留半年

我會努力學holland文，比自己有更加多既工作機會可以揀

同埋 做左樣3年自己都唔敢做既野

可能真係心境唔同左 我覺得做左起碼對得住自己先

除左搵工同屋企wifi問題，好多野其實都係要感恩既

起碼人際關係都算幾好

愈黎愈透過唔同既人識到更多人

有d keep到 有d keep唔到

不過呢樣野 從來都係人夾人啦

I hope everything will go fine. 

I am changing and I even cannot tell my feeling.

After Akemi left, I have learnt and felt more, about everything. 

and I know I am growing.  

Almost two months.