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今日係星期日丫...琴日已經講好今日去丫婆度同丫爺度丫...不過...訓到好晏丫..丫媽同我講話要8點出門口..我以為係要8點要起身添丫...嘿嘿..咁8點鐘就啦啦聲起身啦...去廁所冼面果D野啦啦...搞好下..已經搞到8點9啦啦...D時間仲耐果返學添丫./...之後就去左丫婆度啦啦..係果度飲茶啦啦...丫媽同丫婆就係度講D38既野...丫公就自已係度飲酒...而我就係最悶果個啦啦...睇報紙..嘿嘿...好難得既係桃桃拎報紙黎睇丫...嘿嘿..不過..娛樂報先至岩我睇丫...一邊聽mp3..過左冇耐之後我地就去太子會3姑婆啦..係丫爺既細妹丫...之後我地就去左西灣河啦啦...之後我地都係去左飲茶丫...嗚嗚...嗚嗚...又飲茶渦...都叫埋一個叫做春伯既人黎...聽佢地講話呢個人幫左丫爺好多野丫...但係我點都唔覺得係羅....反而覺得佢好衰渦...好似呃人咁架渦...同丫媽講...丫媽話我多心...點解唔肯相信人者..但係我睇左佢好耐...都係覺得佢唔得丫...又或者我以家仲未可以完全咁去再去相信人啦啦...因為我知道每一個男人都係度講緊大話...係度呃緊我羅...搞到我乜事都唔肯去相信丫...又或者係我多心掛...去到丫爺果度...冇點食野...飲左幾杯水咋....一邊聽mp3...一邊睇報紙...一邊睇果個人丫..睇到有張報紙話油嘛地有鬼丫...嚇鬼死我啦/...好恐怖丫...返果陣經過油嘛地果陣都特別驚丫...驚會有事發生丫..都係唔好講...唔知點解以家好驚丫...驚後面有個人係度丫...阿..阿..好驚丫...點算丫...嗚嗚嗚...之後我地就上左去丫爺住果度啦,....唔知點解上左之後...我就去左廁所果度喊丫...好唔開心丫...我驚會好似丫哥咁講丫....話丫爺唔會好耐架咋....諗返呢句說話...我好驚丫....只係不停得個喊字咋..唔知點解...每一次諗起丫爺我都好想喊丫...我以家好後悔以前冇聽佢話丫...之後我就同丫爺講...話叫佢去我果度住...不過可惜我點講佢都係話唔黎啦....我唔知點解好驚佢會有事丫...我地個個都叫佢黎我呢度住...但係丫爺佢點都話唔好啦啦...我真係好驚佢會又咩事羅...好擔心佢丫...返黎果陣..隻眼都係紅紅咁丫...以家諗起都想喊丫,....丫爺佢以家未咩...我已經咁樣啦...到左佢真係咩左果陣...我都唔知點好....我都唔知道自已會點丫...到果陣又有邊個會黎了解我呢..??我就希望果一日唔好來臨啦啦...咁我就會好開心架啦啦...
都唔知幾時返黎啦啦...隻眼都係紅紅咁丫...丫媽佢地一個二個問我咩事...我都係話冇事丫...冇事丫...唉...我冇同邊個講過呢今日既事...我都唔想佢地知...更加唔想佢地黎擔心我啦啦...我只係想係佢地個心目中我係一個好樂天既一個小女孩咋..永遠都係咁天真丫...或者以前真係太過天真啦啦....夜晚果陣...同左好多個人傾左啦啦...果個死人僑僑..話想做我男朋友丫...嘿嘿...我冇回答過佢...只係講其他問題..而佢都冇再問啦..我都再冇講啦啦...或者佢地一個二個都唔知點解我要係5年以後先至拍拖啦..其中一個係唔想影響到學業啦..呢層個個都知,....其它原因個個都唔知道啦啦..我都唔想個個知道丫...或者呢個會係桃桃既秘密啦啦....
今日..颺颺話既態度好唔得丫..話我好串丫....可能佢唔知點解我要咁串啦啦....其實我係有原因架...佢都係唔知點解架啦...又或者..我可能真係太過串啦啦...唉..我相信佢總會有一日會明白我點解會咁串對佢啦啦...
琴晚...妍姐同係佢留言板話..佢唔鍾意妍妍呢個名啦啦...呢個名俾佢諗起到好多好多唔開心架野丫....講到唔開心..我相信佢點都冇我咁唔開心啦啦...至少呢個名俾我諗到我既第1次...不過...我都相信都一定會有好多好多開心既野羅...有D野唔係話唔鍾意就可以忘記得到架羅....因為我知道就算我呢個名...搞到我幾唔開心都好...我都會鍾意人地叫我做桃桃羅...因為我相信當中一定會有值得我回憶..同開心既野羅..
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