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今日係星期六丫...唔使返學丫！！Yeah！！！訓到11點幾就醒左啦...不過之前有好多個電話打黎過..不過我都冇去聽..費事啦...嘈住晒我訓覺覺豬既美好時光渦...嘿嘿..
後就起身睇左一陣電視就食野啦啦...之後就一值傾電話啦..今日同左糖姐傾電話丫...都好耐都冇同佢傾電話啦啦..傾左好多野...佢同我講話佢好悶..之後我就傾左拍拖既野...之後冇耐我地就冇傾啦啦...
之後成個下就我都係冥想啦...諗左好多好多野...諗左D冇可能再會發生既事....都覺得自已好好笑同好傻丫...越大越發覺自已諗既野有時都好幼稚下丫...仲係好似以前一樣諗既野..都會係好完美同天真丫...其實現實中根本就冇D好完美既事情丫...一切一切都係自已所諗到架野...以前細個果陣..都會希望自已會係一個好靚好幸福既公主丫...同自已既白馬王子係皇宮裡過住好幸福快樂既生活..呢個就係我兒時既願望了...到左今時今日既桃桃都係一樣..呢個心態都係冇改變過...依然默默咁等待緊...就係唔知會係幾時....??都同時發覺細個果陣..係最美好架...回憶係最美好的...童年都是最美好的...以前諗野就會好簡單...咩事都會咁開心同咁美好..無优無慮咁...幾美好丫..到左以家..就算一件幾簡單既事..都會使我諗得好複雜..好離普丫...細個果陣..一唔開心就會喊...大人俾一粒糖就會唔喊都同埋會好開心架啦....到左以家..雖然以家都係咁鍾意食糖啦...但係...有D野唔係咁簡單架...以家要諗架野多左好多啦啦...""學業""..""愛情""..."友情"..."親情"等等...都值得我去諗丫...人大左自自然然諗既野都會多左...有時人D對自已好D...都會諗一下呢個人有咩事...我相信以前一定唔會咁樣去諗羅...嘻嬉哈哈就會咁過一日...以家我都唔再可以好似以前咁樣去諗野啦...以家咩事都好...只係會得自已一個人知..所以我就會選擇令到自已開心同快樂...但係個個都唔會知羅..我笑..唔等於我會係快樂緊丫...
之後..7點幾果陣就同左妍姐傾電話啦啦,....我同佢傾左一D我識佢咁耐都冇同佢講過架野丫...我冇同佢地個個講係因為我唔想佢地唔開心丫..為我擔心同擔憂我咁多丫...而我係佢地面前都會好努力咁去笑咋..講講下..我仲喊左出黎添丫....因為我都知道自已唔可以再忍受啦...14年啦..我都忍左14年啦啦...唉...我相信都冇咩人會知我所發生架事丫...以後我一聽到果個字我都會好反感架啦相信..之後妍姐問我係咪仲鐘意伍浩威丫.... 我都覺得佢奇怪佢點解會咁問問啦...佢話通常第一個都唔會咁快忘記架...我相信都係丫...細諗一下...其實我自已覺得丫...我都發覺我仲有D係鍾意佢丫...可能真係未可以完完全全咁去忘記佢啦..又或者仲未有人可以去代理佢既位置啦啦...又令到我諗起以前既所承諾過既野丫...所以話愛情呢樣野真係討厭丫....
夜晚果陣..就同左颺颺傾啦啦...佢同我講話佢同佢條女散左..唔知點解我覺得好驚丫...佢講到話有一半係因為我果陣真係唔知點算丫...我都同佢講過...我唔值得佢咁樣做架...點解佢唔相信我呢..'??佢仲話會等我5年時間...以家聽落去就好聽羅...但係係5年之後...仲會有邊個會記得自已曾經許下既承諾呢..??
夜晚差唔多10點啦...有個靚仔係我門口做宣傳啦...佢地係PCCW既...笑死我丫..哈哈哈...好靚仔呀佢...好似丫Rian架...勁得意丫...佢仲好好笑既添丫...佢仲問我電話幾多添丫....笑死我丫...我問拎黎做咩丫...佢隔離果個就話...話似丫Rian果個想約我...想見我丫...好好笑丫..笑死我啦...到最後我都冇俾到丫...我都唔知好定係唔好添丫...嘿嘿...
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