2010-03-01

chance is not easy to grasp

it is easy to pass away

and i know that it is an unique chance for me

to enter for my future

2010-02-10

there is a lot of things i need to deal with

especially in studying

lacking interest and motivation

how can i improve my study

sometimes i really want to give up

sometimes i am angry about myself

leg behing in AT

so frustrated

2010-01-29

那個夢，很美很美，甜美得不想醒來

被你愛著的感覺是這麼甜美

一切都發生在ＭＴＲ中

你對我是多麼的温柔，細心

你，只對我的温柔體貼

令人多麼的眷戀

你會呵護我，你會對我說笑話，你會逗我玩

在ＭＴＲ中，我倆是最幸福的一對

可是幸福的開始卻又是惡夢的開始．．．．．

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點解，你會突然不愛我，突然討厭我

你向我喝罵，你不再理會我．．．

點解，你離開我，卻帶著恨？

點解．．．．．．

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這個雖然只是一場夢境，

但感覺卻很真實，真實得我以為你真的存在

令我以為我能找到幸福．．．為什麼？