2009-12-16

LONELY ALL THE TIME

AND FIND NOTHING TO DO

JUST USE THE COMPUTER TO KILL THE TIME

I DONT WANT TO DO HW

I DONT WANT TO GO OUT

I DONT WANT TO STUDY

WHY I BECOME LAZY GRUDAYLLY

AND WHY THEY ONLY BLAME FOR ME

BUT NOT CARE OF ME

WHY THIS IS THE FACT I KNOW?

i look forward to see you

but i was upset when i saw you

because you are not belong to me

but belong to everytone

i can only you in my mind and my memory

2009-12-15

fail in life

how to catch up with the speed of the world

i know i fall behind

and i also know i lack motivation and confidence

i understand there is no way for me to alive

because of the abundance from the world

get angry of myself

always being the loser

i dont like myself fail in everything