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琴晚好夜訓呀,同肥鬼啦周愈個班係到傾計傾到5點鍾先訓!原來大家咁耐冇傾計,宜家都仲可以聚埋一齊討論同玩。琴晚,同肥鬼傾計個陣,佢地同我講阿珠喊得好犀利,我唔知發生咩事啦,我就跑過去問佢咩事,阿珠攬住我係咁喊,我問佢咩事,佢正係一直咁喊,我就比佢喊完先問佢啦,原來佢同余蛋發生左一d事,我呢到唔放便講,但係我係到諗,男女之間既事真係好煩,我真係唔敢再諗啦!
夜晚仲做左一件好感動既事,同家姐提及劉sir唔開心既事,我冇講到咩事,因為唔想太多人知,但係我就同佢講我好擔心同好唔開心,我仲同家姐分享左我同劉sir既事,我以前既事,以前我都唔知點解我唔會搵家姐同佢講我既唔開心,佢話〔你同劉sir既事估唔到會發生係你身上,我正係覺得呢d事好似拍戲先有,我知你同劉sir關係好好,但係估唔到你地d關係比我想像中覆習〕老實講,我真係唔識表達我同佢之間既關係,神真係賜劉sir比我係一件我好感恩既事,我好想同老咪分享我劉sir既事,神點樣帶佢黎改變我,劉sir話我大個女,好多野都,要自己解決,我唔想自己面對,我好想劉sir都一直係我身邊幫我,但我知冇可能,我宜家就好似一個要返學既細路,好想媽咪陪我返學,等我冇咁驚,但係人總係要長大,佢冇可能一直陪住係你身邊,不過有樣野我好肯定,就係佢唔會離開我,佢既心永遠都留係我到,呢樣野陪住我就好夠好夠啦!
1點幾之後,秀德舊生就陸陸續續走,而我啦,家姐啦,阿珠,阿邦,劉展個班就留多一晚,但係家姐話好掛住阿熾,屋企功課又未做,但係我唔想咁快返去,因為呢到有一班好好既人陪我,我都好明白大家姐既!但係當我唔知點做好既時侯,家姐決定聽日先走,真係好,我知道又係〔佢〕係到幫我。哈∼我同劉展個班落水玩到癲晒咁呀今次個camp,見佢地一班咁好朋友,真係覺得佢地好掂,每個人都有唔同既角色,但係佢地都唔會因為佢地角色與角色之間大家既衝突令到佢地爭吵,呢樣野係我好佩服。
夜晚既事侯我自己坐埋一角聽歌.分開左4隊人,一隊就係阿珠同余蛋,家姐同佛kin打排,劉展佢地傾兄弟d野,最後就緊係得我自已一個啦,我係到聽海浪聲,係到諗劉si既事,係到諗自己既事,點知劉展詔黎陪我傾計,佢問我做乜係到坐住,佢陪我傾左好耐。
佢問我覺唔覺得二仁班係全級最唔公平既一班,當然我知道二仁班既問題,你估我唔想解決咩?我連我自己想點都唔知,我唔明點解校長要我入黎呢班,我好討厭,但係黃永基曾經同我講過〔如果我放棄,二仁班更加會放棄〕我知道要搞好二仁班,要好多好多野,但係我仲未搵到一個真正要我改變佢地既理由,劉展仲同我分享左佢地兄弟既事,佢真係好叻,我知道佢真係一個好好既朋友,佢教左我好多野,佢仲話我其實我叻架啦,面對住一班咁有困難既人,呢句說話曾經都有人同我講過,我真係好煩,我唔知點解面對二仁班!
佢真係好好,佢陪我行左個沙灘幾個圈,陪我傾計講出佢既感受,唔知點解佢咁得意--’同佢傾計每次都係開心而回,我好想同佢講我好多事,但係我都係冇講出口,好奇怪,點解我做唔到,不過我都係有分享我既困景,我真係好辛苦,我可以為二仁班做乜野?
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