The eight days, seriously feel fking annoying! I have not idea what I am doing now!

I always think about myself, I always ask myself what will you do if you know you will die in the next minutes?

Finally I still cant ask it now, because I know what I am doing not is wrong, its bed for me.

But I have no choice, thats my life!

Tomorrow I got a match again, hope that the kid will help my team to with.

And I wish I dont have to play tomorrow, cause my leg and foot are almost fuck up!

Chunwai I really miss you, I want to be with you again.

We cant broke up now. I mean it really not a good time, I cant just let you go!

Without you my life is shit, I got not reason to stay here.

You know in these eight days everything like without support,

I will keep write letter to you. And I still remember what I promiss you!

When I come back on december I will say with you all the time, I will take you to any place you want to go!

You know I still love you, if I dont love you I wont spend lots of time to tap qooza to know what I am doing and  what I thinking.

Cause I still care about you I love you ar, I still cant belive we have broke up already!

Because I know we still got a chance, we wont broke up with this, its not good enogh.

Doctoer say I really need to bed to night cause two night I didnt sleep!

Goodnight, I love you! If you chance your mine told me! I will always waiting for you!