頭先我睇完你打果篇日記後.....我唔知俾d咩反應你好....一睇完....個心係好痛....其實講真一句....我真係唔知點對你好.....我做得岩又唔知...做得錯...更加唔晒講.....到底我要點做你先滿意.....我成日都問自己...我應該要點對你好....但係我個心係好想對你好...但係一話做....我就好唔知點....我知我自己係好自私...唔應該咩都係你做晒...我知你為左我付出左好大代價....但我掉番轉頭問自己有冇為過你付出代價呢....一句講晒...係冇嫁...我唔明點解我地一日比一日感情仲差....我同你講野...你又懷疑我....我唔講...你又想知...有時真係唔知點樣同你講好....又想講好多野俾你知...又驚講錯野令到你唔開心...仲知我係有好多好多理由....我知兩個人相處係要坦白....好多時有d野係迫於無奈先會滿住你....好多野過左去既事就唔好再提番....提起咪令我更加唔知點面對你...好多野我係唔記得左....但你一次一次咁問番我以前d野.....我咪一次一次咁傷害你....有d野唔講好過講囉...兩個人一齊....係好開心既...但我唔知點解同你會搞成咁囉....學阿哥話濟...我地兩個都有錯...你就係冇乜俾過空間我...你捉到我令我抖唔到氣....果一種感覺...真係好辛苦....仲有你d脾氣....我而家唔係話你錯晒....其實我都有好多好多錯處....我果d錯比你仲多.....我地靜係講左大家錯d咩....但我地有冇坐底好好傾下我地之間錯既問題呢....係冇呀....我都知我一坐底望住你....好多野我就唔記得晒.....有時見到你.....我有好多好想同你講既說話都唔記得晒....一見到你....果一種感覺真係快樂過做神仙.....我真係未習慣你對我好...對我好得黎又捉得我好緊....俾著係你...你都會好似我咁...對你忽冷忽熱....我都知你份人好有責任心....你都好鐘意幫人....但有責任心得黎....令我抖唔到....我真係好想我地搵一日坐底好好傾下.....第一我應成過你既野....我會慢慢咁改...第二我會多d關心你..體諒你...第三我會將我想講既野對你坦白....但係係呢一段時間....我想冷靜一下....我地分開1個禮拜俾大家好好冷靜一排同埋諗下我地到底要點做...好嗎???

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今日...我真係很不開心牙...因為[老婆]話食完飯打比我的...我等左都有一個鐘頭...兩個鐘頭...三個鐘頭...還是四個鐘頭牙...她還沒有打給我...我在家裹一直等...一直等...她還沒有打給我...我很傷心牙...她還在家裹和朋友玩耍中...真的是沒有口齒牙...[我最憎你講個吾算數嫁啦...憎死係牙]...我個很痛...因為她的根本就沒有我...我現在個很酸...她又令到我又想哭...和有心痛...的感覺...到底她是否真的對代我...她真是令到我很心痛她和我說話時令到我(好吾知點敢)...她有時說的東西真是令我很懷疑她說的東西是否真的...我(吾係吾信佢...係佢講果d野...真係令到我吾直得去信佢...佢真係令到我 好好好好好好......心痛...同 好好好好好好......辛苦牙...我想妳關心我多d同睇亮我多d...到吾得...妳真係令我好失望...妳年衣d少少野...到比吾到我...我好心痛)我還有 很多很多很多......東西和說話根妳說的...我都不知怎樣和妳說...我和妳說話時...妳只董去笑...我真是很心痛...妳(年少少睇亮我同關心我到冇...可能我感覺吾到...因為妳到冇用心去對代我...我一路打...個一路痛妳對我公平嗎?)(我到底做錯左d咩牙...妳可以咁樣對我lor)

當我打這篇日記時...我一邊打個一邊痛打完我個還在痛中...妳知道嗎?

　　希望妳回覆...影字

老婆..........琴晚...冇打wo.....琴晚果d去左邊牙.....老婆-3-"

下........去左邊到牙.....怏d打返牙......

        今日好悶囉.....冇野啦....今晚再打過啦..掰

                       今日可以話係我最心痛既一日囉....點解咁話呢....唉=-=...我又再一次傷害左條仔個心啦...唉...講真一句....可能我仲未習慣佢對我咁好啦.....其實無論我做得岩...做得錯...佢都唔會鬧我...靜係同我講我邊一方面做錯...邊一方面做岩.....但我雖然係好認真咁聽...其實我係左耳入右耳出......根本就冇將佢同我講既野擺係心到永遠記住....我永遠都好似細佬女咁...靜係識玩..識笑...識食..識訓...其他就乜都唔識啦....佢同我講正經野...我就以為佢講笑...雖然我知佢係同我講正經野...但我就笑笑下咁敷衍佢囉...但佢都原全冇怪過我囉.....其實佢外表係冇乜野咁...但我知佢內心係好唔開心囉...其實每一次佢唔開心果陣....我都冇乜點講過野...都唔識氹佢開心....但佢都唔理會自己開心定唔開心就氹我笑......雖然我一笑....只不過係遮蓋佢表面上既表情....但佢內心就承受好大既痛苦.....點解我要咁講呢...係因為我每一次都會feel到佢心痛既感覺...雖然我口講冇乜野.....但冇人會知我內心都有幾痛苦....每一個人都話我份人成日都係笑笑口咁過...但背後做左一d野就冇人會明白....我唔係強求人地去體會我有幾咁唔開心....但只要睇住我身邊既朋友...我最愛既老公開心...我永遠都會笑住咁過每一日...每一秒.....我知時間過左就永遠唔會返轉頭....有好多時都錯過左一d好寶貴既時間....但我同條仔相處既時間過得真係好快....有好多時真係好想時間可以停留落黎...永遠都停留住我同佢最幸福最開心果一刻...但時間往往都唔會為人而停留....時間往往都係要我地去捉緊......一但唔捉....就會錯過左.....到時後悔都冇用.....但今日見到佢咁為我一滴一滴咁流下黎既眼淚....我個心真係好內疚.....見到佢咁....個心拿住拿住一直痛到唔知點好....本身見佢果陣...真係有好多野同佢傾....但一見到佢....乜野都唔記得晒....靜係識見住佢流眼淚...但我一d野都做唔到.....我知我講幾多句sorry都好....都補救唔番我之前對佢所做既一切.....就算補救返....我都補救唔到佢為我所流過既每一滴眼淚....真係好後悔我當初咁對佢....老公....真係好對唔住呀..嗚