Please give me one day to do some trivial things that can make me happy. I just need this one day. 
I know I've got an essay to submit to P. Chan tomorrow. I know I've got a Chem quiz that counts for F5 assessment on Thursday. I know I've got a mound of unfinished homework. I know I've got 2 pages of piano scales to practice.
But please just give me this one day. I don't know if I still have the time and energy to do this in the future, so let me finish this before it slips away from me forever.

"I scraped my knees while I was praying

And found a demon in my safest haven

Seems like it's getting harder to believe in anything than just to get lost in all my selfish thoughts

I wanna know what it'd be like to find perfection in my pride, to see nothing in the light

Well, turn it off, in all my spite, in all my spite

Just turn it off

And the worst part is before it gets any better

We're headed for a cliff

And in the free fall I would realize I'm better off when I hit the bottom

Tragedy, it seems unending

I'm watching everyone, I look up to break and bending

We're taking shortcuts, false solutions, just to come out the hero

Well I can see behind the curtain

The wheels are cracking, turning

So on the way we're working toward a goal that's non-existent

It's non-existent, but we just keep believing" 

~Paramore – The Only Exception

When you're angry and selfish and spiteful, have you ever thought, maybe, just maybe, that these people around you, being kind to you and trying to console you, are not as simple as they seem to be?

Maybe they're just doing that to keep you moving, keep you alive, so that you don't fall before you should, so that you serve your purpose to the maximum.

It would be really nice to just take it all in, but I'm way past self-deception, so before I find out the truth, I'm going remain a skeptic.

I used to listen to Coldplay, but I wasn't not a big fan. I enjoy "X&Y" and "Viva la Vida & Death and All of His Friends" in particular, I really do, but I'm not quite familiar with "Parachute" and "A Rush of Blood to the Head". In the past, Coldplay was an alternative band that's getting better and better, until Mylo Xyloto came out.

Ever since Mylo Xyloto, I think they're losing it, losing it to the crappy poppish trend, like many other fallen bands. Ghost Stories is even worst to me, and True Love is probably one of the tracks that I dislike the least on the album, but at least this MV has some depth. At least this MV tries to explore the feelings of the obese, at least it tries to convey a message that will make our world a better place, instead of going all the way down to make cheesy songs about I-love-you-but-you-don't-love-me-so-I'm-dying-on-the-inside-and-I-need-you-back-won't-you-take-me-back.

 It was just this morning when I told myself, "Time to tidy up your life. Be productive, do some homework." In less than 12 hours, it has become messy again.
If someone asks me what happened, here's my reply:
Life. Life has happened.

Cuz honestly this is MY life, isn't it? Trip and fall, get up, trip and fall again... I'm stuck in this endless cycle.

 I'm so sick of always being there for you. I'm not some teddy bear that you can keep under your bed and take out whenever it pleases you. It's too late to ask for my presence now.

Besides I'm also a little tired of being there for the other people, but up till now they're worth it, and you no longer are. Perhaps we've outgrown each other, or to be specific, YOU've outgrown me. Too much have happened to you while you're away in your Golden Country, and too little have happened to me when I'm stuck in my rotten town.

 Being sweet and telling lies aren't my virtues.

Being too frank and telling painful truth are two of my vices.