记得旧年你嚟我学校仲多过返自己学校，我上堂你会等我放学，撘車幾攰都好，因為有你所以我唔觉得攰，心痛你撘嚟撘去，但係你話想見我，唔攰。果陣真係好開心，返学有咩唔開心都好，我知我有你，但係依家唔知係你變左定我变，我有啲懷疑我爱的是誰，係一個你營造出嚟嘅假象定係我自己幻想出來的幻影？你講過你会係最錫我嘅人，但係撇低我嘅人都係你，我都以為我地会一世…但係依家我迷惘了…冇你嘅日子裡，我努力咁習慣自己一個人，由習慣有你，到習慣冇你，後者我付出雙倍努力去習慣…尋日我再問你係唔後唔中意我啦，你話唔係，但係我已經感覺唔到你有幾中意我啦…可能…真係我變啦…

i try not to care too much, i try not to need anyone

i try hard to keep my smile , i try hard to live 

i try and try...

i know all these troubles are made by myself, I know I aways think too much but I just want a little care and understanding..everytime I thought that I can count on you but everytime the disappointment will after me

I hate to see you left me behind, why cant you use little time to try to understand me, try to talk to me.. I am really tried and tired...once I thought  I had cry enough times and my tears run dry but then I realize that my heart still beating even though it breaks so many times and the tears still falls...

 都唔知點解今日無喇喇會咁chur架…

having mid-term,practice and also handin homework… is that i had been too hea last year so i had to be punished? my mind is full of things that confusing me and i still had present and works to do…just let me take a rest please><