have been a long time that I don't type a blog la..

how have you all been?

being gd or being bad,..?

for me...umm.......

these days...I really couldn't sleep well..

I can't sleep until the mid night...!

I just lay down on my bed and start thinking a lot of stuff...

what is the meaning of thinking of them stupid?

I cry middle of the night without reason...just feeling very down all the time..

well..I am crazy~

to be honest....I feel pretty lonely at school~

just like no one will understand me~

I can be so quiet at school but I am not actually a quiet girl..

seeing the others being crazy,I feel envied..

what's wrong with me? what I have done?

I will have a PTH sing con soon..should I invite some classmate to see me..?

sorry....I this time I am not brave enough to ask anymore....

well..is time to go...

wishing everything will be alright...

maybe....

perhaps....

hope....

depressing..