It's hard to explain.....

kinda annoying....I am annoying......I am annoyed....

whenver I do..whenver I done....the conditions are still the same...or even worst...

what is the reason?..

I should say....I am not lack of confident in the pass...however...my fath have been falling.......

watching back the passing letter, I burst in to tears again...;'(  it burns~~it really burns.....

what I should next? what else I should do...?

i am stupid....

;'(

when my sadness come to words....it is always hard to explain.....