sometimes, I think about dath.

What would be like if I am dead? 

I have thought about to end my entire life during these days...

Life is so tough without any motivation, concrete directions. Life is sucks when u think u are nothing but just a damn and a fucking loser. 

Hopefully, I am still alive. I can still make up my mind, I can persuade myself to live continuously. 

Perhaps, I am still suffering from depression, I will try my hardest to get out of the darkness, to get rid of the monster that have been staying in my mind. 

I am not a perfect girl, and never be the best. But I will still live with the best of me. I am sure I could finally defeat depression. 

Because I am a life warrior. 

;)